freak....

no...i don't plan to change ma skin...it just happened...damn connection made ma line lag..den i can't republish 100%. and it end up half way...so is ma site..bangang betul..now i gotta start all over again..damn~! on merdeka day sumore..cekik darah man...i'm tak kuasa do now..so..face this blank site 1st la....

happy birthday Malaysia

you are 49 years old.......
MERDEKA~!!!!!

topic-less

i'm now home alone....

fuhyo..after so long...there's so many 'finally' s...like:
finally i manage to online
finally i manage to update ma blog
finally papers over
.....when i actually turn up in youth last saturday..after circuit paper..people talk as though i'm done fer this sem..haha..i also felt like i'm done fer da sem due to having 3 papers in a row...dat's final's style wei...anywho..out of 3 papers..only 1 i'm kinda set an OKAY to it..the other 2..pray hard and fast man...hahaha

KA-CHING
i went out wit hema after da papers-to do some unwinding.felt like it's been weeks since i last hang out.but it's only a week..went mp to check on sum stuff and buy present fer ma dad.his burfday is 6 days after mine.freak..i wanna get an mp3 so bad-targeted ipod shuffle...paling cheap one in apple....and i gotta change ma glasses but made a promise wit ma dad dat if he chip in fer ma mp3, i don't make new spectacles..mayb need to change power..i need to buy mini SD card..i wish i can get a better camera...den i was telling hema and she let out a "KA-CHING" sound.."wads dat?" to those who knew shania twain.she sang da song ka-ching rite..it's about money..sigh..such simple word but so hard to get..if i were born into a richman's house....*dream*..JOKIN~ i wouldn't seriously wish dat i'm rich..i'm fine.mayb i need to save up to buy sumthin..well..better den i spend money like water..i'll appreciate stuff better rite...

anyways..been busy la..this week gonna be a hectic one too..but this week would be much more interesting den last week...like duh* rite..last week exam.this week merdeka~~..nah.nothin to do wit merdeka..>>just dat ma kekawan and me tryin to lift our spirits this year..wanna go watch da ceremony..hopefully i'll get to know da location la..if any of u guys know tag ma board...>>den i'll be havin lot's of "photo taking sessions"..editings..and also doin moral project...hopefully it's fun..sounds fun tho..>>then,due to miss chenli,a lot of makan goin on..people belanja here and there..syabas...i can't wait..makan nonstop...and also a huge project dat me n ju currently workin on..belum ada apa progress..but we tryin our best la..and also make it underbudget...

Asian Havana Cafe,
No.2&4, Jalan Melaka Raya,
Taman Melaka Raya;
75000 Melaka.mak-ui..now kena do da ECP assingment d...not much i can do to help..but..abit abit la...ehehe..drwaing part....*come hands..time to work..brains?*

as promised...shots from ma burfday.click on da photo above fer more food&humans photos

end-5.30 pm

casting crowns

currently listening to casting crowns great album..click on da pic to go to da site

ma meaningful tweenty.

ah ha....this is ma first post as an official tweenty year ol....urm...i think i shud call maself a chic now..or maybe not.. i'm still ganas...i recieved only ONE cute present from jessica and daniel..tanks yar...~ haha..i'm stuck...dunno wad to say...fuh~bloggin is hard..

i just carry on wit ma burfday celebration la..not a very grand partee...no $$ to do one..just a dinner wit some super close friends...at first was kinda bengang..dunno where to eat..maklum la...malacca...and try to keep under budget.den ma bro came up wit places to eat..there's tempanyaki/rock and grill/howards?/and mel recommended HAVANA's..so basically i had ju/hema/chenli/melinda as ma company fer da evening.didn't know where to go at first...den mel say...go havana's..

it's a nice place wit decent music...gotta agree dat da place was freakin nice..but too bad it's location is hidden...den we sat down.have a look at da menu..again..stress...but da price wasn't as expensive as da place looks...we had 5 main courses...of fishes/chicken/beef+sirloin...and after da main course gengyi joinned us...and ju ordered croissant sumore...she's still hungry...nvm her..she's crazy....so when gengyi came we sorta say we ordered fer him.....and i had da two slices of cheese cake..purchased by chenli and melinda....also sedap giler....SECRET RECIPE GOT FIGT DEEE.....here da chocolate cheese cake is very nice.secret recipe's not very....and da oreo cheese cake oso fabulous....secret recipe is memuakan...hahaha.....oops.....very nice indeed...worth da money...[picture will be uploaded after ma papers..stay tune..nyak nyak].oh yea....da drinks...nice....nice.....just nice la..dunno how to describe...it total up to RM123.06...bankrupt d...anyways..had a wonderful time there..hopefully i'll be able to remember da details to post it later...all da stupid stuff dat we did...blah blah.....

*wanna go try...ask me where la...*

after meal..went jonker to search fer ma cendol..been craving fer it fer sometime..but nobody bring me go eat...anywho..went there and da shop close...so sakit hati...and we try to search fer ma present.okay..da way me and ma gang's celeb burfday..is a lil diff...celebrated person will pay fer da meal and in return..he/she get to choose da present and will be paid by da guests..so..dat's our policy....don't really know when we came out wit dat policy..but it worked out well...anyways...i didn't manage to find anything dat i like...i'm always frickled minded..dat's one...and i don't know wad i need..gah~..in the end..no present...and i DON'T CARE....weird...

as i was driving home from ju's place....i just smile and couldn't ask fer anything more...mayb as u turn 20...[ceh..sound like so old] u kinda see pass those lil things,like getting a present...get wad i'm saying? but i do wish to get longer hugs...i had a great time wit ma friends....and it worth every penny..i appreciate da way dey "light up" da whole atmosphere...ofcourse wit their voices...but i had more fun than i could ever imagine...i'm thankful fer ma friends..make some good ones..and remain them..we always say..friends come..friends go...it really depends wad kind of friend u have....well,i really thank GOD for these bunch of peeps....not only da ones i mentioned..but many more...

ma mum sponsored me 50 bucks+ a chocolate cheese cake from italy ,which i belum blow..teruk teruk...and haha..new bras...wakakaka....she did spent alot tho...bras no cheap kay....ma dad says i can choose da present i want.i might get da denim jacket i wanted...but we'll see if there's new stock..if not..i don't bother la..they spent enough...ma bro...aih~..burfday is da time i can ask fer anything dat i wanted...and i have nothing in mind..normally it took me weeks to think wad i wanted..but since last few weeks been busy...didn't really think about it....

over all....it has been an undescribable evening...not even da test can lower ma burfday spirit..wakakkaka...

i had deliciuos food,
wonderful company,
and memories to last me a life time...or may till ma next burfday...

thanks guys....*hugs*

random scribbles:4

yikes..too many pictures in ma blog dee...this gonna be one without any..
sigh~ skip bible study and youth todae.got da feeling dat i missed alot.un.philip summing up da old testament....ahh..kapten bola..it's been quite sum time..but i did manage to catch up a lil on ma studies tho.next week gonna be hectic like anything.even da pasar malam can't beat next week.even workin in sushi king during singapore holidays can't beat next week.3 papers in a row.dat's suicide.pray hard fer knowledge+ wisdom+ memory which i freakin lack of. there'll be electro magnetic on thursday/engine maths on friday/circuit and signals on saturday.means i'm gonna miss bible study once again...freak~ so this few days didn't really leave ma brain unoccupied.been workin n pumping thinkin wad to do next and scheduling ma time...i'm not able to wonder off in ma lil thoughts and go to ma own lil world...argh.i bull crap..i don't have ma own lil world...but i do alot of thinkin and stuff..so basically i just can't have ma lil breaks in between hours where i just let ma brain wonder off thinkin about life/friends/ma own stuff + +chicken has not been in part of ma diet since a year or so...i think.but seriously..now it's getting back to me..i thaught it's nothing..i can resist chicken till ma skin is normal...damn~..had dinner wit two piece chicken drumsticks luring me...wahseh..ma mum just have to buy la....damn seksa wei...i need chicken...i need KFC....i need RENDANG chicken ..i freakin need to taste dat bird~!!! it's killing me...i had to shift dat plate to other place but i still can have da imaginary smell...

anywho..i'm so out of idea where to eat i gotta go online to search fer makan places..a malaccan dunno exactly where to have a nice dinner wit friends...but so far i see mostly intro local food...hawker food....ahh..no interest....den i came across this blog...filled wit superb editting and interesting places around malacca..[velverse] but i still failed to find a place to eat tomorrow..

yawn~* off to study now...anyways...i just finish downloading "girl with a pearl earring" and "lake house"...gonna watch it after da papers....wargh..hope i can, as lecturers always says, tackle da questions...muahhahaa....prayers..prayers..keep it coming..~

whole lump...

Jusco day

ngan shiok sendiri....i tried too..but nobud snap ma photo...da hoodies (new cute word learnt from andrew) and denim jacket...fuh~......damn cunterd...but..price also very nice...neways..due to ma freakin broad shoulders...didn't manage to get da size i want..talk as if i'm gonna buy it...so..no size is just a reason fer me not to buy after all..nyak nyak..shiaks shud have snap da pic in da dressing room....

theme: -

photo:nando's..

convo 2006

photo:air tubes...?-in cyber campus

photo: marriott hotel....

[10.04 am]so...i shall edit here..yesterday too tired to go on..this post ended at 2.30am..so we went on friday while ma house keys are all locked up in ma mom's room..dunno who.dunno how...wanted to turn bec and say dowan to go oso kenot..no keys to enter ma room...drove up to kl wit da white wira..coz ma kancil can't go stable on highway..and da van can't speed on highway...90km/h i think...and one main reason fer da long journey will be ma dad..he drive follow da rules...laaaaa~ so we were kinda late fer da rehersal which is scheduled at 9 am.after da final stop before reaching cyber..ma bro took over...voom voom....dats da way...~reached there around 9.30am.den heard from da wind dat rehersal is postponed coz byk orang can't make it.tuu laaa..buat jauh jauh~den he went into rehersal..den i went makan makan around da campus wit ma dad..ma granny is wit ma mum..makan makan..saw library..tot wanna masuk study..somehow ..da feel is just not there..crap wit ma dad..visit da deserted-like campus..den went into da buildings all..aiks..saw joanne there..wad a co..but da convo nuthin to do wit her one..her fren's bro i heard...den i oso saw sum malacca campus kids selling da sigma year book..those SPBs peeps...anywho..saw joanne at da comp lab..so tempted to go in..sked tak boleh..went there twice..argh..crap..go in nie la.went in and online..dah ler before dat home oso cannot online...after ma bro rehearse habis..balik lo...sesat kaolat punya..ma bro tagged wit his frens..so let me n ma dad guide ourselves to da unfinished cyber n putrajaya area...follow sign boards...and...booom....dead end..laoweh betul..fraust giler...sesated almost an hour...call people..dey kept saying..u see LIM KOK WING U'R save...me see no lim kok wing....after 1 hour only.."OWh..straight down sumoreeee...long way....~"

reach hotel..check in around 2.30 pm d lo...den ma room belum siap.dad took 2 rooms..so lepaked at one room.we only got da second one around 4 lidat.at first enter da junction..tot stayin marriot...fuh~..cunterd..mana tau..opposite..konon 5 stars...oops..i din snap da hotel pic.marriot wan got take...but da room was big la..neways all hotels penuh d..mmu convo everybud booked...luckily got one nearby..which is not so good fer me..boring..nvm..i'll get sesat in kl oso neways..stay in room better..

at night went shoppin and makan in jusco...ate sushi...and went shoppin...bought a goggle pants and sum interior books fer chenli...den balik tido~~~~

on sat...ma bro looked handsome...no joke..kakakka...he wore G2000 suit..mahal giler la..he nutcase one...buy so expensive....perrrr...i convo i ask G2000 make gals baju oso...*dream*den they went earlier lo..wit ma camera...oh sedih~.....i kinda anggap da camera as mine coz i bought da new battery fer it...so, i claimmed it as mine..

da convo was freakin long...nuthin to do..nasib went there around 11.30 pm..dunid to wait too long..but still...den i went jalan jalan..round round..den aiks..spotted da lec hall...went in..laaaa..can view from there rupanya..went in..supposed to meet gary..but..FFK ppl..to many ppl oso la...sesated everywhere...so many flowers around..n i didn't get one fer ma bro..kakaka...guys..takyah lerr~ after it's over..i'm so-called official photographer fer ma bro...got a few shots...broke da rules here and there to get shots...but still..rushing fer time lo..wanna go shoppin..so gotta chow earlier....had fun la...went tru swamps of graduates to find ma bro...ma dad ask howcome din see him..he so tall..."he tall i short mar"..at last oso..gotta stand on da chair to find..shy nie.

balik d~....on sunday ma bro went to return his robe..manatau got one freakin officer say can park awhile..coz da car kenot enter d.sticker not same..so wanna park outside awhile..he say can to ma bro..when ma bro came out..kena saman d..stooooopid...70 bucks sumore ler...KL tai sai meh..malacca 30 bucks nie..neways..ma dad say go appeal...so..check out and bertolak balik to malacca d..

oh yea...to those who know LIM KIAN YONG & THUM ANN[mmu tut & lec]..they graduated from masters..ahhaha......[10.47am-end]

lastly...ma bro's photos film loop.....

shortie.....

wad da title meant is..a short post actually..nyak nyak..last few days can't online.no idea where went wrong.todae i decided to put an end..AGAIN to da tmnuts case...cabut-ed all da cables and pasang to another port.simply pluck nie la.so..miraculously..i'm now online..muahhaha..

neways..i got no time to upload a gazillion photos of different categories.they're all in ma c-drive..waiting to explode.so freakin packed..i gotta transfer sum to D-drive which is also jam packed wit movies and chenli's grey anatomy season 1 and 2..took up almost 2 G. [oi chenli..kasi cepat sikit ur laptop...] last weekend i was in cyber...said already..so i got pics of ma bro's convocation to post.../sum holiday window shoppin wit ngan in jusco-edited/ma lil niece-it's like ages ago..but belum post/ma recent doggie's pic..got sum close ups photos of him/those are basically the photos i'll be uploading after ma ecp paper which is tomorrow i need miracle..hopefully da line will be stable after ma paper la.

cyberjaya campus

me posting this in cyber campus .ma bro now is having his reherasal fer tmw's convo.so bored.went round cyber campus.ate all da food selling here.now sakit perut d.i totaly have no idea where is ma mum and granny.somewhere arund da campus.one thing la..huge la this ground.not like malacca campus..very small.here da buildings are all very new and looked a lil deserted.too new i guess.went round n round withuot direction.hmmph..sounds like shoppin in MP..no directions.anywho..pretty much as it was desribe.da area here was kinda deserted. but i can surely snap lots of building photo.i mean...MSC buildings..blah blah..looked like hotel.
geesh..dad called..wanna leave d..hopefully da hotel got pc room...weird...

a decent chinese meal

total=rm 95

sponsored by teomengtien

tanks bro...will be waiting fer da next meal..

sky high....

picture: porcupine tree..dat's wad i call it..

theme: neat clouds

picture: the fence

too bored...went strolling at ma back yard...stare into da sky..*snap snap*...
oh yea..ma granny from pontian is here to stay...fer ma bro's convo..urm..not say she can enter rite..*shrugss* just happy to see her...i mean the best way to spend ur golden years is by travelling fer free rite..expenses all covered..nyahaha...
woots..got dinner tonite..ma bro got his first salary..time to make it dissapear...muhahaha...

argh..freak..i just can't understand wad i studied...pray fer knowledge and wisdom will ya.. ..keep me in ur prayers..y'all.....~!!

edit: there's one HUGE mistake dat i did...and it made it more obviuos dat i use photoshop on da photos..freak!!...too laz to change d~ as u can see..the colours of da sky of both the photo are totally different..*shy shy*...nvm la..3.2 megapix nie kay...some colours really doensn't stand out..so...terpaksa cheat...

ol cup...

theme: Lord's Supper
picture: ol cup from church

ahh..saturday nite....

thursday is always a long day.came home..sick in da tummy..and had slight fever..kenot tahan long hours of classes i guess..lembik betul.can't really remember wad i did on thursday...oh yea..sumthin dat made me missed da 1st 1/2 hour of project runway..browsing tru pictures..hmmph~..got sum few fantastic sites/blog fer photographs.i listed unders 'photoblogs' check it out..its realy cool..den i went out to watch the other half...left santino,daniel and chloe..hopefully daniel wins...coz he got a superb hair style..santino is too cocky..chloe...no comment.i checked out santino's and daniel's website..quite cunterd la..all about fashions only tho...

anywho..i wasn't very free on friday.after classes from 10-12 pm.. i went 'lunch' wit da guys..later head down to tz's...his house is like da venue fer segala assignments.oh yea..i worked on da hp movie thingie...at first..i tot it turned out ok...but..later...gah~...da whole story line is not very clear....hey..it's only 30 FREaKIN SECONDS...there's not much we can do..well if it's God's will..den i shall win...i dowan to do again..kesian poingee's phone..buat macam ma phone..TANKS TPN..(neways he don't read blogs)...
started wit da micro P assignment..i'm incharged of da exterior...brain not too good fer assembly language.let those master minds do it..so.draw draw..cut cut..den sum beta kids came in fer moral assignment...theirs.not mine..mine.....is still no where...den we got excited over how da colours gonna come out...it was fun tho...went bec at 5 pm..malas wanna go pasar malam deee~

todae woke up aroin 9.30 am..or may 10 am..ma aunt from jb came down..wanna attend dunno wad chatolic thingie..*shrugs*..gah..~so dey saw me sleeping..wad and awful sight...den at 2 was ma bible study..memorise john 16:24..'until now u have not ask anything in My name..ask and u will recieve..ur joy will be complete...' hope i got it right...i didn't re-visit da bible fer dat verse...in bible study, i confirmed again tat those who does not believe and recieved God...is not da son of God..means they belong to other god...who non believers call him their father-in lowe case f....which means da devil and speak of lies..so basically todae i learnt dat..we must not lie...not even a white lie...dun care la....i'll try ma best NOT to lie..after bible study...there's one hour break before youth..so chenli and me sat down to think of ma moral assignment....well...at first was goin on great..den.....dunno how..it's like..tak cukup impact on morality...so..i stopped half way and think if there's other story line..ended up in dissapointment...
den da youth meeting starts...adrian played da guitar..since ah zheng is sick...nice job on song choice lilian( if u read this)...nice drum beat daniel on 'awesome God'...and so is the other musicians..den we con't wit testimony from shereen shaun and chenli from da OA trip..and some OA pics showin....oh..sunguh malu....just remember when da camera's on..dun do stupid stuff....

den we had a lil diff version of kapten bola...at first there's onli me/shaun/gengyi/yihau...it's like a 2 mans' team nie...so..i need to throw da ball to shaun and he throw back at me as we move forward....nvm..hard to describe but..it's totall weird..and very tiring coz runnin up and down all da time...den ju+jess+fong wan joinned in....den chenli joinned oso..damn lawak....chuan man run up down...wit laughter all around...

den we planned to haf dinner in jonker since so long didn't go d...and so long din see hema..she's still lookin hot...and so long din see melinda also...she got her new red savy....very spacious tho it looked small..before that spotted sum ol skwel hair clips..and cheapskate frames fer ma new spectacles..hope to wear it when skewl starts..it's cheaper den buyin da whole pakage from optical shop..coz da frame cost only 15 bucks..den da lenses u can get at around 60 bucks...so..so much cheaper den pakage ones..i mean..hopefully this cheapskate frame will last la....anyways..had dinner in calanthe.da pictures below..da price is less than 5 bucks...the smoothies there are nice....around 6 bucks...neways..since when i'm bec to carik makan post....da coffee pic is kopi selangor..trust me..if i were still as interested in food as last time..i'll get da price already..dont' plan to post much on food dee..~~ retire sudah~

ended da nite wit slurping 'tongshui' in taman asean...nicey..~ 80 cents nie..da red bean one nice..wit lots of kidney beans...sedap..sedap~but no red bean pic...oh yea...chenli got da theme song todae....it goes sumthin like..'i like to mov it mov it..he like to mov it mov it...we like to mov it..'..due to da way she laugh...kakaka...soree chenli.....u guys' jokes just doesn't hit me hard enuf...if it does..not talkin to u nemore....~*turn face*

cluelessfreak's community reach...

just a piece i did when i can't freakin online..and overdosing maself with irritating medicine....ma line is freakin bad fer da pass few days..freak~~!

SAY NO TO DRUGS!!

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u know how sometimes we go crazy..i mean not really da psycho crazy...about sumthin or someone...but in the end sumthin happened and it just snapped da feeling once and fer all...was watching [scrubs] yesterday nite...where JD's bro hooked up wit elliot(JD's ex) but the funny thing is dat it doesn't bother him anymore...sumhow it reflects on crushes and needs....its like when after a period of time..u kinda figure out it's all in the mind..i mean we're able to control our mind rite...if u set ur mind to it..there's no wadeva things dat can change it...

so wad i'm tryin to say here..is dat..our mind can sumtimes be very complicated.but u can change it if u really set ur mind to be ignorant..or mab just put ur full concerntration to God...and it really helped me...keepin all unescessary out of my lil brain stopped me from tryin to get solutions to all problems..i might looked like i'm finding escaping paths..but......*shrugs* no point worrying about stuff which only God can help...it' s hard to let go..it's hard to let God incharge.but sumtimes we just have to admit..dat our Father knows better....mayb u just have find a reason to believe..

this world has nothing for me...i will follow You...

anywho...i missed ma lab again yesterday.farny la..i was reminded by kelvin..and i 'DUH' to his..."eh.tmw got lab noe..9-12 and class 12-2"...so i kinda skip "the phrase 9-12"..and it doesn't go into ma brain fer proessing...so..kinda ignore it la...den kel called..question i fear most.."where are u.?"
lesson learnt...READ EVERY FREAKIN WORD..take everyword seriously...well..lai helped me sign...but..i didn't ask him to...wanted to see CHUAh and tell him about how i in a slip of mind thought is 2-3 pm...kinda wanted to take fake MC at first...but..honesty is best policy sumtimes...manatau..kel said lai signed..so..thank God fer dat..so went to Tz's house to do da micro P assignment and did ma lab there....woots..i did ma lab..~