one more week.

dalam sekelip mata...left only one miserable week fer me to go nuts.this final week was never an anticipated one because results coming out soon.sueh sueh can fail.aih.i wouldn't wanna think so much now.since beta 3rd sem, i never wished dat sem break would end.moreover next sem is a short one.the shorter the better? nah..killer.the second sem of every study year is da paling hectic ones.lecturer will squeeze all da syllabus in like..about 2 months.pengsan.aih..i love holidays..well..who don't right?

i feel dat its useless to promise myself that i would try to bring up ma grades fer gamma year because i would not be disciplined enough and always procrastinate.but i would definitely try la.but...qouted: all roads lead to da same place-how hard i try oso..i won't reach ma target...fweak.i have such negative thaughts.i pretty much guessed that this first sem would be worse than da beta 3rd sem.mayb...less den 3 points.to all...please don't ask ma gpa.if i fail...i would tell because i need prayers to pass ma supp.

so..today i had bible study with uncle ivan.thanks to lilian fer sharing about envy and jealousy.aih..God speaks in different ways.lilian shared that, what we think and what we feel is the outcome.u can't say the other fellar indirectly boast but instead it is ourselves dat feels like being intimidated.but i definitely dislike if ma frens were to caci on stuff dat i worked ma ass off. wether in da art dat i do,or the photo dat i snap...wadeva..u can say u are straight forward, u speak ur mind..blah blah. but u can always say..."not bad" instead of " yerrr"...get it?

sad case that todae no kapten bola.next week takda sumore.weekend will be extra quiet.all chow go orang asli place.sigh...pianist? tse hwei oso cabut.but luckily got aunty angelina.phew~ donno la when nie can baik ma skils.even if i think i can play OKAY...some how..i don't feel like showing.SHY~. shrugs la...if God really wants me to play..den...beat it la..hope He help me somehow la.

came back...whack some balls.shuttles i mean.i played wit ma bro.i was nice.in the middle of the game,i looked at the sky and notice the sky is different.so so different.the clouds are totally like cotton balls.SO CUTE laaaa...bulat bulat....

i wish the holiday never ends.