random scribbles:2

it finally happenned.no...no one asked me to be da gf.lame*wad i'm saying here is, saturday is sorta ma offcial day fer bible study.at first when uncle ivan said it,i tot it was just a KIV(keep in view).when he passed out da books fer bible study last saturday..he was askin whether i'm joinin.n ju gave me da ''yes'' look..and i said yes..

ahhh..how time flies huh..*rewind* it's just a week since da passing out of books.gengyi called yest and told todae got bible study..''so soon?"..hmmph...bible study?issit like follow up dat aunty guan ngo gave?i wonder....and so i went..at 2 pm..seems like ma whole saturday afternoon is booked.from 2-6 pm..suuuu-eeet...*stares*

started off wit wad is 2:7.not explainin.so here comes da fearful question.the question dat will trigger ur dignity as a so-called good christian.a question where will immediately put a guilt in ur face. DO YOU READ DA BIBLE EVERYDAY?....dang~~*silence fer a moment there*..shy to say dat i don't read it everyday..or..even worse...haf no intention of finishin it..it has nothing to do wit da book itself..da problem is ME..i don't read..yeap..a super bad habit. needless to say dat i'm not able to finish A novel in a year.when's da last time i actually finish a book...*Recall* dath should be in secondary school where da project NILAM is involve and everybud was forced to read..and dat oso..i chose da super thin book and fake out da pages.before it reaches da middle of da year..i'm already copyin n makin out synopsis hopin dat i won't be called out to read in assembly....geesh~ so to ask me to read da bible as a novel..i don't think is a very good advise..reading is NOT my thing....HOWEVER....i shall put extra thoughts into considering reading...argh..bull crap...i HAVE to read...i supposed to tick which ever chapter which i'm done reading...and..i can't fake it...not wit God.

dat's one thing..here comes another..memorising verses...ahh..how interesting.memorising.i can't even do well for da devotion group memorising task.and now i gotta memorise more.i call myself a forgotter.whoa..stress......seriously haf to ask fer God's help in this impossible task...talkin bout memory verse,haven't start memorising fer tomorrow's...

well,had a great time during kapten bola.is dat a official youth meeting game ar?seems like most of the other christians( not from ma church) knows how to play it.wanna know how to...ask me...i must learn to fly-block-grab...fly~~~

hmmph...last sem result is a huge wake up call.okok..don't want to use wake up call phrase..use it before..no improvement...lets put it as A-SMACK-IN-DA-FACE..i haf to study freakin hard...I WANT TO SCORE 1ST CLASS HONOURS...kakakakakaka......kakakakaka....over ambitious a lil.i MUST stardy MORE....everyday? need consideration.....

anywho...i'm intoxicating ma brain wit more [scrubs]..super addictive.it's da first ever series dat involve tonnes of day dreaming..how cool..just tilt your chin up and haf da dreamy look..and go...hmmmm.....kakakaka....1st class honours ae...is dat just a slip of tongue or i actually want it....? on He knows...His will though...

well,i don't like to think bout da future.i mean,let's face it,u can't actually predict what's gonna happen aight.things we didn't expect are the things dat we wanted afterall.the best thing is stop figure out wad is goin to happen and enjoy...enjoy? engineering?