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just a piece i did when i can't freakin online..and overdosing maself with irritating medicine....ma line is freakin bad fer da pass few days..freak~~!

SAY NO TO DRUGS!!

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u know how sometimes we go crazy..i mean not really da psycho crazy...about sumthin or someone...but in the end sumthin happened and it just snapped da feeling once and fer all...was watching [scrubs] yesterday nite...where JD's bro hooked up wit elliot(JD's ex) but the funny thing is dat it doesn't bother him anymore...sumhow it reflects on crushes and needs....its like when after a period of time..u kinda figure out it's all in the mind..i mean we're able to control our mind rite...if u set ur mind to it..there's no wadeva things dat can change it...

so wad i'm tryin to say here..is dat..our mind can sumtimes be very complicated.but u can change it if u really set ur mind to be ignorant..or mab just put ur full concerntration to God...and it really helped me...keepin all unescessary out of my lil brain stopped me from tryin to get solutions to all problems..i might looked like i'm finding escaping paths..but......*shrugs* no point worrying about stuff which only God can help...it' s hard to let go..it's hard to let God incharge.but sumtimes we just have to admit..dat our Father knows better....mayb u just have find a reason to believe..

this world has nothing for me...i will follow You...

anywho...i missed ma lab again yesterday.farny la..i was reminded by kelvin..and i 'DUH' to his..."eh.tmw got lab noe..9-12 and class 12-2"...so i kinda skip "the phrase 9-12"..and it doesn't go into ma brain fer proessing...so..kinda ignore it la...den kel called..question i fear most.."where are u.?"
lesson learnt...READ EVERY FREAKIN WORD..take everyword seriously...well..lai helped me sign...but..i didn't ask him to...wanted to see CHUAh and tell him about how i in a slip of mind thought is 2-3 pm...kinda wanted to take fake MC at first...but..honesty is best policy sumtimes...manatau..kel said lai signed..so..thank God fer dat..so went to Tz's house to do da micro P assignment and did ma lab there....woots..i did ma lab..~