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school resumed and me rant

yea.so u heard.mmu resumed the classes once again. i dread going back to school.just like how i had always been for the pass 2 years. 2 years not 3 because i kinda enjoyed mmu while i was in alpha.all the boiling spirit to be the next engineer.after a few years there, i think it's already a bargain to take whatever job that comes. i always joke with my family when they ask me where i wanna work after graduating. and i always tell them i will get married and be housewife.HOWEVER...i promised myself to have a change of attitude this new semester.

i only notice my schedule structure yesterday. freak.i have like 3 days of 8 am class and after aching every muscle during badminton on sunday, i had to attend a 9 am class on monday. this is too much.geesh. dats da consequence u gotta face if u are too lazy to arrange your schedule. not only that,to those secondary schools people..they surely notice the chill in the morning.i HATE cold. and every morning i complain when i had to bathe.and now i have to bathe in the morning for 4 times a week. liow~!!!

surely u think i don't bathe during holidays. i did. but the difference is i will wake up at only after noon. that also because the sun was burning my butt off. so the water in the well is being heated by the sun.so by the time i wanna bathe...which is around 3.30 pm, the water is just nice. nothing to complain.everything falls into perfection during holidays.

I MISS MY DOGGIE. holidays had been so carefree with the absents of ju and chenli.so i don't bother to plan when to go out or whateva.i just had to wait fer hema's call. so i was at home basically everyday.woke up to my lil pupp running to or waiting infront of my door.it's NICE~~ after brushing n washing my face, in my jammies i would eat my brunch, sat infront of my mom as she does her sewing. same routine everyday. it was like heaven. BUT NOW..when i wake up in the morning..it's my mom's voice asking me to bathe..and i can't see my dog coz i was too early fer him to wake up.mom scared he will disturb her when she do house chores.so i can only see my dog when i come home from school.sigh..dat is around 2.30pm. today i was so delighted when Chocolate (named after his fur colour) came to greet me at the front door. don't care la..i just now i miss my dog.

class was boring and i was sleepy all the way. i had been dozing off for all classes except fer engine maths cause gan chee seng conducting. maybe i'm still not used to going to bed early and waking up early. aih..nevertheless..i tried my best to put on my game face.almost got caught closing my eyes just now. tanks to tpn. he woke me up wit a slap. terus not sleepy dee. but i'm expecting lots of work loads and lots of reading to do if i want to do better this semester. hope that God will help me pull this through.

that's all..i think i need a nap now..

another day to kill..

big news: prison break is back!!. i watched the 14th episode of season 2.i think it's getting more kanchiong la. freak..now stedman's dead.schofeild seemed like he's crying at the end of the episode.this prison break all stab people's back man.geesh~wanna noe more..read da recaps la..click on the banner can d.

yesterday i watched nigella feast "chocolate heaven" episode.whoa...she mmg trying to kill me man. everything is so chocolaty.yumsss....i almost drool watching her make her moist chocolate cake,brownies, crispy cake and chocolate cheese cake.*faint* so i decided to try to satisfy my need of eating sumthing sweet i made "granola" or maybe sumthing like da crispy cakes she made. not much stuff in it tho.no $$ and i didn't buy any raisins or nuts.anyways it turned out to be okay.can be eaten.and a lil sweet la....

she used mars bars ,butter, and conflates to make her crispy bars.
i used rockyroad,butter and shredded wheat to my my own crispy bars.and i made another caramel flavoured ones.

i didn't really know how to make caramel.so i pakai lantak nie.

Ingredients (the real way)

1 cup of sugar
6 Tbsp butter
1/2 cup heavy whipping cream

Ingredients(my way)

sugar
butter
milk.-this is the part i gone wrong.it supposed to be whipping cream.ehehe

stir till thickens.mix shreded(tesco brand) wheat into da caramel to make a sticky n gooey texture.put it to chill in freezer.dats all...den u get empty " granola".coz got no nuts n stuff.remember to watch the sugar.so i think better use the right measurement la..i always take the easy way..simply add n stirr.

it's a monday nite

syabas..i finally get side banners fer ma blog.it used to be so freakin blank n boring.anyways if u are bored..whateva u see oso will be boring wan la...

back to my results.i tried checking earlier yesterday before goin out wit my cuz.but it wasn't uploaded yet. so i headed to town aound 6.30 pm. after parkin i checked my phone.there's two messages.one is from livia askin about my result and if i checked already. the other one is from jack saying that result can check d. terus i chuak.kanchiong la but i tried not to put on my kanchiong face coz my cuz n me were having a shopping evening.so i better enjoy myself before getting all disapointed later. after that livia called..sigh..sungguh memalukan.i said she kepo.but really regreted how i react to her concern lo...sigh sigh.....~ last sunday's sharing down da drain.

goin out with sarah was pretty fun.she's the talkative type.no wonder she wants to take pr or mass com la...den had some complication in burger king.miss com with the person takin the order..but later don't care d la...makan till stomache wanna explode.it has been sometime since i ate the large whopper set. adoi.but i can say dat normal whopper is nicer than black pepper whopper la.before makan we went dataran..din get to buy anything there coz they preparing fer sale.so anytime this week will be goin there la..then in MP i bought a blouse from baleno and a new wallet from nepal. the sales girls in nepal was an entertaining one.lawak betul.she promote all the goods macam getting commission fer it lidat. but it was fun tho.she said she's a lil talkative.and it's kinda obvious...ahhh.......there goes the most important resolution which i even put in qouted form.dang~so i spent almost 50 bucks la.nanti claim makan from dad.

yesterday nite the streets were so empty.and i liked it.i hate jams and lots of peeps around.semak nie.sarah kept askin it feels like the shops in mp were having an early day.ahha..it's like 9 o'clock...

the song playing in my head:

times of refreshing
times of refreshing,
here in Your presence,
no greated blessing,
than being with You.
my soul is restored,
my mind is renewed,
there's no greater joy, Lord,
than being with You.

i actually cook lunch while i was half way blogging.kekeke..just wanna try the new spagetti paste i bought. the outcome...so so nie...maybe coz no meat.and the vege i did aunt tina style..i guess i failed.the ingredients are: boiled brocolli, lemon juice, olive oil,sugar and salt to taste and some vinegar which i don't have.the olive oil turned out to be yucky to me..so i don't like wad i made..but the spagetti and da instant sauce eadible la.but still prefered those made from scratch.i tried adding tomatoes, but the instant paste is just too strong..bah~ and while tryin to drain the spagettin,clumsy me( didn't know i was) spilt the boilling hot water onto my foot. geesh.....burnin pain..got la..sikit sympathy tears to buy my mom so that she clean up after me..hehehe

i can't cook la.

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window shoppin is always unhealthy, for the mind i mean. u see something.than u checked the price. then u check with ur wallet. than with your account. and then...the possiblities of claiming it back from your parents.esp DAD.hehe...

todae, i ajak-ed ngan(chenli) to accompany me in killing ma boredom.so we went tesco. so many things that i wanted to buy. food especially. i'm afraid that i will overspent.thus, ruinned my save-money resolution.too early to screw up. must tahan. ended buyin quite alot of food.but the good thing is..it cost me rm21.26 only.syabas to that la..tesco's temaki (handrolls) aint that bad. it cost only rm1.95.dat's the broke way of eating sushi la...wanna go sibaraku or sushi king, maybe bigger occasion la.must save up d..cannot feast like a king d..

anways..u know how people always say..."if i was born in a rich family" ( i said born coz..if it's hard earned..i don't think the money will be spend like water) i will buy bla bla bla....

so..if i was born rich...than i will buy :
1) imac laptop 0r..a bigger LCD screen
2) different kinds of camera.
3) drums
4) clothes clothes clothes. padini-s and SEED-s
5) collection of converse shoes.
6) do advertising instead of engineering
7)belanja my friends frequently. and eat alot then go to fitness gym..ehhe
8) oh yea...SE W950
9) fix disney channel and HBO to my astro.
10) get a WHITE myvi.
11)a canggih bike to cycle around or a roller blade....ehehe...
12) an iPod!! video ones...!

* all stuff are listed randomly..not according to the price.just list what ever dat came to my mind*

alah..just thinkin nie la....i ain't hard to maintain..

ironically before i blog, i did my quiet time.numbers 11:4-6.it's about not being thankful with what God provide..and let our desires come in between. ehhe...after reading i don't know to post the above anymore or not.but i did anyways. okay..hold...it's just my wildest dream to own all those stuff i listed..

dats all la...i guess i did learn something from the bible todae.guess what..if i leave the bible OPEN on my pc desk,the possiblity that i might read it is so much higher than i leave close at somewhere else.yae~! remedy?

seriously? seriously...

in the previous post i said something 'bout the internet connection.sounded sumthing lidat " wanna lag, lag laa.." so..it did really lagged yesterday.freak.gotta be more careful wit what i said.yesterday itself i wanted to download few new songs on hitz. tried to online..failed..

currently into these few songs:
1) how to touch a girl by jojo
2) sweet escape by gwen stefani
3) learning to breathe by nerina pallot
4) ordinary miracle by sarah mclachlan-charlotte's web ost

yesterday i went jusco wit livia.my church kid. dragged her along coz i was around mmu area to return and borrow da books ma bro wanted. then she started on how much i get fer ma allowance.she said she got quite some money in her bank.she said she saved all her allowance. *dang* malu nya...den it striked me..."eik...how come ma maybank account money don't seemed to be increasing but decrease all the time" i don't save wad i got but spent the money i have.liow...shy shy...so here goes another resolution..:

i must save up at least half my one month money. or save at least a 500 in bank by the end of this year.

hehe....i need a kid to tell me dat. we spent some time in the book store. searching fer a right book to get me start on my reading. geesh...now i knoe why i don't really read...mahal giler la one book. but hema always said.."it's good to invest in books la...i make sure i buy one book in a month or two" .So i took hema's advice and got myself this:

nonfiction.it's the author himself.kasihan betul.......but i haven't read finish yet la....after finishing this i shall go back to "to kill a mocking bird"..but reading is kinda boring la...

anyways...was reading newspaper..so sad to see the flood happened again.man...i can't imagine if i kena.so sad...so sad.....

whole lump sum of u-know-what...u don't?

currently trying to pull time so that i don't need to make a start on "to kill a mocking bird" .cakap wanna read. find all kinds of excuses pulak.

freak.type also hang hang.crapss.i'm so freakin lazy to updates nowadays. i'm running out of stuff to blog about. i don't do outings, so no photos to take.sedih sedih.i basically eat and sleep.television seemed to be my best friend.since i don't update dat often, and da stoopid downloads can't move,internet...not such a biggie anymore.wanna lag lag laaa~

i'm kinda just go with the flow nowadays. go with what i feel like doing. it's rather a nice feeling. no schedules to follow.no alarm to wake u up in the morning. i actually had harder time sleeping during holidays than during school days. toss and turn on then bed till around 4 am only can get a good sleep..and ofcourse i woke up at the sound of ma doggie jigling colar bell at around noon.

talkin about goin wit da flow and go free. i had my hair cut again after 2 weeks from the previous. so it became extremely short.short till ma fren said " eh u better put on a hairband man.u look like a guy" *dang* one smack in the face. see what having no friends around to hang and a salon near ur place can do to u. very spontanious man, drove in ..no people..CHOP. den regret. mo min kin yan- no face to meet people. hope dat my hair grow faster la...

oh yea...my doggie-the new one, had a cut on his eyelid while "playin" with the big dog. situation sorta gone out of hand and because of jealousy,tried to rip his head off.wow....RIP.....abit ganas rite...okay...tried to injure da pup la...den had to send him to clinic.dat freakin pup medication cost up to 90 bucks.giler..can buy baju dee..yup..dats da baju i'm talkin about...

da way ma mom punishes the pup.she made him sit still fer a few minutes.i had a good laugh watching him as he look out the grills.wakakkaka....he's super active.hyper kiddo.jump nonstop.good also la..jump jump penat..malam can tido lena a bit.but he shit during wee hours.eik..wee hours-to wee wee... i see i see...

pictures taken wit k7o0i.sucked...i want ma bro's k800i...geesh...

aha...sudah ada gambar...syabas~ so..there's a sneak peak at da new doggie i talked about way back....dunno when la.Tomorrow/technically today, i'll be heading to mmu lib.return books, borrow books...see how mmu doin...and pay jusco a visit..oh yea....i wanna try the new fish fillet thingie. *click click*wat da...googled kfc,click on kfc.com it says BUFFALO SNACKER???? huiyo....hungry d~!! anyways ju's mom tried the alaskan fish burger and she recommended that i DO NOT TRY IT..she say it terrible...wait..did she use da word suck? so..the newly open KFC branch in Giant can't be trusted..okay okay. but thick fillet looks yummy.click here to get 20% off alaskan fish burger.i'm eating it!!!! review later~

resolutions.

the above photo is one freakin juicy jambu air.what u call jambu air in english?
it reminded me of how i used to hang out.there's always more than one.3 to be exact.i miss my friends badly.sigh~

don't think it's too late fer new year's resolution list.
1) be more open to people.-hmmmp~~
2) take studies more seriously.-sigh~
3) less frickle minded.
4) stick to plans. both..study schedules and outings.
5) read more story books and newspaper.
6) try to look less messy.
7) try to wear girl's shoes-optional
8) read the bible more than year 2006.
9) get better results.-must!!
10) keep resolutions.

tattoos

been watching alot of miami ink lately. the bunch of peeps workin in da tattoo shop is one freakin talented bunch. i'm impressed by how fast they can sketch a cool piece. den put it onto da skin. i love yoji's baby gal.she's freakin cute.got his dad's eyes i guess.check it out...

miami ink-astro channel 11. sunday 11 pm.

by kat

by chris gavner

tattoos are prett cool.its about the meaning behind the art.neat~

updates updates updates...

okay...it sucked dat da line is still bad during holidays. haven't been seriuosly updating ma blog. i either run out of interesting things to blog about or because da internet line is freakin lag. wait..not lag..totally no light on da "data" line. apanih!

i got so much to update on i don't know where to start.

thursday [ 28.12.06] NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM:-
went movie wit the other 18 people from church and also hema.so there's 20 of us. i wanted to kaotim, from booking tickets to collecting them. manatau...i failed again.' again' because i ajak-ed da church to movie once, and i failed to accomplised da mission.very malu..tau book saja didn't pick it up.so this time, once again, i had somebody else to pick it up.20 tickets..is freakin alot. da day before i booked 12 tickets,den towards da night, more people wanted to go and da line can't get thru.wad da wreck.ANYWAYS...long story cut short....da movie was a blast...derk was jumping up from his chair laughing(he was sittin infront of me).ju stomped her feet. i slapped maself on da tigh.and da whole cinema was laughing.wait...maybe just 20 of us. its freakin awesome to watch with a bunch of people.atmosphere....wow...after movie went fer dinner at havana's.i can say dat da standard totally dropped.huge disappointment la.there's no fries on da very same course da we had last time.da food was, dull. i was complaining how tired i was.dunno y. just too tired even to chew on da piece of sirloin steak.gah~i think its da sign dat i'm gonne be sick.

saturday[30.12.06]:-
ju asked to go fer mamaking.at 9.30pm.i usually don't go out dat late.unless i was out till dat late..i mean..i don't make a move from home dat late.neways...ju was craving fer mee goreng.since i was at da last page of sum chapter i was reading back then...i agreed lo.altho i feel dat i lepaked too much. i was feelin a lil cold.but chenli decided to do more dat night.so we went McD's drive tru to get ice cream. according to aunt tina,ice cream is good fer her soar throat. i'm having one dat time.so..bah...left mamak at 11.30 pm.super late d...den reached dataran.went up to da unfinished area.talked a lil.mistaken a group of motorist as mat rempit.around 12.20pm..we hit da road again.back home.

sunday [31.12.06] NEW YEAR'S EVE:-
feverish already from previous nite.still having da soar. i went church in tees and baggy pants.went un.ivan's place fer BBQ at night.i was so down wit fever. din really eat..well..got la..some lamb and sausages. after makan i feel like dying!...i bertahan to enjoy da first minute of the new year. da first thing came to ma head was " i open da new year with a hot forehead, and a soar throat".

An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in.A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves-bill vaughan

oh yea...we tried practicing da malaysian wave (arms flying thing) to celeb once we see da fireworks. but too bad...malacca was down wit financial prob from da flood dat we don't see any huge fireworks but just a few "splashes". pretty disappointed la. i bet i would have a better time if i wasn't sick. when i reached home, i regretted dat i went.i could have stayed home and sleep.but....nvm~
no pics coz i wasn't in da mood.sad rite..~~~ aih

monday-tuesday:- studied and tried to recover from illness.conversed wit ju tru smses.

wednesday[3.1.07]exam and ju's departure:-
ju left malacca 5 in the morning. i told her i'm gonna missed her. ahh...i get emotional easily when i'm sick.even when ma mom came into da room to check on me, touched ma forehead, swept ma hair off ma face would bring tears.freak...hate to be sick. "aku nih emo jugak heh". paper was at 9 am. i'm so not ready.it feels like history is repeating itself.was sick last sem.didn't do quite well on one particular paper. and i weren't ready at all fer 'analog com'. dead meat. after paper was supposed to see da doc. sudd felt more alive..so i decided not to go.

thursday[ 4.6.07] what's up doc?:-
heavy nose blockage.can't breathe. i describe ma mucus as 'pepejal-jelly'.doc said ma flu was terrible.ma throat sudah swollen.wah...like tenat nie. take medication la. 5 tpes of med. pills to swallow.and da antibiotic taste insanely horrible. smelly like anything.but i got well la.

friday[ 5.1.07] pasar malam:-
friday pasar malam without ju and with mom. felt extremely weird. it wasn't a cool stroll lookin at people selling stuff..commenting and not buyin, tempted but decided not to buy kind of friday pM nite.mom was rushing me.fweak.nvm la..

sunday[7.1..07] church looked empty:-
ju's fam and chenli weren't there.from da piano seat i gazed across da room.looks empty. well, i'm slowly feeling da emptiness already.but there's more important stuff to worry about. 2.30 pm-com organization and structure paper. hmmmph...left church pretty early.didn't get to stay back and miggled wit people. 4.30 pm.after paper. grabbe ma phone thinking who to call to hang out/celebrate another closing of semester. and it hit me dat i will have a boring holiday.except da hema is still around.feels weird. i feel it already. i told ju. nvm la..hopefully i will be goin up wit her parents anytime soon la.i scanned around da exam hall to look fer ppl to hang out. i see groups.haih~ tak payah la..i balik tido nie la...sounds very sad rite...not exactly la..i exagerated nie.hehe

today-after 2 nights of unsatisfyin sleep due to da migrain dat i was having....i decided to watch cicakman with hema. well, the tickets i got free from reloading ma phone. all i can say is..i'm glad dat it's free. after movie had makan at SC. freak..service charge alone can kill us. giler betul. but i was nice la..ended da day at 'papa kopitiam' fer a cold neslo.ah~

nah..ambik engkau..updates hehe...
i haven't figure out wad's ma new year's resolutions but one of them is to be more seriuos.

farewells, hate it

“next year” finally arrives.i kept mentioning dat ju’s leaving fer school next year, and it’s happening.well i think i took it better this time coz i’m prepared fer it. Unlike those other times where she desperately lookin fer school and i have no idea when she’s leaving. Once it was like a sudden notice dat she is leavin in a week.i was totally pissed off. It didn’t happen anyway. KL is a tough one. Malaccans like me or if u want to count urslef in, wouldn’t like da there. Chenli didn’t like it. It’s too much fer me, personally. God provided a place fer her.i think she have to count on Him to guide her through if she wants to pull this off well.

I had an sms conversation wit her. I don’t dare to call.afraid dat i sob too loud.can’t go her house, konon study fer exam. But, da truth is i’m afraid dat i would shed tears.sungguh memalukan.crying would cause ma nose to stuck.den i would suffer.still in da middle of recovering.argh..all kinds of excuses. I gave her *hugs* tho...sms style...

Anyway,this is just a short notice to those who visit ma blog la. She will be leaving tomorrow.don't wanna sound gay or anything but i'm gonna miss a lot. Sigh.~

i’m still workin on ma studies.hope to do better this time. But i’m freakin sick.not da sick sick.da real sick.