i'm static, while da world around me moved on...

it's been a week since i left ma house compound.seriously..i'm either in ma room or outside entertaining maself wit a shuttle and a racquet projecting all ma fraustration to a piece of innocent wall.poor thing.da shuttle looked like crap after a continuous bashing and left me filled with joy knowing dat i'm in control of sumthing after a few hours of humiliation from da notes.the notes,they made me feel...noob..
oh yea....even the paddy is being harvest...and ma brain knowledge is still static...geesh~
a lil message fer this brain of mine....work wit me..and i will bring u glory..muahahahaha...
da last msg...meant nothing..it's just fer comic effect where da lead character can talk to da brain...ok..i'm nuts,on a beautiful saturday morning...hmmmph...

universal Q...

this is a favourite slide.....during class lecture.it's telling you dat class has come to the end


this is not a favourite slide...during revision/study weekit telling that you don't understand a thing

what come first?

tokyo drift remix-by jay jay and rudy

Ah kereta kereta, Drift-drift-drift.

Here we go…

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor,
If you likely, come and try it,
Then you’ll realli realli know.

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit.

Eh, rush lagi, eh jalan rempit.
Don’t you call me a Mat Rempit.
I’ll only go fast.. a lil’ bit,
Come in another road I go “Pit Pit”

Ampang, YEA!
Seramban, YEA!
I do superman, sedikit.
Mono crew boys, sepuluh cc.
All my motor under VIP.

Many many cars all driving,
Cutting here and there, no signal-ing.
Scream-ing, scold-ing, honk-ing, speed-ing,
None of them even look-ing.
I don’t wan no pro-be-lam,
Need to get to work so please faham.
Turning, cutting, cilok-ing,thank you~!!
Hopefully i dont get saman.

Sepit udang sudah chrome,
Mudguard sudah chrome,
My chamber is buluh,
My motor is still slow.
MY kocek is kosong,
My paycheck take so long.
Tweaking, adding, exhaust styling,
Money spending still going slow!

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor…

TRANSFORM!!!!
“chi ko kok chi ke kok ki ke ko”

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor,
If you likely, come and try it,
Then you’ll realli realli know.

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit.

Break it down to BM, C’mon.
All rite, here we go…here we go…
Anda sedia? Anda sedia?
SUDAH SEDIA!
Saya katakan .…bahaya!
Saya mau…. wan wan wan.
Apa takde nyanyi you?
Pasal saya tak fa-ha-ham

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor,
If you likely, come and try it,
Then you’ll realli realli know.

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

Ok ,habis already. Jom balik.
We’re getting a bad rap, Letsgetoutofhere (say fast!)
Bringgg, Bringgg, Bringgggg, Brrrrringgg, Bringgggggg, Superman!!! Bringgg, BRINGGG, Superman!!! Bringgg, SUPERMAN!!!!
PUA, PATAH KAKI~!! KEPALA MELETUP
Muahahah, whats that dude?

matthew 6:25-33

Do Not Worry

25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life^[b]? 28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

the passage above is refered fer todae's sermon..Un.Dex gave a deeper meaning about why we shudn't worry...it helps fer now...hopefully i will remind myself more often of this passage..

chenli joinned us fer church todae..well...it just feel so good that she's in church wit us..some how da church doesn't seemed to emtpy..but todae memang banyak orang la..lots of visitors...nyek nyek..seriously speakin..when she away, i missed her..when she's around..it feel so normal...maybe it's just 2 weeks la..entah...great to have her back in town...

oh yea...todae puasa rite..syabas..bulan ramaddhan means more kuihs fer me..i like....not dat i like to see those muslim ppl goin around without food during the day..but i just like the food during puasa month...soree para muslimin dan muslimat..i don't mean anythin harsh....selamat berpuasa..~!!

ais kacang=ice wit beans...

the day is so freakin hot..i'm currently posing infront a stack of notes...
remembered this song from primary ONE..about the ais kacang..



ais kacang,
ais ais kacang,
bila cuaca panas dan rasa dahaga,
singah di gerai ais kacang diminta,
susu dan jagung, kacang dan lengkong,
air gula berwarna,
campur semua enak rasanya,
kegemaran kita semua.....

[ahh..the song is so like the picture..don't know the tune? i'm not singing...]
this is an illegal post..i'm supposed to study not play with photoshop..but..don't care..i'm goin out later..bringin a whole lump of guilt wit me...

micro P assignment...checked~!!!

this is what we have been busy with...

todae was our presentation fer our micro Processor assignment.to test whether our hard work is fruitful..muahaha.all i heard from da lecturer is "good..good". fer real..i was staring at ramana/gajula's face..ehehe..i think our slides got da prettiest photos..i mean..i didn't see the other groups'..but i was pretty impressed wit what we came up with..to those contributed in da slide syabas~ and to da programmer..[u know who u are]...thanks fer sweating over this assignment.it's hard.i think all of YOUR group members understood ur situation..soree if we have fraustrated u in any ways.. to ma team members (aka the exterior part) ..i think we did a great job...finally...to all reading this..it might not be as easy as it looks...looks can be decieving........ DOT DOT DOT...

.....it's a succes despite of all the tensions and disagreement within da group.to ma group members...soree fer ma weird attitude.....and syabas to all~ may we all get marks as high as the sky...~!!!. and bring all our midterm marks to shame.muahhaha...jokin jokin..we need higher carry forward marks..don't we....?

now....FINALS pulak.....dang~...pengsan man....all the best to those doin good....hang on to those suffering...more good-luck to those brain dead..

updates issit..?

haven't been bloggin fer 1 week plus..a huge achievement.

firstly.i memang got nothin much to post.

secondly..i don't have ma camera with me...

thirdly..i don't really mingle wit photoshop these few days...

fourthly..i don't have time to imagine the photos dat i want to take...

lastly..i got no mood to post...

and + ..ma internet connection still suck ....wanna online pun susah...

all ma classes fer this sem kinda ended d...this week if i'm not mistaken there's only tutorials...so..ma lepak days are basically weekends nie..update a lil on dat la...friday-nothing much....ju curled her hair and went pasar malam together nie.dats all...

saturday evening..went to church just fer kapten bola..8 people went..but it's still super fun...youth was cancelled coz most of the church members wanted to attend "walk His trails" during da night...a play hosted by gateway church directedby colin kirton...but a bunch of mmu kids-including me n ju's family went makan in un.kean boon's place...coz da mmu kids wanna go industrial d....senyap la da church..nvm..i buat bising...aunt keat tin cooked pork specially fer me...muahaha...un.kean boon said she was worried i got nothin to eat...ahhh..i like her...ehhehe...sedap sumore...it goes well wit her home made "man tau" aih..shud have brought ma camera along..but it's not wit me...and da desert was..."kuai leng ko" ???..sunthin bitter..super bitter..good fer throat wan...da food....finger lickin good..tried several cheese s...ate it wit crackers...theres camembert/cheddar/donno wad donno wad sumore la..cool...very english la dat dinner...

den sunday church sermon..by a guest speaker...after church had some game just fer ah zheng..he's leavin d this tues(tmw) to study in notthingham UNi.a very...gentle guy i can say.wit nice smile.wit nice attitude.just like wad we did wit chenli-she kena eggs n flour+ water..but a lil more drastic..it's fear factor like...master mind: hwei n saun...dey made coco crunch+banana+ garlic and we played follow da leader..da twist is..even if he guess da correct person..we still say it's not him.n da forfit is to makan dat THING call "food"..so..kesian la..he had to eat 3 mouths...kakka..stephen..oleh kerana tidak sihat..vomited out..urm..wait..i don't think it reached da trakea oso..dengan gayanya..fredrick chew and tried to guess wad dat THING is made of..so...

after church went home..change and went to fellow assignment members house to assemble da final part...exterior part...till around 4.4o pm..left the house to attend "walkHis trails" ..the second show...missed on sat nite..went on sunday...followed ah zheng's car frm da back...and he followed geng yi..da show was nice la..the stage performers..syabas..i like jim elliot's "wife" speak...so changih man her prononciation...and all stage actors and actresses are chinese...there's pete..played by ee soon wei...cute one..kakaka...but i seriuosly like da slow mo actions..bravo...a lil draggy in da middle..not much actions..more narations...okok la...anywho...it's worth watchin..It'S FREE NEWAYS...

after da play..went diner fer free dinner again...bday boy-stephen belanja...kaka..had..duck++++ n ++..shio..free dinner again...syabas~...taste good man...sedap..revies..next time la..holiday time maybe...tanks stephen fer da wonderful treat...HAPPY BURFDAY!!!!!..dah tua dah~~~

dats all..~

daily wisdom...

Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."

Hebrews 13:5, New International Version

friends are friends forever?

somtimes i wonder how do people make friends.some say through same interest.some say we make friends cause we are interested in knowing a person.well that's cool.but what if after several tries and u notice u people don't click at all.u see each other and all u can say is..hie..even worse..just a wave of hand signing..* uh huh..i saw u* so wad's the point? recently did my moral presentation in clip form [too big..tried to upload in youtube kena ban]..and da topic is acknowledging one another...appreciating people around you..and make ppl significant in ur lives.and according to the video da we made..it all takes a simply "smile" | "hie"| "gesture"....now that i have deeper toughts...i think bonding is better den just gestures and stuff..

well.i mean..to actually start a new friendship and maintain them u need efforts-eg: askin how are u when it's a freezing cold mornin and da sub u hated most is on | sharing what exciting things happened to u and hoping to get response instead of just..."hmm"..just like having close relationships..it need sacrifice...especially sacrifice of time....some say money is involve too..like hanging out and showing appreciation tru gifts..blah..~

anyways..people can't live by themselves..i know i can't.but i used to think i can.but as time goes by..u tend to look into ur lives at different point of view. life is kinda meaningless without people around to share u joy | laughter| love...it's like having lot's of money but it doesn't make u happy.

seriously speakin i hate to make hi& bye friends. but i have lots of them..those dat i really care about is only a handfull.i really wanna make close relationship rather den aquaintances.

WHO SAID I DON'T MAKE EFFORT?
come back to the effort thingie..i tried my best to actually socialize wit da genuine me..but sometimes it's just hard fer people to accept ma lameness and craziness...aka...amatureness..i admit dat i'm pretty lazy in goin out yumchar-ing and lunch-ing with people..but sometimes its da effort dat made the other partee feel dat they are important...just like skwel friends..some did make effort..and some just ignore da effort dat we made...so sad..~

.i really missed having chenli in malacca..altho we just hang out around makan places..now me n ju felt goin out in twos feel weird...hema's busy with her 1k per month work...haih~ but seriously if hanging out with friends and making commitment to make da friendship last is about having all da laughs in the world when we lepaked...then..i think i accomplished dat kind of friendship..but if friends are there to share hard times...a shoulder to cry on..comforting words..i think i failed to do so...i don't think i'm dat sensitive...and i'm so not good with words...and i if i recall...ma emo-ness wit my friends are like 1 hour total in a year's time....tat's bad~..i'm a bad friend..don't talk to me...

who do i go to if a huge problem hit me...?
okay okay..i'll pray...WHILE waiting to be answered..who do i really go to...?
but after prayin shud have a peace of mind rite...
okay okay..LET us SAY i don't have da calmness...who do i really really go to...?

THE WORSt WAY I ever TRIED TO MAKE FRIENDS
is to be friends with a whole group..as we all know..friends come in lumps..as in...golongan.not da BEP humps and lumps..*censored.* lets say we know ONE or TWo friends in a huge kumcheng giler group..and u tried to blend in...after several trials and effort...being thick skin..and u know.~..being friendly and stuff but still feeling awkward when bumped into each other in hall ways..blah blah~...it's like...makin urself feel like ur a minority there..and u can't wait to get ur ass off the seat ur sitting in...da feelin just make u wanna puke...

so now..whenever i think i want to be friends/make friends/socialize..i make sure it's in ma comfort zone..

GOIN TO A GATHERING WITH......MAYBE ALONE...
that's crazy..altho sometimes we can't escape..sigh..this remind me dat i have a gathering to attend...sigh~ me..and a whole bunch of close knitted friends since like ferever...i'm so worried...is this sociophobia? i think so....it's like...ur ear can catch da beat of da clock tickin coz u just wait fer da time to pass.....

back to my title...
friends are friends forever? hmmph..its true if u mean nomatter we talk or not..keep in touch or not we're still friends..if its the "i remember being in the same class as u..blah blah..worked wit you.." case...but..most of da friends i know back in my high school years are now in silent actions..no idea wad dey have become n stuff...so...this statement...is touching..yes...but..at my point of view...it apply to close knitted friends only..

i've no idea what is this post fer...just practicing ma typing....

I'M JUST WEIRD
-lots of craps-
btw..i won hitz.fm tag da hits todae..syabas~ 100 bucks richer...

some of da best malay mtvs i ever seen....

...terlalu istimewa...by adibah noor

...awan yang terpilu...by ning baizura

the withering grass.....

academic advisor....

so i went to see da acamdemic advisor yesterday.they are our advisors and yet dey seemed so eager to finish da session.i'm not there to share ma heart to heart feelings u know..~! lame...i don't know about yours/other mmu kids...but mine don't really let me talk...he asked me how's ma progress...HUH? as in prgoress in preparing or finals..or my life in uni? and he made a quick change of topic to how's ma cgpa...see..i haven't even say ma keaadan..okok..mayb i did say not too good..or...okok..den a phone call came...doesn't sound dat important but i didn't understand a single word he said..but wad i know is he looked freakin relax talkin infront of me...so long sumore..i'm just lookin aruond his room..so awkward ....ok..dat's like half of ma session wit him d...after dat he con't again...how's ur studies/time management/.....blah blah...everytime i want to open ma mouth..he will cut in...perrr....he gave advice...." u study in mmu..there's only 2 years left..can u sacrifice a lil to study hard this 2 years..den later u'll be free....let's say..one day u sleep6 hours...u have plenty time to study...(which i agree) ...so..concerntrate on ur studies...it's for ur own good.." okok.if i'm not mistaken..he's counting down ma years there....i think next sem he will still say da same....but..memang pun ma priorities not rite...freak....~
"is there anything else i can help....or any advice i can give to help..?" "urm...urm.." "ok then...u can go now..i'll key in ur assesment tomorrow...i don't have ma pc wit me...was sent fer reformating".....phew~..luckily he's pc wasn't there...if not he can check ma resutls n stuff...close call....seriously dropped....but ..wad da heck la...

bah~

the CONVERSE....

photo was taken infront of MMU library...on da stairs.while waiting for all moral assignment members.....

Luke 12: 22-34 :

And he said to his disciples, "Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you shall eat, nor about your body, what you shall put on. For life is more than food, and the body more than clothing. Consider the ravens: they neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds! And which of you by being anxious can add a cubit to his span of life? If then you are not able to do as small a thing as that, why are you anxious about the rest? Consider the lilies, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin; yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass which is alive in the field today and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, how much more will he clothe you, O men of little faith! And do not seek what you are to eat and what you are to drink, nor be of anxious mind. For all the nations of the world seek these things; and your Father knows that you need them. Instead, seek his kingdom, and these things shall be yours as well. "Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom. Sell your possessions, and give alms; provide yourselves with purses that do not grow old, with a treasure in the heavens that does not fail, where no thief approaches and no moth destroys. For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

korean night out...

it was last thursday..i slow la...neways..stories-long..lazy to type..i play photos only...want stories..always go to chenli's...

freak..supposed to do assignment..end up doing this editing...shiaks~!

off to badminton..adiossss

s.a.t.u.r.d.a.y

i can say dat i'm not over snapping malaysia flags yet...finally i got this photo with a few malaysia flags in a row supported by thin sticks...i totally think da thin sticks dat is so high up made it look somewhat cooler....

this second photo is dedicated to chenli...was in popular this afternoon after a super-filling hi-tea in golden legacy dat aunt guan ngo belanja.18bucks per head..kinda cheap but limited food lo..but it was okay..da asam laksa was fantastic...so was wastin time while waiting fer youth to begin...chenli asked me to snap this photo..in sephia..but i prefer in black and white...kind shy la..to take strangers photos..chenli said coz we don't own huge canggih camera...we look like amatures...uh huh...we are one..den this made us feel inferior....but...don't care la..next time earn own money..den buy......

anyways...i know chenli gonna blog about da youth todae..coz she kena a good one from church people...and da games arranged by gengyi is quite cun...refreshing? haha..yea..lots of water involved...fun? yup..lots of fun....gross? super gross.....involve saliva and flour water...yucks...'

alamak..now 1.33 am already..kena bangun awal go eat breakfast wit miss chenli and gengyi sumore....*YAWN* had a rough week...i mean towards then end..hopefully wad happened remains there and then..if it leaks...those witnesses will freakin KENA SMACK....k..tido~

live goes on....

it's funny how dat simple phrase got such huge meaning to it.for instance life goes on after wadeva happened..u grieve over it and den...u wake up da next day pretending nothin ever happened.sometimes it's more like u choose not to keep it in ur mind so that it will not end up eating you inside.sigh~ as everybody wish..i too wish dat i can turn back time..but God forbids. but i guess everyting would be fine..yea it should be.......

life goes on...after chenli leave malacca.i just can't express how i'm gonna miss her presence but believe me..my heart is not made of stone.she's leavin somewhere this weekend either sunday or monday.thank God it's not today.sigh..finally somebody is really leavin..after ju continously shocked us and relieved us..now it's for real.yea i know it's not like she's goin overseas or wadsoeva...butwhen u click with a person..he/she is more than a moving figure in ur life.

best wishes chenli.God bless u, o nutcase one.