A story of a brave gal and her dog.

once upon time,there was a gal,who lives in a kampung surrounded by paddy fields...*screech* okok..cut da crap...here's da real deal..
todae melinda came visiting. when we were happily playin wit ma new puppy,chocolate, ma mum decided to call it a day fer da pup.so she got up and head to da kicthen.then,suddenly all i heard was screams.and i, to my surprised,scream too...not da high tone scream,da low...ju knows how i scream.just remember, it's a low tone.anyways, my mom came running while screaming "biawak biawak".alamak, *lari bertempiaran* HUGE okay.got la..about 60 cm long.den long claws sumore.we ran and we fergot about da pup.freak..."get chocolate.!!!..nanti kena baham~!!!" so grab it and passed it to mel.nasib todae he mandi.not so buchuk.den it stays in our dry kitchen.no where else to run but towards us. den my mom said the other way is tru da wet kitchen door,which is CLOSED by the way.somebody got to go open it.to get to the door, we have to pass da dry kitchen.mel's holding da pup,my mom's two limbs were shaking.argh freak.why do i have to do this.mel said call bomba. so freakin leceh. so I VOLUNTEERED...muhahaha...quite scared la.after opening da wet kitchen door,i called ma dog fer help.not da pup,ma full grown dog-chikkoe.so, he entered da kitchen and started chasing it everywhere.i gotta protect the other door so tat it won't enter da dining room-where we were all standing. all i shouted was " don't come here, don't come here" . after a few seconds of adrenaline rush, ma doggie berjaya shooooo da biawak out. dats all i got..and some sweat.fun....~!

my christmas spirit is pretty high.santa-jello
tanks mel, fer da jelloS

light a candle

i used da filerm negative as da banner.dats where the circles got there.

i used a lil photoshop on this.to change the levels.bah~

my toilet light kicked da bucket yesterday.i use a candle fer light.

Yesterday during youth,uncle philip continued his old testament survey.he talked about leviticus.i listened more den usual la.coz i read dat book d.so whenever he said sumthin,got la recall abit here and there.den he talked about faith.faith is sumthing da we believe in coz we don’t know.but, all these while, my idea of havin g faith in God is quite wrong la.Uncle said dat, we have faith in God if only there’s a promise.means, we sorta sense dat there’s better stuff waiting fer us and we must trust in God. So whenever i said i had faith in God fer ma examination, scheduled assignments,a huge project.dats is just mere finger-crossed matter? Make sense la.i don’t feel anything when i said i had faith.but i donno whats da deal i made wit God.so basically, its luck. Donno how to explain, but it made sense. So, all these while i don’t quite have the right meaning of having faith in God other den knowing He promised me a place to stay in heaven?

did i get da right message? Hmmm...

the one man joke

before i went to bed yesterday/this morning, i suddenly remembered da one man joke.
here goes

there's this one man,he asked god fer a horse. since it's granted by god, da horse will move and stop according to wad god says.to make the horse move, the man have to say "praise the lord".to make it stop,he have to say "amen".so the man said "praise the lord" and da horse start gallopping. after sumtime he reached a cleve but sadly he forgotten how to stop da horse.den he started to pray la.and in the end of his prayer he said "amen" so the horse stop.he was so thankful dat da horse stop and he said "praise the lord".then down da cleve he went.

by shaun-editted a lil maybe.can't really remember every word he said.

a birthday partae

so todae[yesterday] was sin yee's burfday.*search fer photo*

yup..that's her alright.

i know this photo will come in handy one day.muahaha.taken last year if i'm not mistaken.i have poor memory.wanna be featured in ma blog..invite me to ur party..muahaha

to be honest, i'm not supposed to blog now.i actually tot of deleting this blog.but there's sum photos dat i uploaded and i doesn't have a copy of them.and too much work has been put into this blog.so..it will stay.supposed to do ma tutorials dat's already tertunda tunda.it's kinda sick when wad we plan always failed to turn out da way we want them to be. i always plan wad time to wad time i'm supposed to do ma homework..but i find it hard to stay on track.i think because of ma lack of discipline..THINGS turn out super UGLY.supposed to be hating my life right now...but thanks to sinyee's party,i get to drift ma mind off those stupid idiotic dilemmas i'm facing.

the party was fun.altho i makan-ed maggie mee before i left fer sinyee's.abit kenyang.so went there to kepo nie.party started at 7pm.i left at 7.45pm lidat.not tryin to steal da limelight or whatever.i overslept after a half-satisfyin meal of maggie goreng.called up ju,manatau..she just wanted to leave her house.apala~..nasib i overslept oso.

reached about 8 pm.went in and wished her.i went there without a present.shrugs.to many things on mind.extremely screwed up this few days.terrible mood swings.weekends just sorta enlighten me a lil.livia welcomed me.dat kid..geesh...brain totally corrupted.well,she's da sort dat i can hang out wit.she's very lawak and she talk a lot.Due to her age, a 13 year old kid, she's "innocent".went in and go straight to where everybody is gathering-the piano.wasn't feelin too happy yet. And they sang the christmas carols coz hwei is there to play the piano.my throat got a lil itchy due to a whole pack of twisties da day before.so happened there's liang cha there.i'm so freakin happy.cold sumore.after dat we went out to da makan table.where ju/sharonne/livia and me got into the "family" topic.it's private and confidential.but nothing obscene.trust me..there's a 13 year old kid there..it's all about hot dogs, some fries, and some cake.

den we switched venue to continue our topic fer da day coz if we stay outside too long,not only our lungs will burst akibat laugh too much, our stomache will burst as well coz da food is easily reached,just an arm away.

lets eat and be merry!!!

cool term rite...then we took the chat inside where shereene and melissa joinned in.that's where we have to stop the family topic.then shaun came in the circle and den there's sharma.and somehow da whole thing turns into a joke talk.talk and laugh.and talk sumore.now ma spirit already super high.and i think i'm high on liang cha .i believed dat watever i consumed in a huge portion will make me high.don't care liang cha or just normal carbonated drinks.i don't need alcohol.

cake cuttin ceremony~!!! woots!!..all the best secret recipe cakes u can find.chocolate indulgence is heaven.yummy~!!...i want more i want more~!!...so,it's basically a few silces of secret recipe cakes made into a circle la. when we asked sinyee to give her speech,she started wit " i just wanna thank all of you dat come todae"... the crowds- "*applause*ok..lets eat"..haha..we asked her to giv a speech and forced her to stop after a line.dat's how things work around crazy people..

before the cake cutting ceremony,marcus wanted to tell a joke.u know..all the tell-a-joke-la thing dat we've been playing.so,tergendala during cut cake time.after makan,he told la.and that's how the whole thing starts.joke after joke..nonstop.party is fun wit people dat can tell jokes.too bad i'm not one of them.i'm more to a listener.shaun contributed the most with his forever "3 men" joke.means most of his joke have three men in it.in the end he told a one man joke and i forgotten how it went but the 3 men punya stick like glue.

joke tellers:
shaun-uncountable
marcus-around 5?
mark-2 jokes
livia-1
shereene-1

too lazy to type the jokes out now.but they were good.hand banging jokes.it still depends how a person tells it la.i personally can't tell joke.me sucked at it. altho is joke after joke, there's some gap between when the jokers were tryin to get some funny jokes to tell.that's when da whole room go silence.as ma previuos post said.silence is weird.totally weird.it's like "kakakakakaka !!!!!!..." then total silence. very disturbing.but i can see some really tryin to gather some jokes.good effort.haha

earlier todae, justin,jack and kiwen came "visiting". they were lookin fer location to shoot their mumos short clip. it was raining so heavily.so wet.but they managed to find a bamboo shoot spot.i have no idea what they wanna do there. just wait and see la.

i want a new camera la.i want new locations to snap pics.how nice if i can..wait..if i'm willing to go everywhere to get good shots.well,i most probably will if i got a cool camera.dots~

if u see me smiling these few days.they are fake smiles.if i joked,it's a forced joke.
but todae was fun.laughing is feels great.it's like screaming but its the happy way.

this post ended at 1.24 am. blogging takes up extremely alot of time.especially when da grammers sucked.have to sorta check and stuff.blah~

titleless.

i wanted to type a long post.but ma english sucked.grammer is rotting.sentence structure are all messed up. so this is all i'm gonna say......

Silence is weird.
if that is a sentence.doubt it is.

it was raining

taken through the window of my brother's car

a paper boat floating on a HUGE puddle of water.it looked almost like a stream already.

it rainned pretty heavy dat evening. when the dark clouds got blown away, the sun began to show beams of sun light.i was way too bored because the youth meeting was canceled.so...kachak* kachak*... ma compound flooded a lil..pools of water can be seen everywhere.totally fun playin wit rain water..altho a bit geli-fying, but the chill of the collected rain water was irresistable...

wakakakkaa..cute~

fri-i-day

somehow ma internet seemed to be doin fine only during da night.not particularly nite..but after midnite.it sucked...whole day can't download stuff.

I was out da whole day wit ju and hema.saw HAPPY FEET.IT RAWKS...super d duper a**kicking animated movie by warner bros..there's 2 things i don't really like about this movie.da animation wasn't my type,da penguin i think wasn't cute enough(except fer da baby penguins and mumble happy feet) or friendly enough.and there's no peak to the show.don't have da kind of kick dat most movies have. BUT it's joke can make ur stomache burst.seriuosly...and it's music and songs and OST...SUPERB.it's so musical.it's a blast~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmmph..i like it but kinda think it wasn't great..hmmph....neways, i was laughin and laughin.ju and me banged each other's head while laughing.crap man..dats da first time i ketawa till so bad.GO WATCH....TODAE...AND TOMORROW...this cartoon gave me a good laugh after 'over the hedge' and 'open season'. but i think those who are looking fer storyline quality..and u know...deep meaningfull punya..won't really like it la.but..da music rawks..PENGUINS CAN SING...ish *shake head*...next up is a cow animated cartoon....oh yea..da person actually looked sooo real in da cartoon..we were like..."wow...so real....wooooo..." manatau...really real humans.dey colaborated real humans and animated penguins in HAPPY FEET.nowonder da penguin had to look as real as possible.

i'm tryin to download da movie.but torrentspy doesn't seemed to offer the torrent.yea..it's dat good and i'm not content watching only once.i wanna watch it again..and again to remember wad da character said word b word.

oh yea..i'm getting a puppy tomorrow..so freakin excited..muahaha...don't know whether ma doggie and bergaul wit da new puppy or not.kinda worried tho.this means i got 3 dogs~~~it's colour is dark brown.fergot to ask da breed.will try to search online tho..

tried on a new black and grey striped shirt from SEED...fulamak..mahal la...can buy ma analog text book d. rm59. freak..so expensive...but i really liked it tho.i think i'll try to find a cheaper replica of it la.didn't get to buy, at least i took a snap shot of it. analog or shirt...analog or shirt..ok..if i can get a copy of text book from senior,i will consider this shirt.the new mall...it's soo...expensive..everything there is expensive...wonder quicksilver and rox can survive there..haha

tired.so much to do.so lil time to make it happen.bad time managment.

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omygosh..i so wanna puke.i wanna puke at everything i see,everything i smell.feel so nauseated.

so sueh man todae..i was supposed to lepak at lib around 12+.back from having lunch in McD.spent extra time staring at the walls over a regular fries and drinks.didn't finish either of them.i actually gave a shot studyin in McD.nah..just posing wit ma tutorials.den got distracted by the McDfm.shiet....now da notes smell of McD.no..u can't smell double cheese burger or fries.it's all of them combine together.IT STINKS. now the thaught of McD made me feel like puking . gorss..yuck..ewww...tak boleh tahan..

*notes currently being aired ...spread out on ma bed with fan blowing at them*-have to get rid of the smell.all fast food restaurant got this weird stench.not only fast food la...every makan place.unbearable smell.wargh.!!!!!

so,i reached mmu around 12.30.left jusco earlier coz wanna go admission counter to ask about may intake.manatau..those freaks work darn slow..i just wanna ask a freakin question.they asked me to wait outside.suak..i walked away..malas to wait.tutorial haven't start yet.anyways..go back to 'i'm supposed to lepak in lib around 12 + '...manatau..i left ma wallet in da car..and it's parked in EP.damn!..can't enter lib.tanks to dat..i have to find place to sit..some place cold.den i walked and turn to da left..*PIAK* wad da~!!...water? air cond water? no...there shudn't be any aircond installed there...looked again...WARGH~!! FWEAK!!! BIRD SHIIIIITTT....tak boleh tak boleh...nearest toilet...FET buIlding...run upstairs...tried to cover up ma pants a lil.ran up to first floor.wet some tissue." stupid bird shit on me.no other place to shit ar * wipe wipe* curse which ever bird dat did this ..* pull tissue*...sueh betul man todae...apa? mau kena loteri ker...* wash hands,bend down and wipe again*..damnit that bird..freak...why la todae.adoi~!!!...*lift head up...BANG*..i see stars....stupid liquid soap case....*ouch* ...." people walked in.i think she was shocked dat i was talkin to maself..she asked if i'm okay.i said " bird shitted on me" ...okok...u take ur time..[it's a one person toilet-who would build a one person toilet?] den here comes the Mr.Bean's act.same case of wet pants.but it's in different area.mine is on the knee..his is on the delicate place.ehem~ i had to like jongkok in order fer ma knee to be high enough to get da hot air. after a few minutes...it's spotless.it didn't show any sign of bird shit anymore.but ma leg was lenguh.

go class...super nauseated d..can puke anytime.strings of bird's poo is flashing in ma mind.ok..go in fer tutorial class and get over wit it.fine...then i was lookin tru da window in one of da FBL buildings.when i looked out...i see a pigeon..i banged da window wit ma hands.whoa..so resentful.hmmph..same thing all pigeons will do if they stopped on window pane..they leave apart of them...THEIR SHIT.can't take it anymore..shit is everywhere...maybe i should use poo...shit doesn't sound too good..but wad da heck..used it so many times in this post. then a tutor came in.passed a message.he said tutorial will start at 2pm...due to some inconveniences.don't let me see u sneakin in PS to eat lunch man. den i came to know that the next room is having ECP lec.dropped by la..since i missed todae's lecture.hehe..sat in fer one hour..den blah.

saw da old gangs..haha..missed them...talked fer abit...and da lecture started.after that i went fer tutorial at 2 lo.fuh~ 1/2 hour nie done d..i waited so long..being shitted on..and all these fer 1/2 hour...perfect la...

i wanna watch the prestige and happy feet..hopefully can settle both of them this friday..muahahaha

and what's wit singers/song producers coming out wit cartoon colaborated songs.but they sounded really good. there's london bridge/wind it up got another one seriuosly nice..but don't know wad it called...have to search fer it.

oh yea..btw..check out bianca ryan.she's a12 year old kid dat can sing like kelly clarkson.she won the "america got talent" competition and she won.i saw her quite sometime ago..in youtube..den when i watched 'cd usa' she made her apearence..altho as stiff as a 12 year old kid would be..but her voice..quite canggih la...

i need cash ya'll

sony t50

sony Ericsson k800i

there's so many stuff dat i want...but too lil money to spare..adoi~

how can i even dream of buyin all these..i'm not even workin and still leeching on parents...i think i have to make deal wit ma dad...ehem~dats da only way...what have i to offer? my results...*shake head*....

what i want is not what i need

tau pun~

anyways..checkout the new link dat i added...esp fer those who likes to cook and to LOOK at food..this is a pretty website...

delicious days

flowers around mmu...

took these shots quite sometime ago..when i brought da camera fer......i don't know fer what..forgot already

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internet lines are still killin me.i'm callin the telephone person tmw.to check the phone line.might be damaged inside due to tree branches.transmission lines.ceh~.grey's anatomy is far from done.freak..~!! yest watched da one on star world. den i didn't manage to catch an important episode of ED because i have class at 12 todae.now i can't find when it has it's repeats.this morning's WAS da repeated one.sigh~

among all those sucky moment,

woots~! just checked ma lab schedule.guess what..i'm having off fer every friday..muahhaha..no labs and no classes..sungguh syabas~!!!... and there's no lab on 13th and 15th of DEC...one problem down fer church camp. da not so syabas thing is there's paper on 4th and 6th..ju's bday on 2nd..doubt i can go out partying..dat is if she decide to celebrate la...

ah...this new sem makes a lil more space fer everyone.classes capacity are fairly small. tele course have only about 76 students registered.i like it small..not too noisy. and u have no other choice but to pay attention coz da partner sittin next to u is so into da class lecture. they are the company dat actually speak to u when nescesary.company dat doesn't really judge u.company dat u can be goofy and they will not give u da look. company dat doesn't have mood swings. a company of smart and hardworkin people....nevertheless..sungguh helpful.hopefully i did not just over praised them.

well, i don't know how long i can last with this new spirit.but hopefully long enough to last throughout this sem..and to da next...and to da next...n to graduation?? wow...dat's huge...

some of i-likes dat i feel like listing:
1) i like having early morning breakfast.altho it looked almost impossible fer me to wake up..i like da chilly and smoke coming out of what eva food dat's being served kind of atmosphere. let's do dat once in a while..what say u?

2) i like having tong shui around 8.30-9 pm.i like mamakin sometimes.just to get out of the house u can say.that also if i've been rottin at home fer like 2 days straight.

3) i like meeting up wit friends fer a drink or two. missed drinkin coffee bean and eating bread wit hema. we had it all planned out..but...it didn't happened.

4) i like nearby and convenient eating location.location dat doesn't touches da town area.mostly like around malim or bachang.but i still like McD's drive tru in malacca raya.

5) i don't really have lunch during lunch time.i would have brunch and have tea around 3 pm which mostly biscuits and bread. i don't like rice.i like korean and jap rice.

6) i don't sit down and eat proper dinner..i eat infront of the tv.if i have a huge appetite..i would eat dinner 3 times. 1: while ma mom is cooking,2: while i watch tv around 7 pm.3: when ma dad and ma mom eating around 8.30 pm..den i will be over loaded.

i'm looking at the bright side of every difficult situation.
it's healthier

finally da divorce...

heard about da news? it's like all over the media.even hitz fm tumpang happy dat britney and kevin is done.they played lots of britney's song todae.da song da she colaborated wit his ex-hubbie is like...yuck..shrugs..it's more like a britney song than kevin's..altho not a huge fan of britney but i'm happy fer her also la.i still won't buy her album if she come out wit one..ehehehe.just not her fan.since she wedded kevin, dat balak like really try to suck her money dry.kesian.adakah he go join WWE act??? geesh..so he think he can dance? haha..he's a dancer alright.but...*ppurrrff* don't care..saw a few episodes of 'britney and kevin-chaotic".a all mushy mushy kinda show."love u" and "love u more" kinda of show...reality tv show always caused the marriage to end .a few GOOD examples are "meet the barkers-travis and shawna", "chaotic-spears and ferderline" and "newlyweds- jessica simpson and nick lachey"..da only one surviving is "till death do us part-carmen and dave"
fer more news on britney and kevin.go to trent's

i'm tryin

popcorn act.

freakin tree actually condemned ma phone line..causing me to be disconected from da online world...todae i said "tata" to the tree.chopped da branches off.keeping away all the leaves.it's a 'christmas' tree.or more like a pine tree.disturbing.well,it can grow still,but when it reach a certain height,i'll be waiting to chop it off again.back to square ONE...muahahhaa..*evil grin*

classes are......hmmph..i don't really know...so far,the lec already threatenned us.etm sub will be hard.freakin DR.TAN..laugh and talk nonstop..almost dozed off on the first class..sometimes his laughter turned into a form of annoying sound.sowee..but i just don't get his joke..maybe it's not even a joke...nvm..i think his teachning is alright.

yea..like i want it..burned and tasteless...too lil butter..too much seed..geesh..chao ta ..teruk teruk..altho its all black n tasteless..i enjoyed chewing on it..*ngaup..ngaup....bitter-nya*

ju..how come can chao ta ar?

i must have faith..no..not fer the popcorn..sumthing else...

secrets

i can't really say i have alot of secrets. recalling from what i remembered most of ma secrets doesn't involve me.so basically it's just some gossips that i prevent from spreading futher la.well, some people keep secrects in order not to get into trouble.but u gotta admit,sometimes is better kept than to tell out.

i keep secrets because
1)i don't want to add more spice to sumthin u aren't actually sure of
2)i want to avoid insecurities
3)i don't want extra attention
4)iam not interested in sharing-i don't expect people to understand

do i have one?

well,no 1. is eassier said than done.how many of us can actually keep our mouth shut when there's a tinny winny news dat we got to know. i think gossips is just another way of having conversations.true right? u have nothing to talk about, u share sumthing dat everybody will want to hear. i didn't say i don't gossips.but if i am go judge maself, i think i can keep gossip stories to maself.unless it's like those super super hots ones..interesting giler ones...& also UNLESS it's concerning ME.so it doesn't really count as a gossip. right?

no 2. insecurities .hmmph.i don't usually speak about ma allergy too often.infact i HATE talkin about it. it's like being in a sitituation dat u can't wait to blah.to avoid being ask and LOOk at..i cover up. there's more. for example.disorders and RESULTS. i won't touch on disorders,but results..there's reason u know.i keep ma results to maself BECAUSe i don't want to be judge by people.i don't to be grouped. i don't want to be stereotype, i don't want people saying.."i thaught she's this and that.." so before u THINK i am whateva standard u think i am...i'm not dat smart.just telling...

u don't say out loud to people especially to ur parents BECAUSE...u don't need extra attentions. because in ma experience..parents can be a lil busy body..maybe it's just concern.but sumthings can be solved by ourselves.nonid the world to know..sometimes there's just no answers to our being. we just can't explain why this and dat happened. eg: i looked a lil down,and ma mom came to ask what is wrong.i said i'm just boring.but honestly,there's more than just boring...its....SHHHHH...

same goes when u aren't interested in sharing.i was in depression class last week.not really a class..it's just a lecturer from manipal came to our youth meeting to speak about depression. so he asked chenli to open up to him. and she said : why would i want to open up to u? sometimes there's no point sharing because the other party might not say exactly what u want to hear.sometimes wad u get is just nods.pointless sharing...no solution to the problem wan..dotss~

but on the other hand, according to that professor,if we tend to drift ourselves away and wanna be a lone and stuff..we are having symptoms of depression.liow.lately i prefer to be alone...shiet~ i'm depressed.....

don't judge

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been watching all kinds of series lately.one after another.too bored sitting around.rotting in ma wooden chair.no couch.butt pain.

grey's anatomy wasn't even in ma to-watch-list. but somehow the boredness got to me i decided to give a try.now,sadly..i'm hooked up. it's bad..it's bad..new sem starting,line cacat,low disk space.adoi~GREAT NEWS.getting season 2 of prison break from UN.Philip.teramat syabas.actually supposed to get from kevin kwa,but un.philip's come earlier.i'm currently tryin to download more grey's anatomy.and i heard from kelvin scrubs season 6 is on the way.fweak..

anywho.the common thing about all these series i'm watcing EXcEPT fer prison break, is about crushes,curang and sacrifice.yerr..all da love series. even the one i teman ma mom to watch,the AEC one also pasal cinta..geesh..anythin la.it's ok to watch during holidays i guess.now i kinda regretted dat i dindn't download ALL of the grey's anatomy episode but download what chenli wants to watch..aih~ anywho..i can catch season 2 on starworld.if u are interested,it's wednesday 12.30 to 1.30 am.the earlier one shud be around 8pm la..em chai. i watched ED as well.i used to like Ed.the blue eyed main dude in Ed.wonder if he will ever end up wit carol.yest epi he tried to stop her wedding tho.but dennis canceled it.hmmph...love love love...freaks~

i wasn't in ma best of mood this few days. i used to think i dat i don't have pms,dat i'm always high and stuff.well i guess people change as they "mature".haven't been layan ma mom too much.try not to..u know..being pissed wit her naggings and stuff.so stayed i da room nie la.haven't been doin anything lately.as u can see ma blog began to slack off a lil.maybe cause i depend to much on photos and more photos.no photos then it looked pretty dull.anyways, got to know the result is out.freakin mmu website seemed to be lacking or dunno wad crap la.my gosh..check result also can server down. pui . once again.ma dear friends dat's kepo wit wadeva greds dat i got,esp those who actually visit ma blog, DON'T FREAKIN ASK MA CGPA/GPA. God knows wad i will say to u.

went to watch open season on tuesday.well, it wasn't as i expected.i mean da get together..there's only me n ju.bored.mainly went mp to buy baskin lo.coz 31st mar..got discount.bro ask to buy.while was there,watch open season nie la.

well it was quite hillarious.go and watch it.
neways..i learnt not to forced when people don't feel like.

went to church yesterday to practice OA wayang kulit and prayer meet.hopefully i will still go fer prayer meet after holiday la.sometimes i just freakin lazy coz class whole day.prayer meet macam dah jadi holiday activity.so wrong so wrong..sang EMPOWER ME. i remembered chenli requested this song when she was back in malacca the other time.well, i guess this song hit me as much as it hit her..hopefully.i posted the meaningful lyrics once. what hit me was that God knows how weak we are.God knows our needs. and He changes us the way He want's us to be. and He empowers us. talkin about empowerment....hehe..results...sigh~

Empower me

Nobody knows how weak I am,
better than You;
Nobody sees all of my needs,
better than You.
And nobody has the power to change me,
from what I was born to be.
Jesus be strong in my weakness,
empower me!

Empower me,
like a rushing riverflowing to the sea.
Lord, send Your Holy Spirit flowing now through me.
Till I'm living as Your child,victorious and free,
send the power of Your love,
empower me.

Nobody's eyes see through my soul,
better than Yours;
Nobody's love can make me whole,
no one but Yours.
And nobody has the power to lift me,
to reach for eternity.
Jesus break through all my defences,
empower me.!!!

i want woo-hoo bars...i want to woo-hoo