random scribbles...

those pics represent places dat i've been for da past week...*bored bored*...btw.me digi cam getting a new battery soon...syabas...!!

so..it's almost a week since me started me holiday.watch 2 movies in cinema,poseidon n the da vinci code & 4 downloaded ones which include billy elliot-boy turn dancer movie/brokeback mountain-seriously nutcase movie..heath ledger...grosss!!!!/north country-seriuos movie/ice age 1-super clear,finished off da [scrubs] and plan to watch MI:3 later...maybe tomorrow.ofcourse downloaded one.plan to watch "over the edge" next week.syabas man..my line seemed preeeety stable for da time being and "walk the line" is downloading at 45 kb/s.

puuuurrfffh...bro's done wit mmu.no more exams for him i guess.unless he had to take supps la.*touch wood* i know he won't.neways ma mum been giving all kinds of lectures to him lately.even during dinner time.geeesh.my ears took it in too coz me at da dining table .lectures which includes his future jobs/how soon he haf to apply/wad kind of salary he shud be expecting/how he can save money/and so on.i wonder why moms or maybe my mom likes to repeat stuff.over n over again..todae ma mum bombared me..saying i begining to haf ma dad's bad habit.she say i just walked away when she's TALKIN half way not scolding.mayb i knew wad she's gonna say so i don't need to listen to da last full stop.if not i'll be nodding ma head n say "ya i knoe i knoe"..die la..i cannot stand me mom nagging d~!!!....geesh..help me...gah..feel so bad talking about me mom.sowey God.my bad.

so i beginning wonder how graduation feels like.after studyin my heart out for 4 or 5 years and finally when i'm free from slides/books/tutorials, i haf to look for job.during secondary school,all we had to do is study.syllabus all ready laid out for us to catch up.even easier during primary school.no staff room stress(teacher related problems) all i need to do is go school,come home study eat and sleep.i don't even need to worry about da outfit!!! navy blue and sky blue uniforms..aahh..i miss those..i remembered i was kinda fearful having to go to UNI after form 5.my dad sorta trim down da choices of wad to study .so basically i haf 3 choices nie la.since i haf to stay in malacca,which is management/IT/engineering.UNI wasn't dat bad la.da difference is dat i had to make up mind more often.well,decision making seriuosly suck.kinda train maself to be a lil independant.i know not as indepedant like THOSE *finger goin in rounds* dudes dat leave hometown to study elsewhere.salute-lo. okay.den imagine after i graduate.it'll be like totally hanging from nothing.unlike in UNI,there's still some guidance to wad to do next. start wit applications for jobs being turn down n stuff..whoa...stress~!..if get job, employer giving me a hard time..stress~! pay not enough to spend..stress~! ptptn kejar for money..stress~!...whoa....banyak stress!!!!..don't wanna think d.....stop here.

neways..wanna end this by saying....working people..i believe you when u say studying is easier den working..i truely believe it is.