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me in CDLAB..waiting fer class at 12.

just finish wit ma midterms yesterday nite. from lesson learnt.i will never ever ever ever put high hopes on any paper.ever again.to comment about yesterday's paper.or da monday's, it's just not me.i think it's pretty uncertain la whether is hard or easy. can do or not.can pass or not.coz, during da paper, u might think dat u wrote da right thing.manatau,result come out and all ur brain can say is, FREAK !...

it's been a tiring 3 days. classes+ exams+ lab.and continous hours of slavering (if there's such word) over sheets and sheets of paper. i've been talkin to ma brain lately.not sure if that's healthy.i doubt so la.there's this question dat i always ask 'it'. do you want this ( studying harder to get better grades) if u really want u can do it. and when i sat fer paper, i would tell 'it'. u can do this!!! think harder!! i knoe u can remember!! come on brain!!...*knock da head* but 'it' kept on dissapointing me. sigh~* i can seriously declared dat i'm not fit fer engineering.but i'm sorta living in denial.i can't sit down fer hours like how i sat down to watch a tv marathon.i can't concerntrate fer hours like how i concertrate editing ma photos-da hours just FLEW. i can't think fast.i can't....i can't....geesh..so negative. and yet...EVERY SEM..i encourage ma brain.

u guys do talk to urself rite?

i notice ALL this when i stayed back from 3.30pm till 7.34 pm to study.den head fer exam.i think da more u study da more kanchiong u will get when sitting fer paper.it's like,u put ur energy and focus-at least dats wad i tot i did- and u went in fer exam and notice u missed some parts of da notes and began to realise dat wadeva u read is useless.sometimes even regreted dat we took a theorem lightly.and u see da question being flashed in da paper.*STRESSED!!*.

fav qoute after paper: study harder fer finals.

enough wit da paper craps.i missed shopping malls.i need to shop.i need new clothes.i WANT CHRISTMAS!!!...but if christmas arrives , it doesn't only symbolised da birth of Jesus, but also da finals. crap.way too near. it's like heaven fer a week.and hell fer da next. AND I'M TALKIN ABOUT TWO SUBJECTS. i study so much-issit?-i wonder if anybody will go koo0-koo0 due to studying.geesh..okok...look at da bright side.at least ma assighments doesn't take up 90% of da total gred.and i get to SLEEP.at least 5 hours per day.hehehe.....

i have phobia fer exams.