s.H.R.u.G.s.S

2007-04-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

healing process.

2007-04-19T15:00:00.000+08:00

ladybird according to someone, it's a luck charm.to english peeps la.malaysian i donno.so..that day i decided to try another kind of treatment, there's this yellow ladybird dat stuck to my shirt.lucky aye~the pic above is chocolate ladybird tat i found in my fridge. guess they belong to my bro.

i was talkin to some pakar in skin the other day. they introduced spirulina.this woman say it will take at most 4 months. WOW..2 months earlier than the previous treatment. my parents decided to give it a try la.10 days of consuming cost me rm609. just imagine what i can do with the money. more n more shopping..sigh. hmm..if it really gets better..i sempat celebrate my 21st birthday PERFECTLY. den i can throw PARTAY!!! woots...

i'm sooo happy today! my skin is drying up!!! THANK GOD! and da cream dat i fraustratedly baught yesterday.hehe..my dad loves me...wakakaka...my problem is his problem. can say dat my parents sacrificed alot dealing with my emotions. can't wait to repay them.

ok..once again..i gave in to my mouth. i went pasar malam. * i know i shouldn't tempt myself with street food* and i bought this 4 for 1.50 dimsum la. after makan.i feel one kind. WOW.after so long din take meat. my body can't stand pork anymore? hopefully i won't have strong desire for fast food n oily food la...since so long din take d.

i really hate the frame to my pics. how to delete it ar?

shopping brighten up the day after.

2007-04-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

if not because of this piece (and some others that i lazy to snap), i would start my day 180 degree the other way.i can say that i didn't get enough sleep yesterday due to the stupid itch all over my body. and i guessed it la..in the morning it sting like hell.man i taste hell at such a young age.anyways,i went JJ yesterday. Jcard members' day. ajak my frens all turn me down. so, pathetically i jalan alone. i don't mind la actually. don't need to spend double the time there also la.coz saya single mar.JJ was packed giler la.but not as packed as i remembered. trolleys all over. no brain kar these ppl. bring trolley. tutup jalan only. i got 3 piece in JJ and cost me only rm65.37. sales up to 70%. i was thinkin to myself. if i don't need to buy cover ups, i think i will touch my ptptn money already. just now i have to be particularly sure of what i buy. i hope i don't shop like a spoil kid la.hmmph~*

oh btw, engine maths mmg "mati le aku". seriously speakin. this must be one of the worst paper.tikam not less than half. still don't have any idea how to do it AFTER the test. normally is like..." aiyah..it shud be done like this n that". not this paper tho. is kinda lucky its objective and kinda sick it's objective too. firstly, it's good coz, if i don't know anything, i still can tikam. the chances to obtain the correct answer is 1/4. however, it's sick sometimes coz there's no marks for working. but in this paper, i have no idea how to do it also la.
lesson learnt:
1) never have skin problem.
2) never skip tutorial class.
3) try my best to listen to sheila in the coming lectures.
4) gan chee seng said " don't take chapter 2 lightly".

since it's friday,jum sum up the week.
- i've been notice in class twice this week, not by any cun guy or classmates, but by lecturer+tutor.
first was by gan cheeseng. out of no where."MISS TEO, why u always look sleepy? u want to stretch? " i was thinkin. *sir i'm messy..i knoe..not sleepy"second was during engine maths tutorial. not only my body itchy, mouth also itch like anything. talk nonstop altho i know the tutor is looking. bagus kan. kena panggil answer question.in the midst of all the talkings,i popped out a question i even think God forgave me talking. i asked celine to come to church. hehe..on wed she said she'll think about it. today she sorta confirmed she wanna come. hopefully she comes..oh yea..joanne, another methodist gal, say wanna check out MGC. hopefully she comes too!..fuh.church byk perempuan chun dah~

- i wore baju kurung on tuesday.mom say i look sweet.thanks to mini flower prints.
altho many frens commented on how i combine my baju kurung and nike sneekers. a malay girl said i looked abit rocker with the sneekers,but one improvement. lilo said my batik bag match. syabas~

- went out with hema on wednesday to crash sushi king.2 bucks per plate. i was determined i wasn't gonna eat lot. " eh hema..i can't eat alot la" n guess how much is the bill.rm56.65.oh bagus.dat night was a nightmare. itchy ooo..i know..my bad..broke segala rules about eating.sigh..dissapointed in myself.then after makan we shop for bajus dat is on sale.

-went JJ shopping on thursday.Jcard day.oh spend money like water. now bank left 11 bucks.BANK! ELEVEN BUCKS. not tabung.i think the next time i shop is from BCB bank d.

-friday the 13th.i eat beehoon like no others. feels like beehoon-po d.dad bought bee hoon, mom cook bee hoon...

tomorrow the youth is taking over the childrens hour. hopefully i go.

i always imagine myself without skin problem.and it's killing me.

getting well.

2007-04-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

the above pic is a few piece of rice crackers dat i eat with tomato paste. eat like dat boring la. i improvise myself.anyways it has been 5 days after emo post. a lil bit okay dee. tanks for the encouraging words guys.thanks for cheering me up.and tanks for the prayers.

i said i wanted to die in my previous post. ironically, when i was in my bro's speeding car, i remembered saying," kor i don't wanna die.even if with my skin like dat i don't wanna die." hmmph~~

this week is a super busy one. there's datelines to 1 lab report and 2 assigments. tomorrow is my engine maths paper. and i'm still blogging. sigh. tradition.blog before paper.

oh yea..i have friendster again. wow. friendster changed alot since i left. kinda lost now.so many things ooo....k la..if u want,u can add me at teoyenmei@yahoo.com. i have only 4 friends.3 to be exact.one is not even my friend.she's my cousin. tanks to livia. she forced me to create one.

engine maths. mati le aku.

i'm sick.

2007-04-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

i'm currently pissed off at whatever that is happening to me. it's hard to be thankful and rejoice. i feel extremely weak nowadays. i don't wake up to a bright sunshine everyday. i don't dare to hope for a better tomorrow as i was always left disappointed.i hate the question how are u coz i can never answer i'm fine coz i am NEVER once fine in the past three years.THREE freakin years wasted!! how can i make my life meaningful ??u tell me!!!! i pray to God to give me strength every morning. sometimes i start my morning with pain n tears. it feels like HELL! i'm tired of not being able be happy 24/7. everyday is a challenge for me. i'm afraid i will backslide now as my faith is getting dimmer.i don't want to backslide!!!!...i'm just tired of being afraid n conscious all the time. "i wanna die" is the only three words that is frequently ringing in my mind.i'm mentally exhausted is all i can say.

i wish things will get better.tanks for the concern but i rather not talk about.don't bring this up if u don't wanna see me in tears. dat's how emo i am nowadays.so just shut it.

i feel better letting it out.

2007-04-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

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A birthday shout out !

2007-03-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

it's not too late yet.*CHEERS* HWEI!!!
hope u dont mind me putting ur pic.

ps:i cut gengyi's face.

my lunch.

2007-03-31T14:39:00.000+08:00

i'm so thankful that my mom still manage to make my food look so good.despite of the amount of things i can't consume. she's really.......i'm just grateful la.

i'm posting this phatetic photo coz there's like so many people outside.people with big kaypo mouths. i shall stay in room.my goodness. one soul after another. can't i get a quiet saturday afternoon??? i'm still a people person. not this afternoon nie.

welcome to my world of eating. no meat/no flour/no MSG, but lots of vege.
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trinite 2007:

sigh.joey G go trinite.

i would really like to do da red carpet photo shooting. it would be fun askin ppl to pose.*kachak-kachak*ask me to be photographer laaa...provide me with canggih camera.~~

masa sengangku.

2007-03-31T00:10:00.001+08:00

just after slavering over my control theory lab design. oh sunguh bagus. my partner decided to disappear. i just can't get him. bah~ nevermind. i got help from jack neways. tanks dude.~! now i'm juggling re-explaining what i learn to kelvin+ chatting with jack + blogging. multitask wey.

here's something funny through sms-ing with hema earlier today:

me:hey. today off ar? jum jj this afternoon. got long hours of breaks la.
hema: no la.today work from 9-7pm.i'm going off this sunday.
me:wad?? u mean having off issit. tot u goin off to new zealand kand.perr...
hema: im goin off in MAY la.eh jj got sale.
me:ya i know. i'm goin after class lo.so wanna hang after work.see u at 7 lidat la..mp? mp got sale?
hema: no sale la.parkson got la.eh i'm feel like eating sushi la.
me: eh i can't take wheat/gluten/dairy products/meat/kicap pekat. u think wad i can eat la. i narrow it down d.but i don't belief that in japanese food, there's non that i can eat.
after sometime:
hema:i think u eat at home la. i seriously think there's nothing u can eat outside.

SWEAT~*...... yawns~!!!

i'm bored with my blog template.

what i have in line.

2007-03-30T01:31:00.000+08:00

i finished my papers yesterday. data communication and information theory. one day after another. left one more engine maths paper to go. geesh. then comes finals. which i heard is a super killer coz we will be doin 5 papers in one week. 2 in two days and THREE in two days. no idea how to complain yet la.masalah~ anyways. yesterday's paper's a screwed up. i don't know what i will get la. but hope for the best je lah.

i'm currently very very very busy with:
1) EPM lab design assignment due this coming Tuesday. haven't even download the software.
2) technical report due on the 13th of april. hope my members come out with something real soon.
3) study for engine maths coz dunno what freaking sheila is talking in front.
4) data comm assignment which i haven't even download from mmls.
5) a group assignment on control theory. i have no idea when we are goin to start.
6) stupid lab is being postponed. so today is my lab. with a super thick report to do. due in 2 weeks.

SO MANY THINGS TO DO!!!!!!
i'm overloaded.i think.

today is freakin hot.

2007-03-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

sketches in my notes.- time passed faster when i do drawings.
after time wasting editing.i got this....

back to studies.

yummy vs yucky

2007-03-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

yummy chocolate nibbles
VS.
yucky organic food

yups.that is what i have to eat.but this is actually from my neighbour.how generous. consist of BROWN RICE+ YELLOW BEANS, GARLIC, DEEP FRIED ONIONS+ GINGER, SOME WEIRD VEGE with stinging taste,CABBAGE,LONG BEANS & PEANUTS.

mock meeting day.

2007-03-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

yups.mock meeting.lets mock the meeting? i'm not gonna blog too much about it coz i ngantuk already. all i remember was my way of talkin is selamba.i'm afraid that come through to kaur as kurang ajar.but dun care la.anways. the tie aint mine. it's poi ngee's . look abit guyish tho the way i dress. so much of being formal. like more to masculine nie. anyways. this FAKE meeting did cost me a few bucks la. sigh. tak per tak per. take TPN's word for it. it's not the only meeting. there's more in FUTURE.future future la.

2007-03-21T12:59:00.001+08:00

that is not chickoe

2007-03-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

my dad got news from my neighbour that there's a dog around the agricultural area that look like chickoe. yes, we are still finding him.its almost a month now. but my mom sorta get news that he is still alive la.people just talk about a handsome white dog that moves from house to house... this prove that my dog IS good looking. anyways. my dad rushed out with my mom to search for the dog. he said when he reached there he did saw a white dog. he called his name n he came wagging his tail. my dad grab n go home la...but still not sure if that's the dog.stealing peoples dog la this. hehe.then he came back. my mom broke the news dat we MIGHT have found chickoe. asked us to go out to inspect. *yae* we went out.

me:macam la...macam.but why so thin?
dad: he one month tak makan. and his bulu kena cut three times.
kor: eh, this chickoe kar? tak macam sangat la.maybe it's at night la..
me: check the butt. he got wounds . people say he fight with other dogs.
mom: tomorrow morning we check.at night can't see properly.
me: just see his eyes got pink colour o not. chickoe's eyes a but pinkish. then his teeth senget. eh kor,go catch him.
mom: eh..don't he very busuk.
me: eh he lari ada macam chikoe la.
*dog runs everywhere.sniffing every compound*
dad: he kong kong d. one month kept changing house.
me: wah..lidat he must be thinkin * is this it??? is this my own house?? am i HOME???*
*dog runs to me*
me: here boy.here boy...eh..ada macam la..EH....NO! this is not HIM.this dog's nose too bulat.gurantee not him.
*sigh*

this morning i woke up and went to see da dog. YERRR...chickoe 100 times cuter la..this dog not handsome. hopes down the drain.oh yea..we have his collar. so sad. so sad. dengar kata..he bacame too thin that the collar can some out.

deep pore cleansing

2007-03-19T01:55:00.000+08:00

i'm freakin shivering. no idea why.malacca not say so hot also.

i think i left my blog to rot.i'm soooo soooo extremely lazy to update.i sorta update my blog in my mind.wad i meant by dat? for instance. i see a particular event is worth posting.i snap photos and planned how i wanna blog about it. but it didn't happen. in the end. it stays in my mind. OR.maybe i'm just mere lazy.anyways, i found better ways to spend my time. currently trying to play guitar lo. then play more church songs.just to put noise in the air la.

this is big:
i'm currently undergoing a treatment to heal my skin. looks promising coz it came with a high price. and also confident response from the doc. but all docs will sound as convincing as they could.but in the end. my condition still sucks.hopefully i'll get well REALLL soon. then i can show the world what i've gone tru la.hehe.if not.i'll just remain in a nutshell.i need much prayers for this treatment to work out.so if u pray, keep me in mind ya~.no questions asked.

i'm trying to put pics but at the same time not to make it look disgusting.

ANYWAYS come to the main topic.i think every guy should start using deep pore cleansing.why? cause girls talk to guys.and girls look into guys' face. when wanna stare into their eyes, we will scan through the whole face.THE nose is insight. jammed up pores can be seen.it's not dat flattering lo.

in the pic of a man.u can see the blackheads right. time to get rid of them. use the deep pore cleansing strips that can be found in any pharmacy or supermarket.trust me. u will look cleanerno offense to anywone. cheers~*

christina aguilera-candyman(cool video)

2007-03-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

a story to tell

2007-03-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

hehe. today class cancelled. take this opportunity to write a short reason for that.some students claimed that the felt the building vibrated while me and my peeps lepaking in FBL. didn't notice anything until the lecturer didn't turn up. being a normal student, we always watch out for lecs. if they weren't here on time means either class is off or the lec forgot. i feel nothing. some peep said they felt it but didn't care until further msg.still talking n laughing in the building suddenly the msg that we have to meet downstairs.. *huh?huh?* i'm still blur. reached downstairs somebody say got bom pulak.adoi~ i tot fire drill. kakaka..macam high school..

obviously mmu wasn't prepared for something like that to happen. they don't have any loudspeaker asking people to vacant the area. nothing. the just expect the guards to go floor by floor. even worse. some message was passed through frens. Ngan was telling alex( her kawan) that FBL is not save. and his reply was "spam" wakakakaka..ROFL.

anyways. classes held in FBL was cancelled la.. hehe.no engine maths. i was saying that, if FBL collapsed then there wouldn't be anymore management course..ehehe...JUST FOR LAUGH kay~

so in conclusion.it's due to the mini earthquake in sumatra.

now need to do work d..procrastinate and i will regret.

chap goh mei special.

2007-03-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

so how did i spend my last day of CNY. this is the story.
oh yea.. before that,i'm supposed to study now. but if i procrastinate in blogging i won't post it anymore. on the other hand, i'm procrastinating in studying.nvm..nvm..

this is the 18' feet fire cracker. my bro bought it. illegally i guess.he said next year wanna buy 25 'feet punya.so we letup la...apa lagi..prak prak pak pak...piak..all kinds of sound la~

at first, i had more visitings in my mind.try to collect as much ang paos as possible this year. but i don't think i'm dat thick skin anymore. so thoughts remained as thoughts. hehehe. so i heard that there will be 100o ekor lion(the lion dance punya) in jonker walk.According to daniel n jessica and later got confirmation from my dad also la. then my semagat berkobar kobar want to see how jonker can mange 1000 lions and the oh-so-packed crowd. so put the camera batter to charge la. den later me bro asked to go MP pulak. ask to buy hair dye. woo..tempted. sarah wanted to go MP also. air cond verses humidity. shopping verses jonker side walk stuff. the frickle minded me having second thoughts. both destination also i don't have to drive. WAH~ ham fuk .hard to choose. after doing deep and long thinking i decided to crash MP nie la.after walking and eating. oh yea..i tried the teriyaki place next to sibaraku. TASTED FAB~!! 15 bucks per person still depend on what kind of meat u taking la. fish is more expensive lo. but in a set there soup, rice,dessert,and refillable drink of ur choice. good one! the beef is freakin tasty but MALAK BEEF is very spicy.

anyways, after mp that siow sarah decided that she wanted to see the lion dance. then we had to walk from MP to jonker. not that bad.15 mins only. we actually applied what un kean boon shared on sunday morning. walk from place to place instead of driving. but we memang got no choice la. so reached jonker in 15 mins time. i think it's even faster than goin to the car, paying car ticket and finding parkin in jonker.we met up with my dad and the whole family there. so below are 2 pathetic photo of the lion dance thing. i didn't bring my camera along. didn't know we were goin also.neways, my camera night shot also can bungkus.

something about august babies.

2007-03-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

Outgoing personality-it depends. takes risks-sometimes. feeds on attention-deinitely not. No self-control-not to the extreme tho. Kind hearted-i would love to think so.Self-confident. Loud (sometimes) and boisterous-depends who is the company. VERY revengeful (what?no!). Easy to get along with and talk to-it still depends. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude-(?). Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain".caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone- i wonder why there's "...." on charming & beautiful. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed-but flesh is weak. A fighter-hhmph.

the bold letters are kinda true.

human photos

2007-02-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

mengjie.aron.and my bro. teo without the H.

my dad do have a teacher pose. :)

as u can see.i'm the only one ready. muahaha..i do the easy pose.just give a huge smile.

baru notice i didn't snap a lot of human photos.bah~

now the sad stuff:
my dog ran away yesterday night. or maybe he decided to explore the world behind my red gate. sigh. he ran away a 2 times this CNY.no idea where he squeezed out. there's too much crackers blowing and cause scared him. another thing also, i think he wants to find a better master and a family who treats him better. with the presence of chocolate-the puppy, i think he thought we don't love him anymore. adoi~.i'm sad.don't know when he will come back. or maybe he won't.soooo sad.i miss chickoe.

cluelessfreak & chinese new year.

2007-02-23T11:23:00.001+08:00

complilation of yee sang photos.

on the fourth day of chinese new year when everything had calmed down, my aunt decided to 'Lo hei'. what does that mean? i'm not really sure myself. according to my mom, 'Lo' means mix. 'hei' means, happy? *shrugss* if you know, kindly drop by my comment box or wherever i can see it. :)

the yee sang was purchased from a restaurant. cost rm38 bucks. no idea why it was so expensive. the salmon slice was not even a handful. i hate fresh salmon taste anyways. so my bro went to 'tapau' it. it came in order-where to put this n that. but i think the previous year when we bought the 'fun pack' was cheaper and tasted better.yummss...plum sauce.fresh flowers for the altar.

feeding the dead.

hell money.

although i'm a christian, i'm still a minority when it comes to big gatherings. so traditions had its way. to recall, there's only 3 christians in the midst. my mom, sarah, and me.

fake old school money :)

fake cherry blossoms.

lil clear glasses.

what i love about chinese new year:
1) BAK KUA ( dried pork slices?)-just had it for breakfast.
2) the traditional cookies and the modern ones.
3) chinese tea that comes in small clear glasses.
4) ang paos ( i didn't put this first..eik?)
5) seeing my cousins.
6) get the feel on the first CNY morning. my house used to accomodate 3 familys-totall of11 ppl miminum.

but now..they got their houses next to ours, so this year is kinda quiet and i decided to spend the morning in church.

what i don't like about chinese new year:
1) the fact that we have to wear new clothes. i didn't. i wore the old ones. hehe
2) meet 3rd degree cousins but have nothing to talk about.
3) people flood the living hall on the first day.morning some more. jam packed.
4) normally after CNY there's midterm.so called study week.
5) i don't get to go back to johore. coz my dad got a million excuses not too. but this year it seemed that i'm the reason. got exam. *sweat*

why people say ' happy new year' instead of 'happy chinese new year' ? i tried saying with the ' chinese' word but it's kinda mouthful. another thing.when u shake people's hands, make it a firm grip. it's so sick when i tried to shake people's hands and all i get its touch. maybe those old folks shook enough already. sudah tak kuasa. but youngsters, make it a habit to give a firm grip laaaa... sheesh~

i hope i will post the human pics later. sometimes not so enthusiatic already. ehehe..

i almost died...

2007-02-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

i had enough of visitings and cookies. hopefully i doesn't need to go anymore visiting. but there's some houses that i have to go. since i took their ang paos..not really nice to make donno la. i was sick yesterday after walloping cookies to the extreme in one of my relatives' house. came back i got soar throat which then lead to flu, and then followed by the clear yellow mucus. this shows that i'm freaking heaty already. i think i had enough for this Chinese new year.

supposed to visit uncle ivan's house today.manatau, ju said go someday else.and we ended up in MP.jam packed wei. almost died in the car. then some stoopid malay don't understand wad respect means stole our parking space. i signalled so long for the previous car ( a malay couple taking their own sweet time to vacant the space) then this idiot came and took it away. feel like punching them in the face. MALAYSian. hah~

had starbucks with my ang pao money. regret taking the mocha without chocolate chip. bah~ cost me one unsatisfying 13+. sigh~ i bought a seed pants and a nutcase bag. hehe..i like it. i have weird taste..no doubt. spend almost all my ang pao money already. kenot keep looooo....have to go collect from mother's side 1st. come money come~~~

whole afternoon walk n walk n walk. loose 2 kilos already and feverish sikit. enough enough..not going out anymore.gotta be healthy for coming paper. engine maths this tuesday. sigh...cukup giler. that's all i guess. i'm tired.n sick.n i wanna sleep.

while i was trying to post this, my white dog is trying to kill himself. he ran out to the main road. my aunt saw n gave me a call. freak..i had to run about 200 meters to save him. *penat* i have no car to drive out.. and no one was home. i HAD to go save my dog for the second time. no idea where he squeezed out. carry almost a 1 kilo weight back home. and had to bathe AGAIN. now i'm freaking tired.

ANYWAYS,

hope u guys enjoyed urself this piggie year

2007-02-15T15:34:00.000+08:00

busy busy...

2007-02-14T21:59:00.003+08:00

stoopid internet is once again getting on my nerves. screw tmnet!!!!

it's true.i am busy.blog not update because i don't think i wanna waste my tv time posting something that is lame.means i rather watch tv for 2 hours than blog 2 hours. i'm saying it in a nice way :) trust me...

what is making me busy:
1) i volunteered to be the leader of my technical report. didn't know wad came to my mind. i think i make decisions without going through my big brain in the morning. try asking me the same question 12 onwards. it will be different. leo-born leader? ROFL...*think think*

2) hmmph...classes are still boring. goodness. almost dozed off in every class.even engine maths now. i'm so dead. due to that, i kinda have to catch up at home.better do home study like that.moreover..my brain doesn't seemed to remember what i have studied last year.so kena recall like crazy. it's okay.make me look a lil more hardworking then mom thought i turned over a new leaf :)

3) my aunt is around-the aussie one. i have no idea how flipping notes on the dining table can give her the idea that i'm free. anyways, already once chauffered her around last year...looks like i'm gonna have to do da same...but cut the hours a lil. i'm okay with that.really :)

>>woke up early today to bring her to electrical shop.freak not opened yet. left for tesco and we continued to shop for her new house stuff till like 2 pm. i don't think i need to put smileys everywhere to show that i'm alright with it right? bah~ :) then i had rush back to check the email that kelvin send. have to compile and do some edittings to the final proposal.and i had to find for reference.don't care real or fake.had to rush coz at first thought have to mail him today itself so that he can pass up tomorrow.after rush rush..then remembered i can ask ying fen to print.freak~!now have to prepare 2 samuel chap 8-9 questions for dmsj :)

4)DMSJ bible quiz. sigh. it's lucky enough not to be the contestant. but too bad, have to set questions and revise with them. my goodness,i'm a noobie in this thing.never did join any and never did know about the questions.sweat man. bible reading time is adding up. hopefully it's this week only.hwei said it is my week.too bad i don't have any idea to torture them. aiyo..my 'maybe' i will go church this sunday is now ' MUST' go church dee. but originally % of 'go' is higher than not going anyways. :)

5) this might not be a complain. i currently hooked to a singapore series.AEC 7pm.oh sungguh malu. i was once a tv series addict.got over it.happy to get over it.now i'm back. so..every evening sometimes even teman my mom to watch the repeat at 11.30 pm. no more time to blog everyday already.

:)

edit: jason, tech comm is technical communication.gotta delete 3 other posts.

my niece.

2007-02-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

i figured it out..

2007-02-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

i have no idea why my heart is beating crazily.

last weekend my church had this bunch of rbs (resident bible school) to stay over. they came on thursday and get themselves a place to stay in our church.basically they are here to join every single activities our church does la. but they have their stuff too. they went NS area to mingle and talk with the youths there. i didn't join them. so i don't know wad they did.

on saturday, we went tracting mp. first thing came to my mind was shopping.cannot be wad.then i come to know is something like passing flyers. at first i tot it was about christianity. but later i found out that they are passing out invitations for the saturday night gathering. at first i didn't plan to go tracting as socialising issin't something i like to do. den on friday nite marcus msged and said that un ivan thinks it would be better if there's youth accompanying those rbs students. so..i said yes. but i overslept the next day and went one hour later.or was it one and a 1/2 hours later.by the time i reached mp, they only have another 1/2 hour to go. so ..dang~ met some of the kids.i remember their names but i don't think i am able to spell it all out correctly.don't care la..

after meeting with them, i spent the entire afternoon in mp with hema. walked everywhere tryin to shop. so pissed coz can't find any nice baju.but the very last minute bought one blouse from A&L. left mp , drove home and got ready for ice cream night-night gathering. ju came back.thanks to gengyi who at first lied to me about not bringing her back. she got herself bruised in the toilet.aih..she's getting thinner each time i see her..wonder if that is wad she wanted.hehe..but i think if we are not used to living independantly,it would be hard la.

anyways, i promised myself that i would talked and social with every single group that is formed in church ground that night. AND I DID! i feel proud of myself for once. muhahaha..i was like talking to most of the friends shaun,jess,livia invited. and also they other kids la.walkin from group to group making sure that they get to know my name altho the time spent with them were totally short.trying to make the guest feel welcome.like what we were advised to always do.so...talk nonsense..crack jokes.but i realise didn't really touch anything about christianity.i did say " come for youth la" once...but i guess don't be too hard on those new comers la.later they freak out. so the night was i can say fun la.i did not keep to my own group altho ju is there. so mission accomplished.

the next day my social skills totally drainned.suddenly don't feel like talking unnecessarily. rbs students joined our worship that morning. than i felt sitting behind the piano with hwei was funnnn.that morning got no sermon lo.after worship went to have brunch.didn't speak to any of rbs students altho the night before almost kumcheng.just don't feel like it.after some hot dogs livia asked me to teach her a new song.so like all mgc new pianist, the first complete song to learn is "as we gather".good la...once again, the piano is my refuge.i can sense that the kitchen was happening.but i don't bother to go there la..

on sunday itself, when we usually had badminton, we had kapten bola instead. i said before that kapten bola is a universal church sports.so.most christian youths knows how the game works.aih. i was pretty lazy to join the game.moreover my rash is flaring.it's better not to sweat.that's one reason.then i heard that during the night there's pot bless.i decided not to go eventhough the thought of food laid out neatly kinda kill me.maybe i can't bear being surrounded by so many people too many times. ofcourse i wouldn't want to be asked if i'm okay when i'm not talking.so better not to go la.anyways, i went dinner with my parents.

so..come back to the title, i figured it out. i don't mind talking to people and being all friendly and stuff, but i get sick of it after talking to almost every person that attend an event. pardon my weird attitude. so i figured it out during the weekends that my social life got limit.hehehe...

ba s ki n

2007-01-31T15:35:00.000+08:00

school resumed and me rant

2007-01-30T15:41:00.000+08:00

yea.so u heard.mmu resumed the classes once again. i dread going back to school.just like how i had always been for the pass 2 years. 2 years not 3 because i kinda enjoyed mmu while i was in alpha.all the boiling spirit to be the next engineer.after a few years there, i think it's already a bargain to take whatever job that comes. i always joke with my family when they ask me where i wanna work after graduating. and i always tell them i will get married and be housewife.HOWEVER...i promised myself to have a change of attitude this new semester.

i only notice my schedule structure yesterday. freak.i have like 3 days of 8 am class and after aching every muscle during badminton on sunday, i had to attend a 9 am class on monday. this is too much.geesh. dats da consequence u gotta face if u are too lazy to arrange your schedule. not only that,to those secondary schools people..they surely notice the chill in the morning.i HATE cold. and every morning i complain when i had to bathe.and now i have to bathe in the morning for 4 times a week. liow~!!!

surely u think i don't bathe during holidays. i did. but the difference is i will wake up at only after noon. that also because the sun was burning my butt off. so the water in the well is being heated by the sun.so by the time i wanna bathe...which is around 3.30 pm, the water is just nice. nothing to complain.everything falls into perfection during holidays.

I MISS MY DOGGIE. holidays had been so carefree with the absents of ju and chenli.so i don't bother to plan when to go out or whateva.i just had to wait fer hema's call. so i was at home basically everyday.woke up to my lil pupp running to or waiting infront of my door.it's NICE~~ after brushing n washing my face, in my jammies i would eat my brunch, sat infront of my mom as she does her sewing. same routine everyday. it was like heaven. BUT NOW..when i wake up in the morning..it's my mom's voice asking me to bathe..and i can't see my dog coz i was too early fer him to wake up.mom scared he will disturb her when she do house chores.so i can only see my dog when i come home from school.sigh..dat is around 2.30pm. today i was so delighted when Chocolate (named after his fur colour) came to greet me at the front door. don't care la..i just now i miss my dog.

class was boring and i was sleepy all the way. i had been dozing off for all classes except fer engine maths cause gan chee seng conducting. maybe i'm still not used to going to bed early and waking up early. aih..nevertheless..i tried my best to put on my game face.almost got caught closing my eyes just now. tanks to tpn. he woke me up wit a slap. terus not sleepy dee. but i'm expecting lots of work loads and lots of reading to do if i want to do better this semester. hope that God will help me pull this through.

that's all..i think i need a nap now..

another day to kill..

2007-01-25T12:54:00.000+08:00

big news: prison break is back!!. i watched the 14th episode of season 2.i think it's getting more kanchiong la. freak..now stedman's dead.schofeild seemed like he's crying at the end of the episode.this prison break all stab people's back man.geesh~wanna noe more..read da recaps la..click on the banner can d.

yesterday i watched nigella feast "chocolate heaven" episode.whoa...she mmg trying to kill me man. everything is so chocolaty.yumsss....i almost drool watching her make her moist chocolate cake,brownies, crispy cake and chocolate cheese cake.*faint* so i decided to try to satisfy my need of eating sumthing sweet i made "granola" or maybe sumthing like da crispy cakes she made. not much stuff in it tho.no $$ and i didn't buy any raisins or nuts.anyways it turned out to be okay.can be eaten.and a lil sweet la....

she used mars bars ,butter, and conflates to make her crispy bars.
i used rockyroad,butter and shredded wheat to my my own crispy bars.and i made another caramel flavoured ones.

i didn't really know how to make caramel.so i pakai lantak nie.

Ingredients (the real way)

1 cup of sugar
6 Tbsp butter
1/2 cup heavy whipping cream

Ingredients(my way)

sugar
butter
milk.-this is the part i gone wrong.it supposed to be whipping cream.ehehe

stir till thickens.mix shreded(tesco brand) wheat into da caramel to make a sticky n gooey texture.put it to chill in freezer.dats all...den u get empty " granola".coz got no nuts n stuff.remember to watch the sugar.so i think better use the right measurement la..i always take the easy way..simply add n stirr.

it's a monday nite

2007-01-23T13:54:00.000+08:00

syabas..i finally get side banners fer ma blog.it used to be so freakin blank n boring.anyways if u are bored..whateva u see oso will be boring wan la...

back to my results.i tried checking earlier yesterday before goin out wit my cuz.but it wasn't uploaded yet. so i headed to town aound 6.30 pm. after parkin i checked my phone.there's two messages.one is from livia askin about my result and if i checked already. the other one is from jack saying that result can check d. terus i chuak.kanchiong la but i tried not to put on my kanchiong face coz my cuz n me were having a shopping evening.so i better enjoy myself before getting all disapointed later. after that livia called..sigh..sungguh memalukan.i said she kepo.but really regreted how i react to her concern lo...sigh sigh.....~ last sunday's sharing down da drain.

goin out with sarah was pretty fun.she's the talkative type.no wonder she wants to take pr or mass com la...den had some complication in burger king.miss com with the person takin the order..but later don't care d la...makan till stomache wanna explode.it has been sometime since i ate the large whopper set. adoi.but i can say dat normal whopper is nicer than black pepper whopper la.before makan we went dataran..din get to buy anything there coz they preparing fer sale.so anytime this week will be goin there la..then in MP i bought a blouse from baleno and a new wallet from nepal. the sales girls in nepal was an entertaining one.lawak betul.she promote all the goods macam getting commission fer it lidat. but it was fun tho.she said she's a lil talkative.and it's kinda obvious...ahhh.......there goes the most important resolution which i even put in qouted form.dang~so i spent almost 50 bucks la.nanti claim makan from dad.

yesterday nite the streets were so empty.and i liked it.i hate jams and lots of peeps around.semak nie.sarah kept askin it feels like the shops in mp were having an early day.ahha..it's like 9 o'clock...

the song playing in my head:

times of refreshing
times of refreshing,
here in Your presence,
no greated blessing,
than being with You.
my soul is restored,
my mind is renewed,
there's no greater joy, Lord,
than being with You.

i actually cook lunch while i was half way blogging.kekeke..just wanna try the new spagetti paste i bought. the outcome...so so nie...maybe coz no meat.and the vege i did aunt tina style..i guess i failed.the ingredients are: boiled brocolli, lemon juice, olive oil,sugar and salt to taste and some vinegar which i don't have.the olive oil turned out to be yucky to me..so i don't like wad i made..but the spagetti and da instant sauce eadible la.but still prefered those made from scratch.i tried adding tomatoes, but the instant paste is just too strong..bah~ and while tryin to drain the spagettin,clumsy me( didn't know i was) spilt the boilling hot water onto my foot. geesh.....burnin pain..got la..sikit sympathy tears to buy my mom so that she clean up after me..hehehe

i can't cook la.

...................$$

2007-01-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

window shoppin is always unhealthy, for the mind i mean. u see something.than u checked the price. then u check with ur wallet. than with your account. and then...the possiblities of claiming it back from your parents.esp DAD.hehe...

todae, i ajak-ed ngan(chenli) to accompany me in killing ma boredom.so we went tesco. so many things that i wanted to buy. food especially. i'm afraid that i will overspent.thus, ruinned my save-money resolution.too early to screw up. must tahan. ended buyin quite alot of food.but the good thing is..it cost me rm21.26 only.syabas to that la..tesco's temaki (handrolls) aint that bad. it cost only rm1.95.dat's the broke way of eating sushi la...wanna go sibaraku or sushi king, maybe bigger occasion la.must save up d..cannot feast like a king d..

anways..u know how people always say..."if i was born in a rich family" ( i said born coz..if it's hard earned..i don't think the money will be spend like water) i will buy bla bla bla....

so..if i was born rich...than i will buy :
1) imac laptop 0r..a bigger LCD screen
2) different kinds of camera.
3) drums
4) clothes clothes clothes. padini-s and SEED-s
5) collection of converse shoes.
6) do advertising instead of engineering
7)belanja my friends frequently. and eat alot then go to fitness gym..ehhe
8) oh yea...SE W950
9) fix disney channel and HBO to my astro.
10) get a WHITE myvi.
11)a canggih bike to cycle around or a roller blade....ehehe...
12) an iPod!! video ones...!

* all stuff are listed randomly..not according to the price.just list what ever dat came to my mind*

alah..just thinkin nie la....i ain't hard to maintain..

ironically before i blog, i did my quiet time.numbers 11:4-6.it's about not being thankful with what God provide..and let our desires come in between. ehhe...after reading i don't know to post the above anymore or not.but i did anyways. okay..hold...it's just my wildest dream to own all those stuff i listed..

dats all la...i guess i did learn something from the bible todae.guess what..if i leave the bible OPEN on my pc desk,the possiblity that i might read it is so much higher than i leave close at somewhere else.yae~! remedy?

seriously? seriously...

2007-01-16T17:25:00.000+08:00

in the previous post i said something 'bout the internet connection.sounded sumthing lidat " wanna lag, lag laa.." so..it did really lagged yesterday.freak.gotta be more careful wit what i said.yesterday itself i wanted to download few new songs on hitz. tried to online..failed..

currently into these few songs:
1) how to touch a girl by jojo
2) sweet escape by gwen stefani
3) learning to breathe by nerina pallot
4) ordinary miracle by sarah mclachlan-charlotte's web ost

yesterday i went jusco wit livia.my church kid. dragged her along coz i was around mmu area to return and borrow da books ma bro wanted. then she started on how much i get fer ma allowance.she said she got quite some money in her bank.she said she saved all her allowance. *dang* malu nya...den it striked me..."eik...how come ma maybank account money don't seemed to be increasing but decrease all the time" i don't save wad i got but spent the money i have.liow...shy shy...so here goes another resolution..:

i must save up at least half my one month money. or save at least a 500 in bank by the end of this year.

hehe....i need a kid to tell me dat. we spent some time in the book store. searching fer a right book to get me start on my reading. geesh...now i knoe why i don't really read...mahal giler la one book. but hema always said.."it's good to invest in books la...i make sure i buy one book in a month or two" .So i took hema's advice and got myself this:

nonfiction.it's the author himself.kasihan betul.......but i haven't read finish yet la....after finishing this i shall go back to "to kill a mocking bird"..but reading is kinda boring la...

anyways...was reading newspaper..so sad to see the flood happened again.man...i can't imagine if i kena.so sad...so sad.....

whole lump sum of u-know-what...u don't?

2007-01-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

currently trying to pull time so that i don't need to make a start on "to kill a mocking bird" .cakap wanna read. find all kinds of excuses pulak.

freak.type also hang hang.crapss.i'm so freakin lazy to updates nowadays. i'm running out of stuff to blog about. i don't do outings, so no photos to take.sedih sedih.i basically eat and sleep.television seemed to be my best friend.since i don't update dat often, and da stoopid downloads can't move,internet...not such a biggie anymore.wanna lag lag laaa~

i'm kinda just go with the flow nowadays. go with what i feel like doing. it's rather a nice feeling. no schedules to follow.no alarm to wake u up in the morning. i actually had harder time sleeping during holidays than during school days. toss and turn on then bed till around 4 am only can get a good sleep..and ofcourse i woke up at the sound of ma doggie jigling colar bell at around noon.

talkin about goin wit da flow and go free. i had my hair cut again after 2 weeks from the previous. so it became extremely short.short till ma fren said " eh u better put on a hairband man.u look like a guy" *dang* one smack in the face. see what having no friends around to hang and a salon near ur place can do to u. very spontanious man, drove in ..no people..CHOP. den regret. mo min kin yan- no face to meet people. hope dat my hair grow faster la...

oh yea...my doggie-the new one, had a cut on his eyelid while "playin" with the big dog. situation sorta gone out of hand and because of jealousy,tried to rip his head off.wow....RIP.....abit ganas rite...okay...tried to injure da pup la...den had to send him to clinic.dat freakin pup medication cost up to 90 bucks.giler..can buy baju dee..yup..dats da baju i'm talkin about...

da way ma mom punishes the pup.she made him sit still fer a few minutes.i had a good laugh watching him as he look out the grills.wakakkaka....he's super active.hyper kiddo.jump nonstop.good also la..jump jump penat..malam can tido lena a bit.but he shit during wee hours.eik..wee hours-to wee wee... i see i see...

pictures taken wit k7o0i.sucked...i want ma bro's k800i...geesh...

aha...sudah ada gambar...syabas~ so..there's a sneak peak at da new doggie i talked about way back....dunno when la.Tomorrow/technically today, i'll be heading to mmu lib.return books, borrow books...see how mmu doin...and pay jusco a visit..oh yea....i wanna try the new fish fillet thingie. *click click*wat da...googled kfc,click on kfc.com it says BUFFALO SNACKER???? huiyo....hungry d~!! anyways ju's mom tried the alaskan fish burger and she recommended that i DO NOT TRY IT..she say it terrible...wait..did she use da word suck? so..the newly open KFC branch in Giant can't be trusted..okay okay. but thick fillet looks yummy.click here to get 20% off alaskan fish burger.i'm eating it!!!! review later~

resolutions.

2007-01-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

the above photo is one freakin juicy jambu air.what u call jambu air in english?
it reminded me of how i used to hang out.there's always more than one.3 to be exact.i miss my friends badly.sigh~

don't think it's too late fer new year's resolution list.
1) be more open to people.-hmmmp~~
2) take studies more seriously.-sigh~
3) less frickle minded.
4) stick to plans. both..study schedules and outings.
5) read more story books and newspaper.
6) try to look less messy.
7) try to wear girl's shoes-optional
8) read the bible more than year 2006.
9) get better results.-must!!
10) keep resolutions.

tattoos

2007-01-10T19:14:00.000+08:00

been watching alot of miami ink lately. the bunch of peeps workin in da tattoo shop is one freakin talented bunch. i'm impressed by how fast they can sketch a cool piece. den put it onto da skin. i love yoji's baby gal.she's freakin cute.got his dad's eyes i guess.check it out...

miami ink-astro channel 11. sunday 11 pm.

by kat

by chris gavner

tattoos are prett cool.its about the meaning behind the art.neat~

updates updates updates...

2007-01-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

okay...it sucked dat da line is still bad during holidays. haven't been seriuosly updating ma blog. i either run out of interesting things to blog about or because da internet line is freakin lag. wait..not lag..totally no light on da "data" line. apanih!

i got so much to update on i don't know where to start.

thursday [ 28.12.06] NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM:-
went movie wit the other 18 people from church and also hema.so there's 20 of us. i wanted to kaotim, from booking tickets to collecting them. manatau...i failed again.' again' because i ajak-ed da church to movie once, and i failed to accomplised da mission.very malu..tau book saja didn't pick it up.so this time, once again, i had somebody else to pick it up.20 tickets..is freakin alot. da day before i booked 12 tickets,den towards da night, more people wanted to go and da line can't get thru.wad da wreck.ANYWAYS...long story cut short....da movie was a blast...derk was jumping up from his chair laughing(he was sittin infront of me).ju stomped her feet. i slapped maself on da tigh.and da whole cinema was laughing.wait...maybe just 20 of us. its freakin awesome to watch with a bunch of people.atmosphere....wow...after movie went fer dinner at havana's.i can say dat da standard totally dropped.huge disappointment la.there's no fries on da very same course da we had last time.da food was, dull. i was complaining how tired i was.dunno y. just too tired even to chew on da piece of sirloin steak.gah~i think its da sign dat i'm gonne be sick.

saturday[30.12.06]:-
ju asked to go fer mamaking.at 9.30pm.i usually don't go out dat late.unless i was out till dat late..i mean..i don't make a move from home dat late.neways...ju was craving fer mee goreng.since i was at da last page of sum chapter i was reading back then...i agreed lo.altho i feel dat i lepaked too much. i was feelin a lil cold.but chenli decided to do more dat night.so we went McD's drive tru to get ice cream. according to aunt tina,ice cream is good fer her soar throat. i'm having one dat time.so..bah...left mamak at 11.30 pm.super late d...den reached dataran.went up to da unfinished area.talked a lil.mistaken a group of motorist as mat rempit.around 12.20pm..we hit da road again.back home.

sunday [31.12.06] NEW YEAR'S EVE:-
feverish already from previous nite.still having da soar. i went church in tees and baggy pants.went un.ivan's place fer BBQ at night.i was so down wit fever. din really eat..well..got la..some lamb and sausages. after makan i feel like dying!...i bertahan to enjoy da first minute of the new year. da first thing came to ma head was " i open da new year with a hot forehead, and a soar throat".

An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in.A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves-bill vaughan

oh yea...we tried practicing da malaysian wave (arms flying thing) to celeb once we see da fireworks. but too bad...malacca was down wit financial prob from da flood dat we don't see any huge fireworks but just a few "splashes". pretty disappointed la. i bet i would have a better time if i wasn't sick. when i reached home, i regretted dat i went.i could have stayed home and sleep.but....nvm~
no pics coz i wasn't in da mood.sad rite..~~~ aih

monday-tuesday:- studied and tried to recover from illness.conversed wit ju tru smses.

wednesday[3.1.07]exam and ju's departure:-
ju left malacca 5 in the morning. i told her i'm gonna missed her. ahh...i get emotional easily when i'm sick.even when ma mom came into da room to check on me, touched ma forehead, swept ma hair off ma face would bring tears.freak...hate to be sick. "aku nih emo jugak heh". paper was at 9 am. i'm so not ready.it feels like history is repeating itself.was sick last sem.didn't do quite well on one particular paper. and i weren't ready at all fer 'analog com'. dead meat. after paper was supposed to see da doc. sudd felt more alive..so i decided not to go.

thursday[ 4.6.07] what's up doc?:-
heavy nose blockage.can't breathe. i describe ma mucus as 'pepejal-jelly'.doc said ma flu was terrible.ma throat sudah swollen.wah...like tenat nie. take medication la. 5 tpes of med. pills to swallow.and da antibiotic taste insanely horrible. smelly like anything.but i got well la.

friday[ 5.1.07] pasar malam:-
friday pasar malam without ju and with mom. felt extremely weird. it wasn't a cool stroll lookin at people selling stuff..commenting and not buyin, tempted but decided not to buy kind of friday pM nite.mom was rushing me.fweak.nvm la..

sunday[7.1..07] church looked empty:-
ju's fam and chenli weren't there.from da piano seat i gazed across da room.looks empty. well, i'm slowly feeling da emptiness already.but there's more important stuff to worry about. 2.30 pm-com organization and structure paper. hmmmph...left church pretty early.didn't get to stay back and miggled wit people. 4.30 pm.after paper. grabbe ma phone thinking who to call to hang out/celebrate another closing of semester. and it hit me dat i will have a boring holiday.except da hema is still around.feels weird. i feel it already. i told ju. nvm la..hopefully i will be goin up wit her parents anytime soon la.i scanned around da exam hall to look fer ppl to hang out. i see groups.haih~ tak payah la..i balik tido nie la...sounds very sad rite...not exactly la..i exagerated nie.hehe

today-after 2 nights of unsatisfyin sleep due to da migrain dat i was having....i decided to watch cicakman with hema. well, the tickets i got free from reloading ma phone. all i can say is..i'm glad dat it's free. after movie had makan at SC. freak..service charge alone can kill us. giler betul. but i was nice la..ended da day at 'papa kopitiam' fer a cold neslo.ah~

nah..ambik engkau..updates hehe...
i haven't figure out wad's ma new year's resolutions but one of them is to be more seriuos.

farewells, hate it

2007-01-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

“next year” finally arrives.i kept mentioning dat ju’s leaving fer school next year, and it’s happening.well i think i took it better this time coz i’m prepared fer it. Unlike those other times where she desperately lookin fer school and i have no idea when she’s leaving. Once it was like a sudden notice dat she is leavin in a week.i was totally pissed off. It didn’t happen anyway. KL is a tough one. Malaccans like me or if u want to count urslef in, wouldn’t like da there. Chenli didn’t like it. It’s too much fer me, personally. God provided a place fer her.i think she have to count on Him to guide her through if she wants to pull this off well.

I had an sms conversation wit her. I don’t dare to call.afraid dat i sob too loud.can’t go her house, konon study fer exam. But, da truth is i’m afraid dat i would shed tears.sungguh memalukan.crying would cause ma nose to stuck.den i would suffer.still in da middle of recovering.argh..all kinds of excuses. I gave her *hugs* tho...sms style...

Anyway,this is just a short notice to those who visit ma blog la. She will be leaving tomorrow.don't wanna sound gay or anything but i'm gonna miss a lot. Sigh.~

i’m still workin on ma studies.hope to do better this time. But i’m freakin sick.not da sick sick.da real sick.

still in Christmas mood....i guess..

2006-12-27T11:20:00.000+08:00

a good pic from yesterday's event...

2006-12-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

a white christmas indeed-all wearing white...

Merry Christmas to all!!!!

flood and cameron

2006-12-22T09:33:00.000+08:00

been raining and raining and....just let us say continuous rain la.da once beautiful pulau gadong really turnin into a pulau already..da only way in or out of ma kampung area is tru da one "slim" tarred road (in photo). its flooded half way.but da pic was taken yest evening.ma dad said it flooded a lil more this morning.anyways..ma house is still pretty dry.but i hate da lembap-ness of the air.

poor ju and her family.the house is all wet.according to her,the stench is unbearable.she is now menumpang in her relatives houses-first in malim but i she moved to higher ground in bukit baru.those staying arund bukit beruang or bukit baru area...ur are lucky. if ma house is flooded..i shall stay in mmu.i really prayed fer da rain to stop so dat dey can clear da house fer christmas lo..

since i woke up early this morning.let me show u guys some pretty flowers from cameron.i camped there last week-wednesday to saturday to be exact.mostly flowers coz i don't go to tea plantation and all.it was all alright..but i hate da route to cameron.i can DIE~!!! dizzy da whole time.i seriously can DIE!!!...i don't think i would EVER go again lo.anyway..the camp was whole lot of fun.after talks we mostly hanged around..getting to know each other better and enjoy the cold.

the theme of this year's camp is "purpose driven life".it's about being the "light" and "salt" of the world. urm..sumthing like, make ur life a good testimony to others as a christian la.so..i learnt quite alot lo from the talks and discussion held and also by pondering and stare in to thin air in the morning .hehe.in conclussion..i must be a better person la..care about people till they see difference in me..muahhahah...
morning was freakin cold and nice.night was also nice.the whole day cold..it's a blast...if i were to stay there..i would like it. but camp there..i'll miss home a lil la.a lil nie because the dorm was freakin comfy wei~!! HCC got da best dorm!!!anyways..i'm still not too enthusiastic about posting wad we do everyday because i'm still kinda lazy. janji we woke up at about 7.15 am la. but to be honest, i prefered da first church camp i attended..i mean the talks and all. and also the activities.coz in cameron always rain la..dong wan.den we don't have time to wonder around da town.i heard there's nice scones and pies. we decided to go on a natural excursion into da farms and all when there's one bright afternoon.there's two groups..one deicede to stay back..and ther other was my group dat went fer da excursion...SAY LA WE GOIN DOWN TOWN!!! perrrr....tak cakap.i tot the hibernate at the centre nie.but i think if i were to go with ma family, i would have more.............urm....stff to look at la....anways...enjoy the photos...~

i think the above is one freakin beautiful flower.forgot wad it's called.

view from the top of rose garden.

from bee farm

sweet potatoes

no updates

2006-12-20T15:25:00.000+08:00

extremely lazy to update..me busy wit assignments and christmas practice.now got cough an flu..."nice"...watched eragon yest in ma sickly condition.it doesn't worth ma NINE freakin bucks.. *cough* cough*

disastrous.

2006-12-09T19:05:00.001+08:00

the Lims' out of town.to bangkok.and da person dat plays da piano fer every occassion is lim tse hwei. and so she can't play fer this week la. n guess who got da honors da play? ME...yea da freaky geeky of cluelessfreak.ehehe...nasib fer todae nie.tmw aunt angelina play.phew~

as usual...screwed it...i even shouted I QUIT..in a jokingly way la.....i mai play d...i can't play wit ppl singin..i can play in da presence of another human.dat is y i just slipped passed all ma piano exams.the examiner was there.freak~ but i knew i played loud enough fer them to laugh at.ceh`

todae gengyi asked we have friends we think will be in dilemma.or if there's anybody dat we know got dilemma but dun dare to tell. but i was waiting if anybody here have problems but dey are afraid to tell out. so..fer da 1st 2 questions..i think ju should have raised up her hands.

just finished downloaded a song by avril,recommended by jessica during pat pooh.it's da "eragon" soundtrack.it totally suit this post i guess.so i shall put da lyrics here.

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
We'll make it through

anyways..this post is to push da previuos phathetic post down.

title-less.

2006-12-07T11:29:00.000+08:00

me in CDLAB..waiting fer class at 12.

just finish wit ma midterms yesterday nite. from lesson learnt.i will never ever ever ever put high hopes on any paper.ever again.to comment about yesterday's paper.or da monday's, it's just not me.i think it's pretty uncertain la whether is hard or easy. can do or not.can pass or not.coz, during da paper, u might think dat u wrote da right thing.manatau,result come out and all ur brain can say is, FREAK !...

it's been a tiring 3 days. classes+ exams+ lab.and continous hours of slavering (if there's such word) over sheets and sheets of paper. i've been talkin to ma brain lately.not sure if that's healthy.i doubt so la.there's this question dat i always ask 'it'. do you want this ( studying harder to get better grades) if u really want u can do it. and when i sat fer paper, i would tell 'it'. u can do this!!! think harder!! i knoe u can remember!! come on brain!!...*knock da head* but 'it' kept on dissapointing me. sigh~* i can seriously declared dat i'm not fit fer engineering.but i'm sorta living in denial.i can't sit down fer hours like how i sat down to watch a tv marathon.i can't concerntrate fer hours like how i concertrate editing ma photos-da hours just FLEW. i can't think fast.i can't....i can't....geesh..so negative. and yet...EVERY SEM..i encourage ma brain.

u guys do talk to urself rite?

i notice ALL this when i stayed back from 3.30pm till 7.34 pm to study.den head fer exam.i think da more u study da more kanchiong u will get when sitting fer paper.it's like,u put ur energy and focus-at least dats wad i tot i did- and u went in fer exam and notice u missed some parts of da notes and began to realise dat wadeva u read is useless.sometimes even regreted dat we took a theorem lightly.and u see da question being flashed in da paper.*STRESSED!!*.

fav qoute after paper: study harder fer finals.

enough wit da paper craps.i missed shopping malls.i need to shop.i need new clothes.i WANT CHRISTMAS!!!...but if christmas arrives , it doesn't only symbolised da birth of Jesus, but also da finals. crap.way too near. it's like heaven fer a week.and hell fer da next. AND I'M TALKIN ABOUT TWO SUBJECTS. i study so much-issit?-i wonder if anybody will go koo0-koo0 due to studying.geesh..okok...look at da bright side.at least ma assighments doesn't take up 90% of da total gred.and i get to SLEEP.at least 5 hours per day.hehehe.....

i have phobia fer exams.

me talkin to my brain.

2006-12-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

if there is any question dat i would like to ask my brain right now,it would definitely be "what da heck are u doin in this broswer??"

PAPERS
4th Dec [monday]-computer organization & architecture
6th Dec[wednesday]-analog communication.

now u know why that question?

sometimes decisions dat we made doesn't go through da 'CPU'.
and there is consequences.

last week...bad week...i shall learn from dat..

you are twenty,ju....

2006-12-02T01:51:00.000+08:00

snowflakes?

2006-12-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

A story of a brave gal and her dog.

2006-11-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

once upon time,there was a gal,who lives in a kampung surrounded by paddy fields...*screech* okok..cut da crap...here's da real deal..
todae melinda came visiting. when we were happily playin wit ma new puppy,chocolate, ma mum decided to call it a day fer da pup.so she got up and head to da kicthen.then,suddenly all i heard was screams.and i, to my surprised,scream too...not da high tone scream,da low...ju knows how i scream.just remember, it's a low tone.anyways, my mom came running while screaming "biawak biawak".alamak, *lari bertempiaran* HUGE okay.got la..about 60 cm long.den long claws sumore.we ran and we fergot about da pup.freak..."get chocolate.!!!..nanti kena baham~!!!" so grab it and passed it to mel.nasib todae he mandi.not so buchuk.den it stays in our dry kitchen.no where else to run but towards us. den my mom said the other way is tru da wet kitchen door,which is CLOSED by the way.somebody got to go open it.to get to the door, we have to pass da dry kitchen.mel's holding da pup,my mom's two limbs were shaking.argh freak.why do i have to do this.mel said call bomba. so freakin leceh. so I VOLUNTEERED...muhahaha...quite scared la.after opening da wet kitchen door,i called ma dog fer help.not da pup,ma full grown dog-chikkoe.so, he entered da kitchen and started chasing it everywhere.i gotta protect the other door so tat it won't enter da dining room-where we were all standing. all i shouted was " don't come here, don't come here" . after a few seconds of adrenaline rush, ma doggie berjaya shooooo da biawak out. dats all i got..and some sweat.fun....~!

my christmas spirit is pretty high.santa-jello
tanks mel, fer da jelloS

light a candle

2006-11-26T14:46:00.000+08:00

i used da filerm negative as da banner.dats where the circles got there.

i used a lil photoshop on this.to change the levels.bah~

my toilet light kicked da bucket yesterday.i use a candle fer light.

Yesterday during youth,uncle philip continued his old testament survey.he talked about leviticus.i listened more den usual la.coz i read dat book d.so whenever he said sumthin,got la recall abit here and there.den he talked about faith.faith is sumthing da we believe in coz we don’t know.but, all these while, my idea of havin g faith in God is quite wrong la.Uncle said dat, we have faith in God if only there’s a promise.means, we sorta sense dat there’s better stuff waiting fer us and we must trust in God. So whenever i said i had faith in God fer ma examination, scheduled assignments,a huge project.dats is just mere finger-crossed matter? Make sense la.i don’t feel anything when i said i had faith.but i donno whats da deal i made wit God.so basically, its luck. Donno how to explain, but it made sense. So, all these while i don’t quite have the right meaning of having faith in God other den knowing He promised me a place to stay in heaven?

did i get da right message? Hmmm...

the one man joke

2006-11-25T12:19:00.000+08:00

before i went to bed yesterday/this morning, i suddenly remembered da one man joke.
here goes

there's this one man,he asked god fer a horse. since it's granted by god, da horse will move and stop according to wad god says.to make the horse move, the man have to say "praise the lord".to make it stop,he have to say "amen".so the man said "praise the lord" and da horse start gallopping. after sumtime he reached a cleve but sadly he forgotten how to stop da horse.den he started to pray la.and in the end of his prayer he said "amen" so the horse stop.he was so thankful dat da horse stop and he said "praise the lord".then down da cleve he went.

by shaun-editted a lil maybe.can't really remember every word he said.

a birthday partae

2006-11-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

so todae[yesterday] was sin yee's burfday.*search fer photo*

yup..that's her alright.

i know this photo will come in handy one day.muahaha.taken last year if i'm not mistaken.i have poor memory.wanna be featured in ma blog..invite me to ur party..muahaha

to be honest, i'm not supposed to blog now.i actually tot of deleting this blog.but there's sum photos dat i uploaded and i doesn't have a copy of them.and too much work has been put into this blog.so..it will stay.supposed to do ma tutorials dat's already tertunda tunda.it's kinda sick when wad we plan always failed to turn out da way we want them to be. i always plan wad time to wad time i'm supposed to do ma homework..but i find it hard to stay on track.i think because of ma lack of discipline..THINGS turn out super UGLY.supposed to be hating my life right now...but thanks to sinyee's party,i get to drift ma mind off those stupid idiotic dilemmas i'm facing.

the party was fun.altho i makan-ed maggie mee before i left fer sinyee's.abit kenyang.so went there to kepo nie.party started at 7pm.i left at 7.45pm lidat.not tryin to steal da limelight or whatever.i overslept after a half-satisfyin meal of maggie goreng.called up ju,manatau..she just wanted to leave her house.apala~..nasib i overslept oso.

reached about 8 pm.went in and wished her.i went there without a present.shrugs.to many things on mind.extremely screwed up this few days.terrible mood swings.weekends just sorta enlighten me a lil.livia welcomed me.dat kid..geesh...brain totally corrupted.well,she's da sort dat i can hang out wit.she's very lawak and she talk a lot.Due to her age, a 13 year old kid, she's "innocent".went in and go straight to where everybody is gathering-the piano.wasn't feelin too happy yet. And they sang the christmas carols coz hwei is there to play the piano.my throat got a lil itchy due to a whole pack of twisties da day before.so happened there's liang cha there.i'm so freakin happy.cold sumore.after dat we went out to da makan table.where ju/sharonne/livia and me got into the "family" topic.it's private and confidential.but nothing obscene.trust me..there's a 13 year old kid there..it's all about hot dogs, some fries, and some cake.

den we switched venue to continue our topic fer da day coz if we stay outside too long,not only our lungs will burst akibat laugh too much, our stomache will burst as well coz da food is easily reached,just an arm away.

lets eat and be merry!!!

cool term rite...then we took the chat inside where shereene and melissa joinned in.that's where we have to stop the family topic.then shaun came in the circle and den there's sharma.and somehow da whole thing turns into a joke talk.talk and laugh.and talk sumore.now ma spirit already super high.and i think i'm high on liang cha .i believed dat watever i consumed in a huge portion will make me high.don't care liang cha or just normal carbonated drinks.i don't need alcohol.

cake cuttin ceremony~!!! woots!!..all the best secret recipe cakes u can find.chocolate indulgence is heaven.yummy~!!...i want more i want more~!!...so,it's basically a few silces of secret recipe cakes made into a circle la. when we asked sinyee to give her speech,she started wit " i just wanna thank all of you dat come todae"... the crowds- "*applause*ok..lets eat"..haha..we asked her to giv a speech and forced her to stop after a line.dat's how things work around crazy people..

before the cake cutting ceremony,marcus wanted to tell a joke.u know..all the tell-a-joke-la thing dat we've been playing.so,tergendala during cut cake time.after makan,he told la.and that's how the whole thing starts.joke after joke..nonstop.party is fun wit people dat can tell jokes.too bad i'm not one of them.i'm more to a listener.shaun contributed the most with his forever "3 men" joke.means most of his joke have three men in it.in the end he told a one man joke and i forgotten how it went but the 3 men punya stick like glue.

joke tellers:
shaun-uncountable
marcus-around 5?
mark-2 jokes
livia-1
shereene-1

too lazy to type the jokes out now.but they were good.hand banging jokes.it still depends how a person tells it la.i personally can't tell joke.me sucked at it. altho is joke after joke, there's some gap between when the jokers were tryin to get some funny jokes to tell.that's when da whole room go silence.as ma previuos post said.silence is weird.totally weird.it's like "kakakakakaka !!!!!!..." then total silence. very disturbing.but i can see some really tryin to gather some jokes.good effort.haha

earlier todae, justin,jack and kiwen came "visiting". they were lookin fer location to shoot their mumos short clip. it was raining so heavily.so wet.but they managed to find a bamboo shoot spot.i have no idea what they wanna do there. just wait and see la.

i want a new camera la.i want new locations to snap pics.how nice if i can..wait..if i'm willing to go everywhere to get good shots.well,i most probably will if i got a cool camera.dots~

if u see me smiling these few days.they are fake smiles.if i joked,it's a forced joke.
but todae was fun.laughing is feels great.it's like screaming but its the happy way.

this post ended at 1.24 am. blogging takes up extremely alot of time.especially when da grammers sucked.have to sorta check and stuff.blah~

titleless.

2006-11-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

i wanted to type a long post.but ma english sucked.grammer is rotting.sentence structure are all messed up. so this is all i'm gonna say......

Silence is weird.
if that is a sentence.doubt it is.

it was raining

2006-11-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

taken through the window of my brother's car

a paper boat floating on a HUGE puddle of water.it looked almost like a stream already.

it rainned pretty heavy dat evening. when the dark clouds got blown away, the sun began to show beams of sun light.i was way too bored because the youth meeting was canceled.so...kachak* kachak*... ma compound flooded a lil..pools of water can be seen everywhere.totally fun playin wit rain water..altho a bit geli-fying, but the chill of the collected rain water was irresistable...

wakakakkaa..cute~

2006-11-19T00:01:00.000+08:00

"don't push me coz i'm close to the edge,

i'm tryin not to loose ma head..."

fri-i-day

2006-11-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

somehow ma internet seemed to be doin fine only during da night.not particularly nite..but after midnite.it sucked...whole day can't download stuff.

I was out da whole day wit ju and hema.saw HAPPY FEET.IT RAWKS...super d duper a**kicking animated movie by warner bros..there's 2 things i don't really like about this movie.da animation wasn't my type,da penguin i think wasn't cute enough(except fer da baby penguins and mumble happy feet) or friendly enough.and there's no peak to the show.don't have da kind of kick dat most movies have. BUT it's joke can make ur stomache burst.seriuosly...and it's music and songs and OST...SUPERB.it's so musical.it's a blast~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmmph..i like it but kinda think it wasn't great..hmmph....neways, i was laughin and laughin.ju and me banged each other's head while laughing.crap man..dats da first time i ketawa till so bad.GO WATCH....TODAE...AND TOMORROW...this cartoon gave me a good laugh after 'over the hedge' and 'open season'. but i think those who are looking fer storyline quality..and u know...deep meaningfull punya..won't really like it la.but..da music rawks..PENGUINS CAN SING...ish *shake head*...next up is a cow animated cartoon....oh yea..da person actually looked sooo real in da cartoon..we were like..."wow...so real....wooooo..." manatau...really real humans.dey colaborated real humans and animated penguins in HAPPY FEET.nowonder da penguin had to look as real as possible.

i'm tryin to download da movie.but torrentspy doesn't seemed to offer the torrent.yea..it's dat good and i'm not content watching only once.i wanna watch it again..and again to remember wad da character said word b word.

oh yea..i'm getting a puppy tomorrow..so freakin excited..muahaha...don't know whether ma doggie and bergaul wit da new puppy or not.kinda worried tho.this means i got 3 dogs~~~it's colour is dark brown.fergot to ask da breed.will try to search online tho..

tried on a new black and grey striped shirt from SEED...fulamak..mahal la...can buy ma analog text book d. rm59. freak..so expensive...but i really liked it tho.i think i'll try to find a cheaper replica of it la.didn't get to buy, at least i took a snap shot of it. analog or shirt...analog or shirt..ok..if i can get a copy of text book from senior,i will consider this shirt.the new mall...it's soo...expensive..everything there is expensive...wonder quicksilver and rox can survive there..haha

tired.so much to do.so lil time to make it happen.bad time managment.

random scribbles: 7

2006-11-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

omygosh..i so wanna puke.i wanna puke at everything i see,everything i smell.feel so nauseated.

so sueh man todae..i was supposed to lepak at lib around 12+.back from having lunch in McD.spent extra time staring at the walls over a regular fries and drinks.didn't finish either of them.i actually gave a shot studyin in McD.nah..just posing wit ma tutorials.den got distracted by the McDfm.shiet....now da notes smell of McD.no..u can't smell double cheese burger or fries.it's all of them combine together.IT STINKS. now the thaught of McD made me feel like puking . gorss..yuck..ewww...tak boleh tahan..

*notes currently being aired ...spread out on ma bed with fan blowing at them*-have to get rid of the smell.all fast food restaurant got this weird stench.not only fast food la...every makan place.unbearable smell.wargh.!!!!!

so,i reached mmu around 12.30.left jusco earlier coz wanna go admission counter to ask about may intake.manatau..those freaks work darn slow..i just wanna ask a freakin question.they asked me to wait outside.suak..i walked away..malas to wait.tutorial haven't start yet.anyways..go back to 'i'm supposed to lepak in lib around 12 + '...manatau..i left ma wallet in da car..and it's parked in EP.damn!..can't enter lib.tanks to dat..i have to find place to sit..some place cold.den i walked and turn to da left..*PIAK* wad da~!!...water? air cond water? no...there shudn't be any aircond installed there...looked again...WARGH~!! FWEAK!!! BIRD SHIIIIITTT....tak boleh tak boleh...nearest toilet...FET buIlding...run upstairs...tried to cover up ma pants a lil.ran up to first floor.wet some tissue." stupid bird shit on me.no other place to shit ar * wipe wipe* curse which ever bird dat did this ..* pull tissue*...sueh betul man todae...apa? mau kena loteri ker...* wash hands,bend down and wipe again*..damnit that bird..freak...why la todae.adoi~!!!...*lift head up...BANG*..i see stars....stupid liquid soap case....*ouch* ...." people walked in.i think she was shocked dat i was talkin to maself..she asked if i'm okay.i said " bird shitted on me" ...okok...u take ur time..[it's a one person toilet-who would build a one person toilet?] den here comes the Mr.Bean's act.same case of wet pants.but it's in different area.mine is on the knee..his is on the delicate place.ehem~ i had to like jongkok in order fer ma knee to be high enough to get da hot air. after a few minutes...it's spotless.it didn't show any sign of bird shit anymore.but ma leg was lenguh.

go class...super nauseated d..can puke anytime.strings of bird's poo is flashing in ma mind.ok..go in fer tutorial class and get over wit it.fine...then i was lookin tru da window in one of da FBL buildings.when i looked out...i see a pigeon..i banged da window wit ma hands.whoa..so resentful.hmmph..same thing all pigeons will do if they stopped on window pane..they leave apart of them...THEIR SHIT.can't take it anymore..shit is everywhere...maybe i should use poo...shit doesn't sound too good..but wad da heck..used it so many times in this post. then a tutor came in.passed a message.he said tutorial will start at 2pm...due to some inconveniences.don't let me see u sneakin in PS to eat lunch man. den i came to know that the next room is having ECP lec.dropped by la..since i missed todae's lecture.hehe..sat in fer one hour..den blah.

saw da old gangs..haha..missed them...talked fer abit...and da lecture started.after that i went fer tutorial at 2 lo.fuh~ 1/2 hour nie done d..i waited so long..being shitted on..and all these fer 1/2 hour...perfect la...

i wanna watch the prestige and happy feet..hopefully can settle both of them this friday..muahahaha

and what's wit singers/song producers coming out wit cartoon colaborated songs.but they sounded really good. there's london bridge/wind it up got another one seriuosly nice..but don't know wad it called...have to search fer it.

oh yea..btw..check out bianca ryan.she's a12 year old kid dat can sing like kelly clarkson.she won the "america got talent" competition and she won.i saw her quite sometime ago..in youtube..den when i watched 'cd usa' she made her apearence..altho as stiff as a 12 year old kid would be..but her voice..quite canggih la...

i need cash ya'll

2006-11-12T13:30:00.001+08:00

sony t50

sony Ericsson k800i

there's so many stuff dat i want...but too lil money to spare..adoi~

how can i even dream of buyin all these..i'm not even workin and still leeching on parents...i think i have to make deal wit ma dad...ehem~dats da only way...what have i to offer? my results...*shake head*....

what i want is not what i need

tau pun~

anyways..checkout the new link dat i added...esp fer those who likes to cook and to LOOK at food..this is a pretty website...

delicious days

flowers around mmu...

2006-11-10T16:22:00.000+08:00

took these shots quite sometime ago..when i brought da camera fer......i don't know fer what..forgot already

random scribbles: 6

2006-11-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

internet lines are still killin me.i'm callin the telephone person tmw.to check the phone line.might be damaged inside due to tree branches.transmission lines.ceh~.grey's anatomy is far from done.freak..~!! yest watched da one on star world. den i didn't manage to catch an important episode of ED because i have class at 12 todae.now i can't find when it has it's repeats.this morning's WAS da repeated one.sigh~

among all those sucky moment,

woots~! just checked ma lab schedule.guess what..i'm having off fer every friday..muahhaha..no labs and no classes..sungguh syabas~!!!... and there's no lab on 13th and 15th of DEC...one problem down fer church camp. da not so syabas thing is there's paper on 4th and 6th..ju's bday on 2nd..doubt i can go out partying..dat is if she decide to celebrate la...

ah...this new sem makes a lil more space fer everyone.classes capacity are fairly small. tele course have only about 76 students registered.i like it small..not too noisy. and u have no other choice but to pay attention coz da partner sittin next to u is so into da class lecture. they are the company dat actually speak to u when nescesary.company dat doesn't really judge u.company dat u can be goofy and they will not give u da look. company dat doesn't have mood swings. a company of smart and hardworkin people....nevertheless..sungguh helpful.hopefully i did not just over praised them.

well, i don't know how long i can last with this new spirit.but hopefully long enough to last throughout this sem..and to da next...and to da next...n to graduation?? wow...dat's huge...

some of i-likes dat i feel like listing:
1) i like having early morning breakfast.altho it looked almost impossible fer me to wake up..i like da chilly and smoke coming out of what eva food dat's being served kind of atmosphere. let's do dat once in a while..what say u?

2) i like having tong shui around 8.30-9 pm.i like mamakin sometimes.just to get out of the house u can say.that also if i've been rottin at home fer like 2 days straight.

3) i like meeting up wit friends fer a drink or two. missed drinkin coffee bean and eating bread wit hema. we had it all planned out..but...it didn't happened.

4) i like nearby and convenient eating location.location dat doesn't touches da town area.mostly like around malim or bachang.but i still like McD's drive tru in malacca raya.

5) i don't really have lunch during lunch time.i would have brunch and have tea around 3 pm which mostly biscuits and bread. i don't like rice.i like korean and jap rice.

6) i don't sit down and eat proper dinner..i eat infront of the tv.if i have a huge appetite..i would eat dinner 3 times. 1: while ma mom is cooking,2: while i watch tv around 7 pm.3: when ma dad and ma mom eating around 8.30 pm..den i will be over loaded.

i'm looking at the bright side of every difficult situation.
it's healthier

finally da divorce...

2006-11-09T01:34:00.001+08:00

heard about da news? it's like all over the media.even hitz fm tumpang happy dat britney and kevin is done.they played lots of britney's song todae.da song da she colaborated wit his ex-hubbie is like...yuck..shrugs..it's more like a britney song than kevin's..altho not a huge fan of britney but i'm happy fer her also la.i still won't buy her album if she come out wit one..ehehehe.just not her fan.since she wedded kevin, dat balak like really try to suck her money dry.kesian.adakah he go join WWE act??? geesh..so he think he can dance? haha..he's a dancer alright.but...*ppurrrff* don't care..saw a few episodes of 'britney and kevin-chaotic".a all mushy mushy kinda show."love u" and "love u more" kinda of show...reality tv show always caused the marriage to end .a few GOOD examples are "meet the barkers-travis and shawna", "chaotic-spears and ferderline" and "newlyweds- jessica simpson and nick lachey"..da only one surviving is "till death do us part-carmen and dave"
fer more news on britney and kevin.go to trent's

i'm tryin

popcorn act.

2006-11-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

freakin tree actually condemned ma phone line..causing me to be disconected from da online world...todae i said "tata" to the tree.chopped da branches off.keeping away all the leaves.it's a 'christmas' tree.or more like a pine tree.disturbing.well,it can grow still,but when it reach a certain height,i'll be waiting to chop it off again.back to square ONE...muahahhaa..*evil grin*

classes are......hmmph..i don't really know...so far,the lec already threatenned us.etm sub will be hard.freakin DR.TAN..laugh and talk nonstop..almost dozed off on the first class..sometimes his laughter turned into a form of annoying sound.sowee..but i just don't get his joke..maybe it's not even a joke...nvm..i think his teachning is alright.

yea..like i want it..burned and tasteless...too lil butter..too much seed..geesh..chao ta ..teruk teruk..altho its all black n tasteless..i enjoyed chewing on it..*ngaup..ngaup....bitter-nya*

ju..how come can chao ta ar?

i must have faith..no..not fer the popcorn..sumthing else...

secrets

2006-11-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

i can't really say i have alot of secrets. recalling from what i remembered most of ma secrets doesn't involve me.so basically it's just some gossips that i prevent from spreading futher la.well, some people keep secrects in order not to get into trouble.but u gotta admit,sometimes is better kept than to tell out.

i keep secrets because
1)i don't want to add more spice to sumthin u aren't actually sure of
2)i want to avoid insecurities
3)i don't want extra attention
4)iam not interested in sharing-i don't expect people to understand

do i have one?

well,no 1. is eassier said than done.how many of us can actually keep our mouth shut when there's a tinny winny news dat we got to know. i think gossips is just another way of having conversations.true right? u have nothing to talk about, u share sumthing dat everybody will want to hear. i didn't say i don't gossips.but if i am go judge maself, i think i can keep gossip stories to maself.unless it's like those super super hots ones..interesting giler ones...& also UNLESS it's concerning ME.so it doesn't really count as a gossip. right?

no 2. insecurities .hmmph.i don't usually speak about ma allergy too often.infact i HATE talkin about it. it's like being in a sitituation dat u can't wait to blah.to avoid being ask and LOOk at..i cover up. there's more. for example.disorders and RESULTS. i won't touch on disorders,but results..there's reason u know.i keep ma results to maself BECAUSe i don't want to be judge by people.i don't to be grouped. i don't want to be stereotype, i don't want people saying.."i thaught she's this and that.." so before u THINK i am whateva standard u think i am...i'm not dat smart.just telling...

u don't say out loud to people especially to ur parents BECAUSE...u don't need extra attentions. because in ma experience..parents can be a lil busy body..maybe it's just concern.but sumthings can be solved by ourselves.nonid the world to know..sometimes there's just no answers to our being. we just can't explain why this and dat happened. eg: i looked a lil down,and ma mom came to ask what is wrong.i said i'm just boring.but honestly,there's more than just boring...its....SHHHHH...

same goes when u aren't interested in sharing.i was in depression class last week.not really a class..it's just a lecturer from manipal came to our youth meeting to speak about depression. so he asked chenli to open up to him. and she said : why would i want to open up to u? sometimes there's no point sharing because the other party might not say exactly what u want to hear.sometimes wad u get is just nods.pointless sharing...no solution to the problem wan..dotss~

but on the other hand, according to that professor,if we tend to drift ourselves away and wanna be a lone and stuff..we are having symptoms of depression.liow.lately i prefer to be alone...shiet~ i'm depressed.....

don't judge

random scribbles:5

2006-11-02T14:32:00.000+08:00

been watching all kinds of series lately.one after another.too bored sitting around.rotting in ma wooden chair.no couch.butt pain.

grey's anatomy wasn't even in ma to-watch-list. but somehow the boredness got to me i decided to give a try.now,sadly..i'm hooked up. it's bad..it's bad..new sem starting,line cacat,low disk space.adoi~GREAT NEWS.getting season 2 of prison break from UN.Philip.teramat syabas.actually supposed to get from kevin kwa,but un.philip's come earlier.i'm currently tryin to download more grey's anatomy.and i heard from kelvin scrubs season 6 is on the way.fweak..

anywho.the common thing about all these series i'm watcing EXcEPT fer prison break, is about crushes,curang and sacrifice.yerr..all da love series. even the one i teman ma mom to watch,the AEC one also pasal cinta..geesh..anythin la.it's ok to watch during holidays i guess.now i kinda regretted dat i dindn't download ALL of the grey's anatomy episode but download what chenli wants to watch..aih~ anywho..i can catch season 2 on starworld.if u are interested,it's wednesday 12.30 to 1.30 am.the earlier one shud be around 8pm la..em chai. i watched ED as well.i used to like Ed.the blue eyed main dude in Ed.wonder if he will ever end up wit carol.yest epi he tried to stop her wedding tho.but dennis canceled it.hmmph...love love love...freaks~

i wasn't in ma best of mood this few days. i used to think i dat i don't have pms,dat i'm always high and stuff.well i guess people change as they "mature".haven't been layan ma mom too much.try not to..u know..being pissed wit her naggings and stuff.so stayed i da room nie la.haven't been doin anything lately.as u can see ma blog began to slack off a lil.maybe cause i depend to much on photos and more photos.no photos then it looked pretty dull.anyways, got to know the result is out.freakin mmu website seemed to be lacking or dunno wad crap la.my gosh..check result also can server down. pui . once again.ma dear friends dat's kepo wit wadeva greds dat i got,esp those who actually visit ma blog, DON'T FREAKIN ASK MA CGPA/GPA. God knows wad i will say to u.

went to watch open season on tuesday.well, it wasn't as i expected.i mean da get together..there's only me n ju.bored.mainly went mp to buy baskin lo.coz 31st mar..got discount.bro ask to buy.while was there,watch open season nie la.

well it was quite hillarious.go and watch it.
neways..i learnt not to forced when people don't feel like.

went to church yesterday to practice OA wayang kulit and prayer meet.hopefully i will still go fer prayer meet after holiday la.sometimes i just freakin lazy coz class whole day.prayer meet macam dah jadi holiday activity.so wrong so wrong..sang EMPOWER ME. i remembered chenli requested this song when she was back in malacca the other time.well, i guess this song hit me as much as it hit her..hopefully.i posted the meaningful lyrics once. what hit me was that God knows how weak we are.God knows our needs. and He changes us the way He want's us to be. and He empowers us. talkin about empowerment....hehe..results...sigh~

Empower me

Nobody knows how weak I am,
better than You;
Nobody sees all of my needs,
better than You.
And nobody has the power to change me,
from what I was born to be.
Jesus be strong in my weakness,
empower me!

Empower me,
like a rushing riverflowing to the sea.
Lord, send Your Holy Spirit flowing now through me.
Till I'm living as Your child,victorious and free,
send the power of Your love,
empower me.

Nobody's eyes see through my soul,
better than Yours;
Nobody's love can make me whole,
no one but Yours.
And nobody has the power to lift me,
to reach for eternity.
Jesus break through all my defences,
empower me.!!!

i want woo-hoo bars...i want to woo-hoo

the song dat everybody is guessing

2006-10-31T10:38:00.000+08:00

This old man, he played one
He played knick-knack on my thumb [some versions use "drum"]
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

This old man, he played two
He played knick-knack on my shoe
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

This old man, he played three
He played knick-knack on my knee
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

This old man, he played four
He played knick-knack on my door
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

This old man, he played five
He played knick-knack on my hive
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home

This old man, he played six
He played knick-knack on my sticks
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

This old man, he played seven
He played knick-knack up in heaven
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

This old man, he played eight
He played knick-knack on my gate
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

This old man, he played nine
He played knick-knack on my spine [some versions use "line" here]
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

This old man, he played ten
He played knick-knack once ag'n [some versions use "on my hen" here]
With a knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

i made crystal jelly

2006-10-30T12:43:00.000+08:00

easy peasy..get da crystal jelly dat can be found in supermarket fer a price of rm1.90+.den follow instruction..

i want BK...thanks to chenli ramli burger

on the other hand..i think i want to japanese food...coz i saw this online.ju's not available todae..so is hema..fweak..who to call?..

one more week.

2006-10-28T20:07:00.000+08:00

dalam sekelip mata...left only one miserable week fer me to go nuts.this final week was never an anticipated one because results coming out soon.sueh sueh can fail.aih.i wouldn't wanna think so much now.since beta 3rd sem, i never wished dat sem break would end.moreover next sem is a short one.the shorter the better? nah..killer.the second sem of every study year is da paling hectic ones.lecturer will squeeze all da syllabus in like..about 2 months.pengsan.aih..i love holidays..well..who don't right?

i feel dat its useless to promise myself that i would try to bring up ma grades fer gamma year because i would not be disciplined enough and always procrastinate.but i would definitely try la.but...qouted: all roads lead to da same place-how hard i try oso..i won't reach ma target...fweak.i have such negative thaughts.i pretty much guessed that this first sem would be worse than da beta 3rd sem.mayb...less den 3 points.to all...please don't ask ma gpa.if i fail...i would tell because i need prayers to pass ma supp.

so..today i had bible study with uncle ivan.thanks to lilian fer sharing about envy and jealousy.aih..God speaks in different ways.lilian shared that, what we think and what we feel is the outcome.u can't say the other fellar indirectly boast but instead it is ourselves dat feels like being intimidated.but i definitely dislike if ma frens were to caci on stuff dat i worked ma ass off. wether in da art dat i do,or the photo dat i snap...wadeva..u can say u are straight forward, u speak ur mind..blah blah. but u can always say..."not bad" instead of " yerrr"...get it?

sad case that todae no kapten bola.next week takda sumore.weekend will be extra quiet.all chow go orang asli place.sigh...pianist? tse hwei oso cabut.but luckily got aunty angelina.phew~ donno la when nie can baik ma skils.even if i think i can play OKAY...some how..i don't feel like showing.SHY~. shrugs la...if God really wants me to play..den...beat it la..hope He help me somehow la.

came back...whack some balls.shuttles i mean.i played wit ma bro.i was nice.in the middle of the game,i looked at the sky and notice the sky is different.so so different.the clouds are totally like cotton balls.SO CUTE laaaa...bulat bulat....

i wish the holiday never ends.

i made pancakes...

2006-10-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

my pancakes looks more like lempeng to me. preferred it a lil fluffier..forgot about baking powder.next time try la.
have been craving fer pancakes since yesterday.i missed ju's apple sauce.coz i missed da cinnamon taste.den supposed to go fer beef and intestines noodles but..ju's mom cooked nasi lemak. den nvm la..met her up at a-neh fer ice kacang.chenli's been craving fer it.i notice we crave fer lots of stuff.hmmph....

i tot wanna buy instant mix of pancake from tesco..but it was like 5 bucks.mahal.mix ownself cheaper.checked on the ingredients.ready to give up d.asked da pro-ju.she said just need flour/sugar/milk/egg/butter.dats all.huh? so lil..

on the way back from a-neh.stop by sundry shop.get tepung gandum. come back and start doin.mix the flour+sugar+milk+egg(1)...stir until the texture is a lil thicker den muschroom soup.dats how ju describe the texture.heat up pan.put in butter..den..start flippin ya'll..and u shall get urself some 'desired' pancakes.

super easy la..but i think it wasn't really a huge success.a lil tastless.so remember to put more sugar..IF U TRUST MA "TRUSTY" RECIPE.it's a warning.it's fer amatures in cooking only.if u are a pro..i would suggest u to refer to online recipes.but still......can eat la....about 50% nie can eat..others was burnt.gave ma doggies..at least they appreciate it...nyak nyak..dey seemed happy...one was jumping around...the other one(white) was too heavy to jump...dong dong.~

i fullfilled ma own craving.but is there anywhere in malacca i can get fluffy pancakes?

about yesterday

2006-10-26T12:10:00.000+08:00

listening to : justin timberlake's 'sexy back' and 'my love' back to back...
mood: normal...but dunno wad's fer lunch
feel like: watchin a movie..tse hwei punya pasal la

hmmph...i get over stuff pretty quick i guess..i just need to sleep over it den start da new day refreshed..just like God's grace is renewed everyday..tryin to look at da bright side here...ahh.. wad to eat ar?almost lunch time d..ju seemed pretty busy when her sis is back in town.well..i can compromise dat...

wanna blog about this yesterday..but mood rosak coz.....just read da previous post.....yesterday i went out wit ma family.went jonker to buy ma CROCS fer a ridiculous price..rm 129...ehehe..ya..the ugly shoe..somehow caught ma attention.n believe me..freakin comfy ae.can jump everywhere and da soul won't be pain.i got a red one..coz turqoise takder d..i nak outrageous colour.i guess all ma stuff is red but i don't exactly wear red tee shirt..say ugly all u want..i don't care..i like it..

den ma parents decided to have tea at this cafe which uses ol skwel sewing maching as da table legs.wonder where they get so many sewing machines.ma mom had laksa..she said was nice.fer a fussy eater to say nice..shud be pretty darn nice la..it's rm3 bucks.ma dad had prawn me fer rm3 bucks.ma dad say..wait..he just nodded at ma question: pa nice ar? shud be okay la.i had the soursop ice blended (wit alot of junks in it..) fer rm3.80..and ma dad had da manggo one..this shop is situated directly opposite geographer.

can u see wad's under da table?

when i was in jonker, i decided to check on the voo doo dolls.the one dat is now big everywhere.da 'toyol' like doll.i see like quite nice la.den i asked ma uncle.he's selling this in jonker fer rm12.maybe i can get cheaper. i was intersted in da design only.manatau..ma uncle said it got charm on it wan.

he : some people in africa charmed da dolls
me: har sure not..so many how they wanna charm? takan they charm one by one..or lay all in a row and charm togther (coz seriuosly...there's this shop..sellin like gazzilion voodoo dolls)
he: got la..there's this man dat they pay to charm all this dolls.his job is to charm nie.got meaning one.ma son also carryin wit him one..why? u want to wear ar?
mom: no la..main main nie..she tak pakai wan. ( ma mom's a christian)

big head voodoo dolls

den we blah..i told ma mom.yerr..charm d..i mai (don't want)...giler..wear to get guys...totally toyol man...me not mending wit all this stuff..but then if don't believe shud be alright rite..i do maself la..use thread and tie tie nie ...i search on it..whoa..creepy wei.da one selling now looks much much cuter den da ori wan.coz da ori got hair n stuff..geeeeshhh~ eerie wei

read da newspaper todae..N70,N73 and N91 got it's special edition d.in black.specially fer music lover i guess.even N70 comes wit headphones.shud be la..and da N91 can put up to 6000 songs..crazeee~~ ma bro's gettin a N70 fer his burfday..hope he can get a black one..if da price doesn't differ much....hmmph...now all the SE owners goin fer nokia..i mean me n ma bro la...

the other day i watched season 2 epi 1 of prison break.but it's only 94.1% done..desperate case d.watch da sekat sekat one.stupid streamyx...prison break tergendala so long...kinda seksa oso..but i sanggup berkorban...scofeild don't look too good in in light brown tux..sad case.~

I can see us holding hands
walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us in the country side
sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Gonna make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love
-justin.T-

uploading pics is a sore

i don't know laaa

2006-10-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

arghh~!!! FWEAK!!! some how..i feel that life can sometimes be really unfair. but to actually analyse and compare,i can't really complain much tho..i just wish i'm like any other teens/young adult.do wadeva i want.EAT wadeva i want.go wherever i want to go.sigh~ wished i wouldn't have to watch people eat and snap photos ...but actually chew on da prawn ma self..i wished i wouldn't have to listen to experiences and how much fun an outing was but to actually be there myself..fweakin allergy..U SUCKED...

so sad to know dat OA trip is actually another church outing and i can't join..it's just like the other time when most of the church youth..oh wait..ALL of the church youth went fer the bible quiz..and sunday service was...well..quiet...argh..~!! hopefully i ACTUALLY DECIDE to JOIN the OA trip...coz partly was ma parents dat don't allow me to go..and partly .......was me....

argh..ma mind is so messed up...
KL CANCELLED..sad~on the other hand..get to save up..

btw....this is dedicated to ju..i said i will get a prison break outfit..and here it is...

salam aidilfitri ya'll....

2006-10-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

we went fer raya at jAZiah's place..she looked great altho a lil thin.she's still as perasan as ever...still as funny as ever..still saying da "makan la .." phrase..and still help just alil in makin kuihs..useless...akaka...oh yea..still likes beckham since secondary..earlier den dat i don't know la..

da food was...a LOT..haha..very happy la.kek batik was a classic.remember those times when we were in sec school..da cake was like so famous till people go round askin fer recipe.den some of our classmates actually did it and let da class to try..ahh..secondary skewl rawks sumtimes...despite idiotic teachers runnin around da skwel compound...but too bad most of it i can't eat.even da bihun got prawn.can feast on da daging(how can i fergot about da pic) + mutton+ some kuihs..freakin satisfyin ..nyak nyak..

i don't know the name of the kuih below....

had great time as usual..feastin on food and talkin..catchin up on latest news of our ol skwel frens..esp malays...some started dating.20 d mar..and some became extra feminine...most of them can see tru frendster actually..but i don't have one..but sarah was around fer da last few days..so can browse using hers..some became really daring i can say...but i think i'm still pretty much at da same spot i'm standing years ago..neither da HOT one..nor the GEEKY one..not much drastic changes and stuff...ahh...jaziah got da latest lumix fram panasonic..latest i think..1600 punya..anti shake ker? nvm la..nice and sleek..huge lcd display..ala..all oso have huge wan d la..except fer ma antique lumix.da 1st version of lumix..5 years d...sigh~

ANYWHO

lots and lots of camwhoring...haiz...we just have to do sumthing to da bare walls and HUGE mirror dat jaz's dad got fer da house..or maybe it is called a WALL of mirror.......LOVE da mirror.so easy la..mirror kat living room..anytime can see.donid to actually rush to toilet or where ever..and it made da living room looke extremely spacious.

the above photos look almost sane...check out wad happened when we spotted bright clean walls...

THIS IS WAD clean walls DID TO US....or more like wad we did to oursleves

the first photo*below) was taken this year....2006..the second one is taken last year...tried to do da same pose...too bad we fergot to study the pose before heading to jaz's place..

the below pose was copied from a korean tv show..btw..we pose infront of da HUGE wall-like mirror..

after penat penat "model"..pose n pose...this cute gal came along..and put all of us to shame..she need no effort to look this good..fweak...there's 3 of them..not triplets but sisters..all also freakin cute..ceh~cute rite..cute rite~!!!!

lesson learnt..

get frens of different races...so u can eat n eat n eat....wait..nono..dat doesn't sound too good.urmmm.........get to wujudkan semangat muhibah..and also get to feel da festive season..nasib got hema n jaziah..deepa raya wouldn't be all about goin to MP or sitting at home..hehe

donnot put urself to shame infront of fellow parents by takin shots after shots..poses after poses..nah~..can't acheive dat..da camera is always around...

KL-sunway..here i come...

justin timberlake-my love

2006-10-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

ma deepa shots....

2006-10-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

hema priya..one of a kind fren

this pic was taken by hema's bro..i think he got unstable hands..kakaka..turns out to be a lil blur..

but the above is also taken by him..conclussion..ma camera sucked?

ahh....can't resist takin pic wit her new SE

sudah kenyang..laze around..wad kind of attitude this ?i got talent in winking..hmmm~hema took this pic..wit her 810.betul betul camwhore man..ish

still can't wait fer raya

three frens..and more

2006-10-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

once hema said dat it's always sueh to snap pics in threes.it brings bad luck or some body in the pic will die..CHOI~ anywho..wasn't supposed to go out todae.normally after badminton i'm sorta hangus d..no energy left...so..wasn't really prepared to go out..bathed and changed into ma nighties and get ready to do craps and try my luck wit streamyx.everyday wit streamyx is like a gambling thing.nasib punya if the line is stable.

chenli sudd change her mind and ask me to go tong shui.ju was in MP d..wit her family..den tak kisah la..i drove chenli to tong shui house.she belum makan dinner..so,ordered sum rice and a normal home lauk...can la..eat there fer family dinner..*hungry*anywho..ju joinned us after like...ONE hour..maybe she go makan BK nie...ehem~ i was tempted to eat BURGER KING when i watched PRISON BREAK..ju was tempted by the same scene...darn funny..da part where tweener is being bribe by the officer and he was dippin the fries into da shake...actually da burger made it all clear dat it is time to makan BK..

anywho..after crappin alot in tong shui house...we decided not to go back so early. [ we don't merayau always..certain time..certain mood only] den brilliant ju said we should try da McD drive tru at da new mall...forgotten dat it is a sunday night..we got into ma lil kancil and left fer malacca raya.half way ..drive drive..eh..y banyak kereta ar? fweak..sunday night.i don't like jams.takper la..so went tru da drive tru la..whoa..McD full house..i appreciate drive trussss...nyak nyak..da worker extra polite worr...so ordered fries/sundae/apple pie..ju suggest dat we go 3 times since we eating 3 things..but..the one way street forbids..~~ ahh..too bad...drove back while munching on food...danger? but i don't think da danger comes from da food..i think it's from da conversation dat we had ..about...prison break and michael scofeild again..about ju curang...it was freakin noisy..if got police sure kena tahan..hopefully chenli[wong] will blog about it la..me lazy to type..hehe...btw..scofeild bald,justin timberlake oso bald..scofeild got looks...justin oso got looks..scofeild no body...JUSTIN GOT BODY..satu kosong..ju u can have scofeild d la..~~oh ya...i bet scofeild CAN'T DANCE...justin? just check out "my love" mtv...it says it all..muahhahha

oh btw...todae i WAS supposed to play MY ALL IN ALL...in church.haha.saun din stand.y ar? tak sempat? haiz..it feels like channel 11 faking it..or mtv MADE where there is a MENTOR and a student.the student supposed to learn as much from da sifu as possible.then along the process there's task and assignments to face.my assignment:learn up MY ALL IN ALL SONG(song 581) my task: to play fer da 1st time in the congregration.*cold sweat* ..aiyoyoyo..church pianist in da makin.dang~ dunno can be as good as tse hwei not..half her speed oso enough d.half talent..i think..cukup makan kot~~ wargh..lots of stuff to catch up...

badminton after afternoon nap:
had a slow start.wasn't dat pumped coz baru bangun tido.den da mood came fast enough and all i noe was i'm jumpin everywhere and shouting.fweak..i'm so noisy.always reminding maself to SHHHH*...haiz..but i manage to be a lil quite during da kapten bola the other day..a lil achievement there.ganged up wit livia to have a match wit ma "inseparable" partner saun. [saun i did not betray u..we shall lupakan segala persengketaan] saun ganged up wit gary..[he's back from cyber]..manatau..menang looo...i nailed ma first time wit livia..syabas ~!! at least i'm able to redeem maslef after a gender bias kapten bola..todae the luck seemed to be on the gals side..hehe

hmmph...don't really have plans fer tmw..i shall see wad to do after i wake up from sleep...*yawn*...

i can't wait fer raya

rant tant tant....

2006-10-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

fweak..i don't like kapten bola just now. altho it's like last week gals against guy, but there's like eng siang + zheng around.one is like freakin tall..one can jump like anything. there's gengyi inside sumore.kinda pissed during kapten bola todae. keep on wondering y gals must have guys to win a kapten bola.was quite determine dat we can nail it.ok...maybe not win la..but at least 2 3 goals? tall oso no use wan,gals still can't jump.stupid pelvis bone..shet..i can't jump high..freak freak freak~!! ju fell down again.second time..i think she should quite playin bola...very kesian la her back..i don't kesian her oso i kesian her tulang. [saun..see wad u did to her...] hope it will be fine la...

oh great..ju told me dat da memory verse fer tmw is 2 peter 2:11-13..she sengaja nih..

but it's actually 2 timothy 2:11-13

this is the faithful saying, if we died we Him
we will also live with Him, if we endure, we will also reign with Him, if we deny Him, He will deny us, if we are faithless, He remains faithful, He cannot deny Himself.
hmmph.at least there's something great .deepavali celebration.m e and ju thinks dat hema used to serve more food.hehe..we are just not thankful enough.photos later.not much..coz mostly our pics nie..and i don't have time to edits and stuff.cousin was around.buggin me with addmaths questions.still can remember some..but not all.she got spm laaa...sheesh..she's more blur than me...keberadong dong..man....new word/new phrase...

wanted to post one particular curang pic..is dat even legal...i'm worried dat i will be slaughtered by ju...better not...maybe chenli[wong] will post it..nyak nyak..be sure to check out her blog~~~

tomorrow is MY ALL IN ALL...wargh..liow..

i don't like this afternoon's kapten bola

aiyo..bosan

2006-10-19T11:44:00.000+08:00

opening photo: home made pisang goreng

stupid internet make me disconnected from da online world fer like 2 days.as usual,feels like forever.everytime wanna make a complain call nie terus boleh.freak man.next time i shall do this threat more often..neways..my downloads still not moving.fraust.kenot see season 2 of prison break. right now i have nothing to watch.i might watch prison break season 1 all over again just to see michael scofeild.nyak nyak..i have nothing in mind fer lunch.maybe shall have a few scoops of ice cream dat i just bought yesterday.

i'm actually waiting fer ju to come to ma house (hopefully i dunid to go to hers-lazy) to make da whale for story telling about jonah..when they get to OA..yea..da ORANG ASLI trip again.i said THEy coz i'm not allowed to go.i'm kinda sad.but on the other hand, i myself have been thinkin,if i am to go..that means another 2 weeks of recovery fer whatever the trip will do to my skin.even ma dad doesn't approve of me goin.neways, just to say dat, i realy wished dat i can go fer OA anytime of the year.but too bad,i can't. like i said , u can try to understand how one feels,but..i don't think anybody can get anywhere near how da real situation is like...so i'm pretty sad about it la.but no sweat la..ma mom say maybe the next time.coz now oso got haze and all...bah~

yest had a heart o heart talk wit ngan.hert to heart..wonder dats da right term.gal talk?..don't care...1 and 1/2 hours over 2 bowl of ice kacang, a tosai and 4 kuihs.we can eat man.~!!

i actually downloaded some SE software.it's sorta the phone explorer.means u can see all the phone contents from da pc.cool la.coz i donid to sms using ma phone.coz sms-ing using k700i is kinda killing.key pad hard.but short ones is ok la.kinda cool la..those who have SE phones can use this sofware. [my phone explorer].when u are using a k700i..u HAVE to have this program.make sms-ing much much easier.

i feel like eating goreng pisang from a-neh

it's here..

2006-10-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

it's finally here.was a lil anxious about it yesterday.tried calling hitz.fm to ask about the cash.number was freakin busy ya'll. manatau..todae got a call from pos laju askin ma house location.pos laju can have ma hp no. wan meh? oh..this could be it...yea...IT IS !!! it's here...muahhaha..

went to MP todae.just weren't to fancy about the opposite newly openned mall.coz there got no food la...hopefully they update it . i wanted burger king after watching prison break.and i got burger king todae fer lunch wit ju+mel+hema..hema got a new SE W810...woooo...kayer~~ i shall stick to ma ol phone..i need cash to get a new camera.ju suggest i opened maslef a trustfund fer ma camera.as in put a side the money that i need fer camera.bah~ bole ker lidat.if i kena nombor ekor now i terus beli lo..

bought a striped baju todae.i can say is a girl baju but not dat girlie..syabas yenmei.nice catch.24 bucks.pretty pleased wit da bargain.mom said very very nice...hmmph~ but io just notice ma bum became broader..geesh~~~~

ngan ajak-ed to watch wtc (world trade centre) .ju think it's better to watch wit hema.if not nanti kena belasah.HEHE

can't wait to cash in the money

prison break-ing

2006-10-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

next up..season 2 of prison break..i seriuosly need tmnet to give me their best...downloads are not moving..
click the pic to watch da "trailer" fer da episodes

spent like..da whole da sitting infront of pc watching...finished 7 episodes in 6 hours...nutcase.sit till butt pain..got up fer lunch and toilet..hibernating..sound like studyin..kakaka..the difference is..studying won't be so long..dang~

this is one freakin violence show man..hands chopped off..cut this cut that..punch here punch there..fuh~ lots of blood...so bloody~ but kanchiong oso...sarah died?? tak mungkin rite...adoi~ she and scofeild no hope d kar?.so sad~ i wonder if scofeild really liked her...hmmph~seriously hated da ending of season one..they ran away..without directions..sigh~

i feel like eating burger king

my dimsum morning...

2006-10-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

and so, i said i went fer dim sum rite..it was a superb saturday morning.da sun wasn't too hot. da temperature was right.da mood was right.da company was even better.ju's family and i..together wit only mun yee(coz she can wake up) went fer dimsum at bukit beruang.it's quite a well know place among mmu students.went there and saw students flooded dat area.steaming hot pau caught aunt tina attention.she had bak pau.. which is very delicious.da skin wasn't too thick and da meat is freakin lot.worth eating..i didn't wanna eat any pau-s.hehe..the porridge was cun also..but slack coz there's century egg inside.i don't eat century eggs..so i gotta be careful wit wad i put into ma mouth.sked i throw up.but i would suggest that dim sum shop add some vege to their choices.too much pork can make one feel.......urm...can't describe da feeling...anywho, if there's green vege it would be nice la...steamed chai sim with some sesame oil garnished wit deep fried onions.woots~

this spot is located near the pasar in bukit beruang.badminton court? know? aiyah..ppl stay there sure know..people not from malacca won't wanna go...poeple stay far away (like me) just follow the flow ....nyak nyak
we chatted with munyee askin her about her industrial stuff blah blah.it was a nice gathering.so sad to see one of da church members leave.but she will be back after a few months..ehhe..hopefully this smart gal do her masters here and still stick to mgc..ehehe..i like her..nice+ smart...sweet+talkative..funny+ lame..hehehe

everything dat we tasted is SEDAP
i need a new camera...i need to focus

prison break...

2006-10-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

i thaught i wouldn't really like it when i saw da first episode of prison break.somehow it's so like shawshank redemption.is all prisons in US like those? but as i watched on..no doubt dat..there's a lot of problem raised up as those people trying to get an escape path..drama wad..
michael scofeild..played by wentworth miller...i can say..cukup gaya..he is a syabas hunk..kakaka..altho he acted overly cool..no reaction blah blah wadsoever..todae ..finally,in episode 7...i saw him shouting at this dude askin him to GET OUT...whoa..melt man..nvm..watch it and u will know.i mean I AM A LIL LATE to talk about prison break rite.astro finish showing d nie i wanna create issue..maklum la..study..and i don't really like following series that's being aired on TV..u gotta wait like..wad? one week? malas..i rather download and watch it in one shot..hehe..just like scrubs...nonstop..

basically this show is about MS(scofeild) trying to get his brother out of prison.He's being locked up fer da crime he didn't commit.so..i'm pretty impress by the way MS think.HE'S A GENIUS MAN..hehe..somehow when a problem occured he sure got solution.den gayanya he will say his plans...not much of an expression but..nice eyes..and bald muahhaha..

but da whole movie,to me, is pretty kejam.a lot of violence.blood.kanchiong-ness..the part dat i can't stand is when his toes are being chopped off with a wire chopping tool...EWWWWW....ouch~ and he..still..dengan gaya-nya say it's just an accident..hopefully he will end up wit da DR sarah..hehe..like duh rite..sure la...i can predict the show..

i'm currently downloading gilmore girls-year 5..i got lost donno in year wad..don't care la.but da streamyx connection seriuosly kenot help d..so bad la.0 kb/s kay..start new sem oso not sure done or not..freak~

mom and bro is outstation.mom in johore and bro in seremban.feels so........... yea..dots.........so quiet la..supposed to go dinner wit ma dad...i'm extremely lazy.gengyi asked to go out..i'm too freakin lazy la..coz later go out balik have to bathe. den ma dad at home alone sumore..kena teman altho i'm in da room watching prison break n blogging. .todae finally played play kapten bola after 2 weeks.. i wonder people think i'm noisy or not while playing..i'm like screaming and shouting..naikkan semangat..now i feel weird..coz i'm da only one shouting..bah~ should i be quiet fer da next game?

i need cash..i need work..i need longer holidays..

mooncake festival still on...??

2006-10-14T02:27:00.000+08:00

and so...was kinda pumped todae.Besides saying goodbye to my finals, there's a bbq that i attended.i felt like this bbq is held to celebrate the end of finals.coz most mmu kids dat attend ma church finished da last paper todae.

check out aaron and his mini bbq pit..fer real not this?
he's frying burger.

ok..now look at THIS BBQ pit...compare the food...
the lambs and hams aren't out yet..hotdogs..free hotdogs

the reason we have the BBQ...tanglung-s? no la...mooncake festival
tanglung is PART of the festival nie...un.keanboon say halau ghost..really?

the ultimate goal....
classic....
group pics..altho we didn't snap much...
hope this can prove our presence..nyaknyak.

there's other guest and church members too..
but shy la..wanna ask them to pose fer me...hehe..imagine i have slr...
i think the willing pose even if i just walked pass them...*sigh*

trust me..i'm not doin the cute act no.5..i'm holding da tanglung
wihtout da stick..i gotta get ma hands off that hole..hot laa

so weird.so many people say i HIGH todae.do i looked that DOWN during exam periods.hhmmph ju? do i ? do i? ....*raised eyebrow* anywho..hopefully i won't be sitting for electromagnetic's supp paper la..i doubt i put ma best in it...bah~ don't care..pray about it and wait fer da results. went to da new mall opposite mp..spot somebaju(s) dat i really want..syabas dat PADINI is IN MALACCA rite now..syabas dat seed is much bigger..not syabas dat there's no food in it..maybe belum...but hopefully it's sumthing nice la...OPEN DUNKIN DONUT..

i need sleep..been having 4 hours of sleep marathon..thanks to mmu..overloaded syllabus with lil time to revise...nutcase...
need to get up early to makan breakie with seniors dat leaving fer industrial..muahhaa..goin dim-suming.
btw..people reading this who stays in bukit beruang..tell which is better...the hill in taman dahlia or taman bunga raya...hopefully i get to hike la...

mau tido...

selamat malam..~

avril's wedding pictures..

2006-10-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

she's freakin pretty laaaa...
extremely beautiful...
she beats all those celebs dat went fer plastic surgery..

sighs of the day

2006-10-09T14:42:00.000+08:00

1st sigh:the flu is still wit me.so sick ar...cant really excercise ma passion fer food. one is well..pasal exam..no mood to eat..second is ma flu..all ma sense of taste GONE...wargh~!!
wanna have a decent lunch of tanjong mee goreng...shop not open..takper takper...den tapau-ed char kuey teow...normally it will be smell 1st..den taste..too bad..i can't even smell it..what more to taste it..ate half way and gave up...ma mum finished it...

2nd sigh:study electro magnetics...and feel asleep a few times..i tink i had sufficient sleep..about 5 hours like dat...geesh~changed venue several times...ma room-aircond too cold/living room-too hot..stupid haze/mom's room..piano distractin..+ her bed/finally end up in ma room oso la...

3rd sigh: kenot tahan..weather too hot..went 7eleven bought kit kat ice cream.it has been playin in ma mind fer sumtime d..wanted to taste it..but a lil pricey coz da size is so small.but i reminded myself...THERE'S a HIDDEN KIT KAT BAR in it...hehe..might worth buying..drove to da nearest 7eleven..got down grab da ice cream and mixed cereal chocolate bar..rush home..eager to have da 1st bite...*open*...*ngaup*.......................................... ala...ma flu again ker...grab tissue..clear da nostrils...*ngaup*...............................freak..no taste wan..not even sweet...RM 2.50 down da drain...takper..still got ma bars...kit kat CHUNKY YES -chunky rawks...kit kat ice cream..NEVER

4th sigh: sienz~ want to eat karipap from a-neh ....ju won't wanna go coz she say i tak stabil...*kakaka* yest asked her to go todae..she thinks friday is better...bah~but luckily fulfilled ma wants yesterday.went to cheng to haunt fer kuihs..brought dad along..free food..syabas~* den stopped by mini market...ahhhhhhhhhhh ma long awaited jagung gardenia bread........finally...been craving fer it since last wednesday..all nearby shop tak jual...mogok siut..
*mum came in da room* " todae no jagung gardenia...roti man skip days wan" ...freak..

5th sigh: i wanna eat barley wit coconut milk(santan)aka "mai" from taman asean..takder orang wanna buy fer me...i wanna eat tongshui house's mo mo cha cha (bubur chacha) no one wants to go wit me...

6th sigh: ma HL milk basi...before da due date.cheated..adoi~...furious...cereal still half pack full..no milk to go wit it..and due to ma flu..i drank da basi milk yest..one mouth..den tasted sour....luckily i can taste da sourness...stomache got la abit not well..but it's only one mouth...so..phew~ if not ,sure diarrhoea...

seems like 5 out of 6 sighs are about food....i have an unhealthy sighs.....

back to books...or maybe my wonderland~ mind drift away easily you know..learning is interesting.forced to study is NOT..

dead meat...

2006-10-07T13:04:00.000+08:00

i don't get it,i do fear.
the question left is
where do i go from here?
shiet..da paper is way too near....

engine maths sucked big time

and so...........

2006-10-05T21:03:00.000+08:00

here goes...i' m down wit slight fever.on off fever la..totally no mood to study.nasib not 5 papers in one shot.i will DIE..after da 1st paper ( micro P) on monday..come back d hidung stuck like longkang stuck.so suffering.and when at certain time i test test play around wit ma nose and i feel dat da space is sufficient fer da mucus to shoot out..i tore 2 peices tissue and...*tsssekkk* it came out...yellowish..told ma mum..she say i heaty d...owh..heaty..maybe i ate too much chocolate.no la..ma dad jangkit give me..first was ma dad..den ma bro..now ME...freak

..no paper da next day..lepaked like anything.paper on thursday wasn't a heavy one.moral mar..ceh~ so i planned to read up some of da killer subjects dat is coming up next wednesday thursday and friday. manatau..quoted from a friend "the mind is strong but the flesh is weak" ..so true so true..end up lepaking around...kacauing ma mum..makan nonstop..in da sick condition oso still eating...health vs stomache...stomache still wins..nothing beat it huh?? geesh~

anywho..totally anti books now.tried to do some engine maths..seemed like all ma knowledge been sucked dry..weik? amacam nih...next week exam..die...to drop numerical or not to...shiet~ dah ler don't understand..tedious lagi..freak..finals offer 2 questions sumore..sengaja wan..tau nobody wants to do..put 2 questions...freak~!!!

todae morning i sat fer moral..it was.....normal.only ma nose buat hal.neways..it's a pass fail paper..can pass la i tink..came back..bought ma fave mixed cereal chocolate bar..watched prison break epi 2..den hang outside wit mom.turn on tv..and guess wad...JAMIE OLIVER IS ON....yaya..he's....farny..short tongue..and he gave me a good laugh la todae..he was making fruit salad..and he kept sayin everything is fantastic and "wicked" .nice description..ehhe..wicked..back to da THIng hs'e doin...he's like mixing all da fruits and stuff..and he grabbed a lychee..and sambil peel..he say sweet lychee..den da next fruit he grabbed was rambutan.. i put it in italic form coz normally ang mo pronounce..u know how la..but to ma surprise..he didn't callit rambutan instead he called it....*drum role*......HAIRY LYCHEE... lol+ LMAO(just got to know about this term from ngan) lawak betul...seriuosly..ma mom was laughing a lil about da new name he gave our precious rambutan and CONTINUED LAUGHING AT HOW I LAUGHED..wakakakakka..farny guy

okay..enough of playing with photoshop and camera and blog...now i SHALL go back to ma books...on ma dining table...no..there's no food there...

30 day artist

2006-10-04T14:55:00.000+08:00

click on da picture and check dat site out..
check out august '06
superb collection wit superb stories

another bowl please...

2006-10-02T17:41:00.000+08:00

i need brownies from secret recipe...gah~..tak boleh tahan..should i go tonight?

i'm static, while da world around me moved on...

2006-09-30T10:41:00.000+08:00

it's been a week since i left ma house compound.seriously..i'm either in ma room or outside entertaining maself wit a shuttle and a racquet projecting all ma fraustration to a piece of innocent wall.poor thing.da shuttle looked like crap after a continuous bashing and left me filled with joy knowing dat i'm in control of sumthing after a few hours of humiliation from da notes.the notes,they made me feel...noob..
oh yea....even the paddy is being harvest...and ma brain knowledge is still static...geesh~
a lil message fer this brain of mine....work wit me..and i will bring u glory..muahahahaha...
da last msg...meant nothing..it's just fer comic effect where da lead character can talk to da brain...ok..i'm nuts,on a beautiful saturday morning...hmmmph...

universal Q...

2006-09-28T15:32:00.001+08:00

this is a favourite slide.....during class lecture.it's telling you dat class has come to the end

this is not a favourite slide...during revision/study weekit telling that you don't understand a thing

what come first?

2006-09-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

tokyo drift remix-by jay jay and rudy

2006-09-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

Ah kereta kereta, Drift-drift-drift.

Here we go…

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor,
If you likely, come and try it,
Then you’ll realli realli know.

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit.

Eh, rush lagi, eh jalan rempit.
Don’t you call me a Mat Rempit.
I’ll only go fast.. a lil’ bit,
Come in another road I go “Pit Pit”

Ampang, YEA!
Seramban, YEA!
I do superman, sedikit.
Mono crew boys, sepuluh cc.
All my motor under VIP.

Many many cars all driving,
Cutting here and there, no signal-ing.
Scream-ing, scold-ing, honk-ing, speed-ing,
None of them even look-ing.
I don’t wan no pro-be-lam,
Need to get to work so please faham.
Turning, cutting, cilok-ing,thank you~!!
Hopefully i dont get saman.

Sepit udang sudah chrome,
Mudguard sudah chrome,
My chamber is buluh,
My motor is still slow.
MY kocek is kosong,
My paycheck take so long.
Tweaking, adding, exhaust styling,
Money spending still going slow!

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor…

TRANSFORM!!!!
“chi ko kok chi ke kok ki ke ko”

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor,
If you likely, come and try it,
Then you’ll realli realli know.

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit.

Break it down to BM, C’mon.
All rite, here we go…here we go…
Anda sedia? Anda sedia?
SUDAH SEDIA!
Saya katakan .…bahaya!
Saya mau…. wan wan wan.
Apa takde nyanyi you?
Pasal saya tak fa-ha-ham

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor,
If you likely, come and try it,
Then you’ll realli realli know.

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

We’re not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

Ok ,habis already. Jom balik.
We’re getting a bad rap, Letsgetoutofhere (say fast!)
Bringgg, Bringgg, Bringgggg, Brrrrringgg, Bringgggggg, Superman!!! Bringgg, BRINGGG, Superman!!! Bringgg, SUPERMAN!!!!
PUA, PATAH KAKI~!! KEPALA MELETUP
Muahahah, whats that dude?

matthew 6:25-33

2006-09-24T13:21:00.000+08:00

Do Not Worry

25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life^[b]? 28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

the passage above is refered fer todae's sermon..Un.Dex gave a deeper meaning about why we shudn't worry...it helps fer now...hopefully i will remind myself more often of this passage..

chenli joinned us fer church todae..well...it just feel so good that she's in church wit us..some how da church doesn't seemed to emtpy..but todae memang banyak orang la..lots of visitors...nyek nyek..seriously speakin..when she away, i missed her..when she's around..it feel so normal...maybe it's just 2 weeks la..entah...great to have her back in town...

oh yea...todae puasa rite..syabas..bulan ramaddhan means more kuihs fer me..i like....not dat i like to see those muslim ppl goin around without food during the day..but i just like the food during puasa month...soree para muslimin dan muslimat..i don't mean anythin harsh....selamat berpuasa..~!!

ais kacang=ice wit beans...

2006-09-21T15:32:00.000+08:00

the day is so freakin hot..i'm currently posing infront a stack of notes...
remembered this song from primary ONE..about the ais kacang..

ais kacang,
ais ais kacang,
bila cuaca panas dan rasa dahaga,
singah di gerai ais kacang diminta,
susu dan jagung, kacang dan lengkong,
air gula berwarna,
campur semua enak rasanya,
kegemaran kita semua.....

[ahh..the song is so like the picture..don't know the tune? i'm not singing...]
this is an illegal post..i'm supposed to study not play with photoshop..but..don't care..i'm goin out later..bringin a whole lump of guilt wit me...

micro P assignment...checked~!!!

2006-09-20T14:08:00.000+08:00

this is what we have been busy with...

todae was our presentation fer our micro Processor assignment.to test whether our hard work is fruitful..muahaha.all i heard from da lecturer is "good..good". fer real..i was staring at ramana/gajula's face..ehehe..i think our slides got da prettiest photos..i mean..i didn't see the other groups'..but i was pretty impressed wit what we came up with..to those contributed in da slide syabas~ and to da programmer..[u know who u are]...thanks fer sweating over this assignment.it's hard.i think all of YOUR group members understood ur situation..soree if we have fraustrated u in any ways.. to ma team members (aka the exterior part) ..i think we did a great job...finally...to all reading this..it might not be as easy as it looks...looks can be decieving........ DOT DOT DOT...

.....it's a succes despite of all the tensions and disagreement within da group.to ma group members...soree fer ma weird attitude.....and syabas to all~ may we all get marks as high as the sky...~!!!. and bring all our midterm marks to shame.muahhaha...jokin jokin..we need higher carry forward marks..don't we....?

now....FINALS pulak.....dang~...pengsan man....all the best to those doin good....hang on to those suffering...more good-luck to those brain dead..

updates issit..?

2006-09-18T11:22:00.000+08:00

haven't been bloggin fer 1 week plus..a huge achievement.

firstly.i memang got nothin much to post.

secondly..i don't have ma camera with me...

thirdly..i don't really mingle wit photoshop these few days...

fourthly..i don't have time to imagine the photos dat i want to take...

lastly..i got no mood to post...

and + ..ma internet connection still suck ....wanna online pun susah...

all ma classes fer this sem kinda ended d...this week if i'm not mistaken there's only tutorials...so..ma lepak days are basically weekends nie..update a lil on dat la...friday-nothing much....ju curled her hair and went pasar malam together nie.dats all...

saturday evening..went to church just fer kapten bola..8 people went..but it's still super fun...youth was cancelled coz most of the church members wanted to attend "walk His trails" during da night...a play hosted by gateway church directedby colin kirton...but a bunch of mmu kids-including me n ju's family went makan in un.kean boon's place...coz da mmu kids wanna go industrial d....senyap la da church..nvm..i buat bising...aunt keat tin cooked pork specially fer me...muahaha...un.kean boon said she was worried i got nothin to eat...ahhh..i like her...ehhehe...sedap sumore...it goes well wit her home made "man tau" aih..shud have brought ma camera along..but it's not wit me...and da desert was..."kuai leng ko" ???..sunthin bitter..super bitter..good fer throat wan...da food....finger lickin good..tried several cheese s...ate it wit crackers...theres camembert/cheddar/donno wad donno wad sumore la..cool...very english la dat dinner...

den sunday church sermon..by a guest speaker...after church had some game just fer ah zheng..he's leavin d this tues(tmw) to study in notthingham UNi.a very...gentle guy i can say.wit nice smile.wit nice attitude.just like wad we did wit chenli-she kena eggs n flour+ water..but a lil more drastic..it's fear factor like...master mind: hwei n saun...dey made coco crunch+banana+ garlic and we played follow da leader..da twist is..even if he guess da correct person..we still say it's not him.n da forfit is to makan dat THING call "food"..so..kesian la..he had to eat 3 mouths...kakka..stephen..oleh kerana tidak sihat..vomited out..urm..wait..i don't think it reached da trakea oso..dengan gayanya..fredrick chew and tried to guess wad dat THING is made of..so...

after church went home..change and went to fellow assignment members house to assemble da final part...exterior part...till around 4.4o pm..left the house to attend "walkHis trails" ..the second show...missed on sat nite..went on sunday...followed ah zheng's car frm da back...and he followed geng yi..da show was nice la..the stage performers..syabas..i like jim elliot's "wife" speak...so changih man her prononciation...and all stage actors and actresses are chinese...there's pete..played by ee soon wei...cute one..kakaka...but i seriuosly like da slow mo actions..bravo...a lil draggy in da middle..not much actions..more narations...okok la...anywho...it's worth watchin..It'S FREE NEWAYS...

after da play..went diner fer free dinner again...bday boy-stephen belanja...kaka..had..duck++++ n ++..shio..free dinner again...syabas~...taste good man...sedap..revies..next time la..holiday time maybe...tanks stephen fer da wonderful treat...HAPPY BURFDAY!!!!!..dah tua dah~~~

dats all..~

daily wisdom...

2006-09-18T10:02:00.000+08:00

Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."

Hebrews 13:5, New International Version

friends are friends forever?

2006-09-11T17:14:00.000+08:00

somtimes i wonder how do people make friends.some say through same interest.some say we make friends cause we are interested in knowing a person.well that's cool.but what if after several tries and u notice u people don't click at all.u see each other and all u can say is..hie..even worse..just a wave of hand signing..* uh huh..i saw u* so wad's the point? recently did my moral presentation in clip form [too big..tried to upload in youtube kena ban]..and da topic is acknowledging one another...appreciating people around you..and make ppl significant in ur lives.and according to the video da we made..it all takes a simply "smile" | "hie"| "gesture"....now that i have deeper toughts...i think bonding is better den just gestures and stuff..

well.i mean..to actually start a new friendship and maintain them u need efforts-eg: askin how are u when it's a freezing cold mornin and da sub u hated most is on | sharing what exciting things happened to u and hoping to get response instead of just..."hmm"..just like having close relationships..it need sacrifice...especially sacrifice of time....some say money is involve too..like hanging out and showing appreciation tru gifts..blah..~

anyways..people can't live by themselves..i know i can't.but i used to think i can.but as time goes by..u tend to look into ur lives at different point of view. life is kinda meaningless without people around to share u joy | laughter| love...it's like having lot's of money but it doesn't make u happy.

seriously speakin i hate to make hi& bye friends. but i have lots of them..those dat i really care about is only a handfull.i really wanna make close relationship rather den aquaintances.

WHO SAID I DON'T MAKE EFFORT?
come back to the effort thingie..i tried my best to actually socialize wit da genuine me..but sometimes it's just hard fer people to accept ma lameness and craziness...aka...amatureness..i admit dat i'm pretty lazy in goin out yumchar-ing and lunch-ing with people..but sometimes its da effort dat made the other partee feel dat they are important...just like skwel friends..some did make effort..and some just ignore da effort dat we made...so sad..~

.i really missed having chenli in malacca..altho we just hang out around makan places..now me n ju felt goin out in twos feel weird...hema's busy with her 1k per month work...haih~ but seriously if hanging out with friends and making commitment to make da friendship last is about having all da laughs in the world when we lepaked...then..i think i accomplished dat kind of friendship..but if friends are there to share hard times...a shoulder to cry on..comforting words..i think i failed to do so...i don't think i'm dat sensitive...and i'm so not good with words...and i if i recall...ma emo-ness wit my friends are like 1 hour total in a year's time....tat's bad~..i'm a bad friend..don't talk to me...

who do i go to if a huge problem hit me...?
okay okay..i'll pray...WHILE waiting to be answered..who do i really go to...?
but after prayin shud have a peace of mind rite...
okay okay..LET us SAY i don't have da calmness...who do i really really go to...?

THE WORSt WAY I ever TRIED TO MAKE FRIENDS
is to be friends with a whole group..as we all know..friends come in lumps..as in...golongan.not da BEP humps and lumps..*censored.* lets say we know ONE or TWo friends in a huge kumcheng giler group..and u tried to blend in...after several trials and effort...being thick skin..and u know.~..being friendly and stuff but still feeling awkward when bumped into each other in hall ways..blah blah~...it's like...makin urself feel like ur a minority there..and u can't wait to get ur ass off the seat ur sitting in...da feelin just make u wanna puke...

so now..whenever i think i want to be friends/make friends/socialize..i make sure it's in ma comfort zone..

GOIN TO A GATHERING WITH......MAYBE ALONE...
that's crazy..altho sometimes we can't escape..sigh..this remind me dat i have a gathering to attend...sigh~ me..and a whole bunch of close knitted friends since like ferever...i'm so worried...is this sociophobia? i think so....it's like...ur ear can catch da beat of da clock tickin coz u just wait fer da time to pass.....

back to my title...
friends are friends forever? hmmph..its true if u mean nomatter we talk or not..keep in touch or not we're still friends..if its the "i remember being in the same class as u..blah blah..worked wit you.." case...but..most of da friends i know back in my high school years are now in silent actions..no idea wad dey have become n stuff...so...this statement...is touching..yes...but..at my point of view...it apply to close knitted friends only..

i've no idea what is this post fer...just practicing ma typing....

I'M JUST WEIRD
-lots of craps-
btw..i won hitz.fm tag da hits todae..syabas~ 100 bucks richer...

some of da best malay mtvs i ever seen....

2006-09-11T15:08:00.000+08:00

...terlalu istimewa...by adibah noor

...awan yang terpilu...by ning baizura

the withering grass.....

2006-09-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

academic advisor....

2006-09-07T09:47:00.000+08:00

so i went to see da acamdemic advisor yesterday.they are our advisors and yet dey seemed so eager to finish da session.i'm not there to share ma heart to heart feelings u know..~! lame...i don't know about yours/other mmu kids...but mine don't really let me talk...he asked me how's ma progress...HUH? as in prgoress in preparing or finals..or my life in uni? and he made a quick change of topic to how's ma cgpa...see..i haven't even say ma keaadan..okok..mayb i did say not too good..or...okok..den a phone call came...doesn't sound dat important but i didn't understand a single word he said..but wad i know is he looked freakin relax talkin infront of me...so long sumore..i'm just lookin aruond his room..so awkward ....ok..dat's like half of ma session wit him d...after dat he con't again...how's ur studies/time management/.....blah blah...everytime i want to open ma mouth..he will cut in...perrr....he gave advice...." u study in mmu..there's only 2 years left..can u sacrifice a lil to study hard this 2 years..den later u'll be free....let's say..one day u sleep6 hours...u have plenty time to study...(which i agree) ...so..concerntrate on ur studies...it's for ur own good.." okok.if i'm not mistaken..he's counting down ma years there....i think next sem he will still say da same....but..memang pun ma priorities not rite...freak....~
"is there anything else i can help....or any advice i can give to help..?" "urm...urm.." "ok then...u can go now..i'll key in ur assesment tomorrow...i don't have ma pc wit me...was sent fer reformating".....phew~..luckily he's pc wasn't there...if not he can check ma resutls n stuff...close call....seriously dropped....but ..wad da heck la...

bah~

the CONVERSE....

2006-09-06T21:38:00.001+08:00

photo was taken infront of MMU library...on da stairs.while waiting for all moral assignment members.....